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I booked a hotel room to b/p in peace for 2 nights. Should i document it here?


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#1 electric_avenue

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Posted 08 May 2021 - 12:21 AM

this has been my fantasy for YEARS and i'm sure a lot of you can relate

 

I spent £90 on a 2 night stay at a budget hotel about 3 miles from home. yeah, it's just me, i'm going to bring a suitcase stuffed with food and cleaning supplies and towels and my laptop, not much else. i have no plans except b/p for like 48 hours in my own toilet with a personal bathroom, full size TV, hot bath and bath salts and no shame.

 

Food situation: it's in a shopping park that has a bunch of fast food places nearby. There's a pizza hut, kfc, mcdonalds, some chinese places, a Greggs lol. There's also 3 massive supermarkets including a morrisons and they do the best donuts istg. middle of town is a 20 min walk away so i'm going to load up on a bag of pastries, cakes etc as they're my favourite. And probably some boba milk tea because it can pack watertight if you get it sealed with those fat straws. I'm going to keep stocked with pepsi max or coke zero for purges but hot water from the kettle in the room could be a good shout too. and there's a tap so no sneaky trips around the house for water

 

And i will probably get the buffet breakfast even though it's expensive because it's got a ton of options AND i want to show off to the staff how much this girl on her own can eat lol. plus free coffee.

 

i'm worried about the toilet clogging, but i've never clogged one before and i'm going to bring some bin bags to purge some of the chunkier stuff into (pizza etc) just in case. i'll scope the toilet out first and see if it's robust enough or if i need to rely on the bin bags. don't fancy taking home vomit in my suitcase tbh. I will try to deal with the packaging at home as much as I can (big suitcase) to make sure it's recycled and so the staff don't catch on to what's going on. i'm an expert sneaky bulimic at this point.

 

not worried about the staff really, they usually leave you alone at the hotel and they can mind their own business. get 3 pizzas delivered and it's a one person room? deal with it. they shouldn't have a problem as long as I clean up after myself, don't damage anything and don't block the loo

 

would anyone be interested in following this along? I'd post pictures of the room, bathroom (before vomit lol), food and updates on how i feel and some food reviews. I've been fantasising and planning this since we went into a second lockdown, so when hotels started reopening i jumped on that and booked any dates I could get, which happened to be in about 2 weeks. i picked the hotel based on where the food outlets were HAHAHAHA

 

 

 

(please don't comment telling me not to do this, I use harm reduction (no insane amounts of food at once, no flushing, keeping hydrated, electrolytes before bed etc). I'd be doing this anyway even if i didn't book a hotel. it's an addiction.) 


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i just want to know how thin feels

 

CW:120 (BMI 20.3)  SW:137 (BMI 23.5)

GW: whatever BMI 18.5 is

Next goal: get to under 120 and stay there as long as possible

+ purge two dozen donuts in a day

 

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#2 misskel

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Posted 08 May 2021 - 12:33 AM

I'm interested. You should definitely document your experience.


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Posted 08 May 2021 - 01:46 AM

yessssssssssss


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#4 SkinnyLegendJuhP

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Posted 08 May 2021 - 01:53 AM

Yesss pleaseee
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Posted 08 May 2021 - 02:21 AM

oh my gosh, following :lol:

talk about living the dream to be honest

i mean at home everyone knows i b/p and i pretty much do this everynight butttttt i never order in ( quantity over quality ya know) and its more of a impulse routine than a good b/p, the breakfast buffet, backup stuff for cleaning and all just wow. honestly tho buy a plunger at the dollar store then you dont even need to worry about a drain clog.

excited for some good reviews and to see the room !


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#6 electric_avenue

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Posted 08 May 2021 - 02:35 AM

oh my gosh, following :lol:

talk about living the dream to be honest

i mean at home everyone knows i b/p and i pretty much do this everynight butttttt i never order in ( quantity over quality ya know) and its more of a impulse routine than a good b/p, the breakfast buffet, backup stuff for cleaning and all just wow. honestly tho buy a plunger at the dollar store then you dont even need to worry about a drain clog.

excited for some good reviews and to see the room !

 

you're a fuckin genius. a plunger. I should leave it in the room when i leave just to confuse them more


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i just want to know how thin feels

 

CW:120 (BMI 20.3)  SW:137 (BMI 23.5)

GW: whatever BMI 18.5 is

Next goal: get to under 120 and stay there as long as possible

+ purge two dozen donuts in a day

 

Spoiler

 
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#7 SpringSickness

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Posted 08 May 2021 - 03:55 AM

This sounds like a fantasy honestly. Yeah I want this documented so I can like vicariously through you!
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#8 Rubyxo

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Posted 08 May 2021 - 04:13 AM

Yes would love to read about this. I see you are UK based too so will probably end up copying some of your binge recommendations haha. Please be careful of course xo
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Posted 08 May 2021 - 04:25 AM

Following!

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Posted 08 May 2021 - 04:39 AM

It's awful how good this sounds. Document it, and please be careful.


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#11 electric_avenue

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Posted 08 May 2021 - 06:35 AM

i'm going to do it! it's in about 2 weeks and i'm already planning what to get. will probably make a new thread in 2 weeks when it starts but i'll drop a link to it on this one so people can find it. i'm already so happy just thinking about it ugh

 

there's an amazing bakery that does 4 packs of chelsea buns (kinda like brioche buns with dried fruit and icing) and they also do fantastic chocolate muffins. i could pack them in my suitcase the day before, they shouldn't squish too bad? hopefully


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i just want to know how thin feels

 

CW:120 (BMI 20.3)  SW:137 (BMI 23.5)

GW: whatever BMI 18.5 is

Next goal: get to under 120 and stay there as long as possible

+ purge two dozen donuts in a day

 

Spoiler

 
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Posted 08 May 2021 - 06:37 AM

Yes omg i always wanted to do that!!!!


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Posted 08 May 2021 - 08:33 AM

Omg, that sounds like such a dream. Please document everything you feel like documenting! I've always had this as a huge fantasy, it sounds like pure bulimic hedonism
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#14 thisismyisle

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Posted 08 May 2021 - 10:02 AM

Yesss document it please! I was getting so hyped up reading ur plan omfg sounds like heaven I WANT lol
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Posted 08 May 2021 - 11:58 AM

YES PLEASE :) :) :)


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Posted 08 May 2021 - 12:25 PM

Yesss!!

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Posted 08 May 2021 - 12:46 PM

yooooo this has been a dream of mine for the longest time haha i'm so jealous. if you feel up to it, food reviews and generally sharing about your experience here would be awesome, i'm sure a lot of us who b/p have thought about doing something like that before and would be interested in your updates c: glad to hear you're doing harm reduction though, i hope things go safely and best as possible <3


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Posted 08 May 2021 - 01:22 PM

commenting to stay on this thread, I will definitely be following!


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Posted 08 May 2021 - 03:32 PM

Take me with uuuu

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Posted 08 May 2021 - 05:04 PM

Wintergirls 😆
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