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How you know you're really back on your bullshit


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#61 BiLiAi

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Posted 28 May 2021 - 09:01 PM

Using water to mask the hunger. Making diet plans. Obesessively calculating how much weight I can lose each week. Downloading weight tracking apps. Browsing mpa everyday.
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Posted 28 May 2021 - 09:01 PM

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#63 PorcelainPoppy

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Posted 30 May 2021 - 09:06 PM

Start using MPA and MFP again lol


❀ atypical anorexia ❀

Fuck it I'm relapsing

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#64 skinnyandgay

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Posted 30 May 2021 - 09:34 PM

Logging back in here and redownloading mfp lol

shaking hands with the dark parts of my thoughts

you are all that I've got.


#65 Neither*Norah*

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Posted 31 May 2021 - 03:06 AM

I genuinely, *genuinely* find restriction really super fucking easy. 

 

I know when I'm heavy restricting 300 calories a day for 3 weeks that yep...back on my mother fucking bullshit.


All aboard the EDNOS train, choo choo muthafuckers.

#66 fight0ff-yourdemons

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Posted 31 May 2021 - 05:36 PM

Sleeping through meals. Missing any meal. MPA. Consciously making lower calorie choices when grocery shopping. Daily weights. Buying old binge foods.


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My shit is kind of fucked up but you know how it is.

 

Height: 5' 6.5"

HW: 168    //    LW: 129.8    //    CW: 148.2    //    GW: less fat


#67 Lesfillesmortes

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Posted 10 June 2021 - 02:37 PM

looking at pictures from when I was underweight, hearing my mother say I was pretty and wanting to weigh 48 kg again.


HI! We're a french system. We've dissociative identity disorder.

 
Current weight: 76kg. 
Ultimate goal: 50kg.

 


#68 WineGum

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Posted 10 June 2021 - 05:02 PM

mpa and food videos on youtube lmao i never look at these two things unless im restricting


 
5'4 // ugw: 45kg


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