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#1 Pandoras-Box

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 08:09 AM

After reading that post i thought fuck why not... this is also a spin on that funny movie bad moms

 

why are you a bad anorexic..not like omfg i just binged on carrots n lettuce puh-leaze

 

myself:

i don't eat slowly 

i don't get freezing cold even at my lw

I'm very out going i don't avoid going out, being around people with food ect

i was /am never a perfectionist

 

 

so why are you a bad ana or a bad ed.er


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#2 Toasty Kitten

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 08:13 AM

Bread is my safest food and I will defend it to my grave
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#3 Estrello

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 08:14 AM

I eat everything that my family gives me (and they give me a LOT coz they want me to recover).

I don't even try to throw a tantrum or something and tell them that I don't wanna eat.

I don't exercise. At all.

I don't weigh my food or myself (they took away my scale)

I eat most foods and don't have many fear foods.

I don't purge.

Most importantly?
I'm fat.

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#4 Ritman0304

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 08:27 AM

I don’t exercise

i don’t have control

i bake and cook a lot and eat it

i am not loosing weight

i can’t throw up

im not as fucked up as I am supposed to be


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#5 Rom20

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 08:36 AM

I love cheese so much
I’m a normal weight
I don’t limit carbs
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Posted 06 June 2021 - 08:38 AM

im an underachiever lol i cant relate to the 'highly intelligent perfectionist gifted child overachiever eating disorder' thing


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#7 fairies

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 08:46 AM

Binged today. Too lazy to exercise anymore. Eat higher calorie foods than most people here probably would since I often do OMAD. Some of my safe foods like dates and chilli would be a big no no for most other people here probably. Barely ever fast anymore. Basically just maintaining/barely losing even though I’m trying to lose. Drink a lot when I drink and I do care about the calories, but can’t stop once I’ve started.
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#8 ImperatorFuriosa

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 09:05 AM

I waste an unfathomable amount of calories in alcohol. *Shrugs* Tis. What. It. Tis.

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#9 Maladaptive

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 09:17 AM

I don't really count exact calories, I'll estimate calories if I think I've over-consumed that day. Just to get an idea of where I'm at. (I do OMAD, but I'll have snacks occasionally - anything to prevent a binge & extreme hunger.)

I don't fast (I get hypoglycemia too easily.)

I lose weight extremely slowly.

I don't do hardcore exercises (I just take walks and stretch because I enjoy doing it.)

I can't purge (no matter how hard I've tried - probably a good thing though.)

I eat at a normal pace (Not slow, not fast.)

I have no issues eating in front of people (If anything I prefer eating with people and it helps divert suspicions.)

I don't have a low heart rate. If anything, it's a bit high sometimes.

Current BMI: 14.2


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Highest Weight : 98.8lbs / 44.81kg / 7.1 Stone (2011)


Start Weight: 97lbs / 43.99kg / 6.9 Stone (2009)


Current Weight : 84.2 lbs / 38.2kg / 6 Stone (5/28/2021)


Lowest Weight : 84.2 lbs / 38.2kg / 6 Stone (5/28/2021)


Goal Weight : Whatever weight I start not hating myself at

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#10 ChristmasKid

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 09:46 AM

I love food so much. Actually, I used to be the type of person that thought "oh I'll never have an ED because I eat all the time!". I was quite dumb honestly, and horribly wrong. Also, I have never fasted and I'm at a normal bmi


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#11 robyninthefaintedforest

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 09:49 AM

i dont have many fear foods, its solely based on the amount of the food there 

i havent fasted more than 2 days

im at a normal bmi (not underweight anymore


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               endless 

                                                                void                                  of

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another pawn on the checkerboard floor, the numbers are hard to swallow; i choke. its raining somewhere 

else but i can feel the cold from here. its so cold. the raindrops shatter the pavement as i watch the translucent butterflies dance across the

meaningless wind. i'm still choking, drowning, but the rain continues as everything does. and i am struggling to keep up. you cant feel the rain

if you are already underwater. my glass ceiling keeps my head below the water.

 


#12 Sugar_Witch

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 09:55 AM

I eat when Im really hungry (just never a lot)
I dont like coffee or tea
I cant go under 500 calories
I cant fast longer than 24 hours
Im at a normal weight (fingers crossed I wont be for much longer)
Eating with other people still brings me joy, temporarily before the guilt hits me
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#13 kumorijimins

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 10:04 AM

sour candies are my safe food and so are pb&j sandwhiches
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#14 anonymous_user_

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 10:10 AM

- I don't weigh myself too often

- I eat normally in front of people

- I don't measure out my food (I wish I could but it would be too suspicious)

- Most days I medium/high restrict 

- I give in to my cravings



#15 Ket

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 10:15 AM

I will happily eat junk food
I hate thinspo
I dont exercise
I dont wanna get back to my lw

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 10:17 AM

im such a bad anorexic they diagnosed me with AN b/p at first, and then weighed me and kinda went. "oh". and changed it to ednos lmao.


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#17 dylanisnolongerdyingsadly

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 10:29 AM

I eat all food that i enjoy, even if loaded with sugar and carbs (though i do like to limit lots of sugar just for general health reasons) aslong as within calorie defect.
My fave food is carbs, like pasta n potatoes! Pasta is my safe food.
I love to eat takeaways and happily will eat them. Greasy food is hella good.
I don’t exercise, but i probably should for non ana reasons.
I love butter and cheese.
I do not weigh myself nor own a scale. Idk my current weight lmao
i eat huge servings

i’m technically in recovery but i’m like. Idk. I’m actively disordered n have been for years but i’m trying to still enjoy food and not let my ED ruin my life again. If it starts to consume me (it almost did the other day) i have something to eat and force myself to stay on track. I have a rule that i must atleast eat one thing per day.
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I have been in recovery for a while. I am mostly recovered - I can handle most things but please just be kind ^^
I still have some bad habits, like bingeing and restricting, but I am actively trying to be better.
I am a doll collector and I love anime like sugar sugar rune and kodomo no jikan !!!
I don’t come on here often, but sometimes I come back to vent or read about how others have been.
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#18 SuspiriaGirl

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 10:44 AM

i don't really exercise, if i do it's very minimal

 

i can't seem to fast anymore, my record was two weeks but now i cant even go one day

 

i have a bad habit of self-sabotage, when i'm at or very close to a GW i'll binge and ruin everything

 

i don't weigh myself often, i prefer to go by how my clothes fit

 

i can't watch ED documentaries, movies, YT vids, etc etc. i just find them triggering


GW1: 99lbs

GW2: 90lbs
GW3: 85lbs
UGW: 80lbs
(for now)

 

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#19 éloise

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 10:47 AM

 

i don't exercise daily, but i wish i did

i love food 

i am not as fucked up as i should be(?)

i can't say no to food when people offer it or when i'm in a social context

my bmi is healthy


i want to have my cake and eat it too

 

#20 anoshrekxic

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 10:48 AM

I'm an b/p

i've never fasted 

I'm at a healthy weight

I don't really lose weight anymore 

I don't exercise

I eat fast/normal in front of people 


hbmi:19

cbmi:17.5

lbmi:14.5

gbmi:<13.5

 

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