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Almost swallowed my toothbrush


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#1 snowqueenxx

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Posted 09 May 2021 - 07:03 PM

I was just casually getting through my purge second time this day (fml) and I don’t know why but my gag reflex seems kinda.. dulled or horever to call it...

It’s almost not there so I started using a toothbrush but eben that didn’t work good so i had to put it very deep inside my throat and then it just.. almost disappeared

Like i could literally feel how I swallowed it and how it went down my throat

I’ve read here about someone who really swallowed a toothbrush and in that moment this thought went through my mind and I got so so scared I thought I was gonna choke or something

So I just tried to ‘purge’ it out and luckily got a hold of the top of it again and get it out

Oh my god this was.. traumatizing!
I was so scared.

I can taste my blood in my throat... ew.

Did someone of you experience something similar to this?

I just needed to get that out of my mind I guess

#2 dégueulasse - also on EDC

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Posted 09 May 2021 - 07:22 PM

Oh my god you purged it back up????

one of the gals who once swallowed their toothbrush

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#3 meandmyself

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Posted 09 May 2021 - 07:23 PM

This is why you should never use an object .....but if you continue to purge that way make sure you’re always bending down when you do so that way gravity is on your side..... I’m so sorry this happened to you I hope you get some rest tonight....I’ve had some big scares like this before

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#4 snowqueenxx

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Posted 09 May 2021 - 10:41 PM

Oh my god you purged it back up????


Yep

#5 snowqueenxx

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Posted 09 May 2021 - 11:07 PM

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Posted 10 May 2021 - 03:49 AM

Probably gonna be canceled for this but let’s be realistic. Your fingers can’t always trigger your gag reflex, sometimes you need something more.
If you’re gonna do it, at least be as safe as you can about it. Use an object you absolutely can’t swallow like a spatula or other long, NOT sharp objects.
If you can purge with just your fingers, please don’t use objects anymore. Not only if you swallow then you have to go to the ER, it can also go in the wrong position and damage your insides making you bleed out. Not a very glamorous death.

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Posted 10 May 2021 - 09:37 AM

Oh my god you purged it back up????

 

was going to tag you in this post lmfao


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