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#21 Cloud.sse

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Posted 29 April 2021 - 10:32 AM

When I used to b/p I would scoop butter out the tub with the toast

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Oh yep that was a thing. Ended up with literal slabs of butter on my toast half of which remained in the tub as crumbs...
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Posted 29 April 2021 - 10:39 AM

Takes me back to when i was in Ireland and I discovered the english sliced white bread. I dont know what they're putting in there but oof. Loaves were had.


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Posted 29 April 2021 - 10:40 AM

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Posted 29 April 2021 - 03:01 PM

Hold on <3



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Posted 30 April 2021 - 06:16 PM

This inspired me to have toast with butter this morning and it was so good 


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Posted 01 May 2021 - 04:40 AM

Every time I decide to have toast for breakfast, 2 slices is never enough, 4 and I'm still not satisfied the yummyness just crys out to be binged.

I avoid bread it's a major binge trigger for me, wish is wasn't cos I love it, and I really miss the simplicity of a bit of toast for breakfast or a sarnie for lunch. But nope can't have it you crazy bitch, go each something wholesome.

I really though this thread would trigger me, but nope I'm fine, I've just eaten my porridge and I'm feeling contentedly satisfied, no amount of georgous hot buttery toast would have filled my stomach in the same way.
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Posted 01 May 2021 - 09:09 PM

buttered toast is a feature in 99% of my binges. shit, i think i’m on my seventh slice of it right now

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Posted 03 May 2021 - 10:10 PM

when i had BED i had super crazy nutella and bread phase where i would eat almost a whole loaf of bread + a third of a jar or so of Nutella a couple times weekly


On the subject of nutella, I once put a dollop of nutella in between two pieces of bread, used a cup to form a sealed circle pocket, and put them in the frypan with margarine. It was lit. Tasted amazing. Gained weight from doing it too much.
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Posted 04 May 2021 - 02:26 AM

On the subject of nutella, I once put a dollop of nutella in between two pieces of bread, used a cup to form a sealed circle pocket, and put them in the frypan with margarine. It was lit. Tasted amazing. Gained weight from doing it too much.

 

that sounds so good im foaming at the mouth


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Posted 04 May 2021 - 05:20 PM

I was jus thinking today how much I miss that :(
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Posted 04 May 2021 - 05:55 PM

Binging phases always kick off with the toast phase for me.

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Posted 05 May 2021 - 08:58 PM

Current phase right now...
Just finished all I had, won’t be buying anymore until I can trust myself 🥲😂
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Posted 06 May 2021 - 01:27 PM

Yes! But also, I always knew it was a bad binge when I was too impatient to wait for the toast and just ate the bread straight out of the bag with butter >.< (munched on that while preparing other binge foods way too often too)
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Posted 06 May 2021 - 02:38 PM

yep, the butter makes it soooo much easier to purge.


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Posted 06 May 2021 - 03:28 PM

If there was bread and butter in my house rn that phase would continue indefinitely 


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Posted 06 May 2021 - 07:11 PM

LMAO YES. It was like a year ago I probably binged on like half the loaf before I realized this was gonna be a new problem. My problem ended but only started another addiction: Everything bagel with cream cheese :c


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Posted 07 May 2021 - 12:16 PM

When I use to b/p I used to just toast it so it was still soft and butter it, then add garlic salt on top... best juicy cheapest garlic bread ever... 


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Posted 07 May 2021 - 04:27 PM

Going Through a variant of This :~( Grilled cheese and toast have a Special type of hold on me but LOORDD do they tear my insides Up....... Literally get Withdrawal symptoms when restricting
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Posted 07 May 2021 - 09:58 PM

Oh I love toast with butter 🧈😋

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Posted 07 May 2021 - 09:58 PM

Oh I love toast with butter 🧈😋


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