First ed book?
Posted 01 May 2021 - 11:09 AM
"The only antidote to mental suffering is physical pain." ~ Karl Marx
Posted 14 May 2021 - 11:23 AM
24 | she/her | Canada
loads my signature with song lyrics because I'm a loser
Actual photo of me doing bodychecks
Posted 20 May 2021 - 07:30 AM
Currently in the hospital so I'm not gonna be updating for a little bit
CW: idk I'm just tryna not gain
HW: 124 GW1: 109 GW2: 104
GW4: Underweight = 97
GW5: Maintain at about 90-93 to get hEaLtHy before trying to lose any more
UGW: thinner than thinspo but not bonespo
Posted 22 May 2021 - 12:32 PM
A Spanish YA book. The author (a middle aged man) gave me creepy vibes because he romanticised the anorexic inpatients so much to the point it felt almost sexualising ? The book was supposedly inspired by his experiences as a volunteer in an ED unit so that made it even more sinister.
«𝚒 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗’𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚗. 𝚒 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚐𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚏. 𝚒 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚛𝚊𝚐𝚎. 𝚒 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚎𝚡𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢. 𝚒 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎»
Posted 05 July 2021 - 02:07 PM
mine was summer's dream by cathy cassidy hahaha
110 lbs (passed)
106 lbs (passed)
CW: 104 llbs
GW: 95 lbs
Posted 09 July 2021 - 03:59 AM
"Wintergirls", of course
Current BMI - 20.7
Low BMI - 11.6
'Goal' BMI - 20
UG-BMI - 16
Posted 14 July 2021 - 07:25 AM
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in recovery (sort of)
call me Spring!
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Posted 26 July 2021 - 06:51 PM
I am an artichoke.
by Lucy Frank. I read it wihen I was in 5th grade and it made me first start to realize my obsessions with food.
- Current Diet: Restrictive to under 900
Cw: 132.5 (As of July 12 2021) Currently not weighing myself because I am scared shitless to see the number.
Posted Yesterday, 03:43 AM
mine was Fat Chance by Leslea Newman and it actually had a good message at the end of the book. but that was the first one i ever picked up in like.... middle school? i still own it lmfao.
the other one was one called Distorted by Lorri Antosz Benson and Taryn Leigh Benson - this book is very intense, its in 2 POV's. the daughter and the mother. very good book tho, but holy fuck is it triggering LOL
Broke down and put myself back together again
Stared in the mirror and punched it to shatters
Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger
I've pinched my skin in between my two fingers
And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors
OSFED | 5'7 | HW: 255lbs | LW: 121lbs | Days Binge Free: 14
Posted Yesterday, 04:56 AM
This Morning I Decided To Stop Eating by Justine, back in 2009
the land of broken-winged fairies and abandoned lighthouses and misty mirrors and forgotten dreams
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