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#61 tove lo

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Posted 06 June 2021 - 09:23 PM

Binged today. Too lazy to exercise anymore. Eat higher calorie foods than most people here probably would since I often do OMAD. Some of my safe foods like dates and chilli would be a big no no for most other people here probably. Barely ever fast anymore. Basically just maintaining/barely losing even though I’m trying to lose. Drink a lot when I drink and I do care about the calories, but can’t stop once I’ve started.

Can't stop drinkin representtt... :( lol
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#62 Pandoras-Box

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Posted 07 June 2021 - 06:09 PM

Can't stop drinkin representtt... :( lol

 

lol ya im a drunkOrexic as well who enjoys booze n carbs n doesn't work out....


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#63 hunthebun

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Posted 07 June 2021 - 06:12 PM

I don't ever purge and never want to. 

also I sleep constantly because feeling tired makes me feel fat and lazy.... so I am even lazier by fucking sleeping???


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an immortal anorexic with a god complex 

 

175cm (5'9"),

all leg 

 

hw = 56kg (BMI 18.9, I was shorter)

lw = 31kg (BMI 10.1)

cw= 31.9kg (BMI 10.something)

 

​*mentally preparing for my arse being forced into treatment soon*

 

 


#64 𝓘𝓼𝓪𝓫𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓪

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Posted 07 June 2021 - 10:54 PM

Sup.

I cant low restrict, at least 800 kcals up to 1200 are necessary for my sanity;
I do have days where I eat """normally""" yet consider them binge days;
I don't have a fear food I just avoid high calorie food/quantity;
I eat normally with others and at a normal rate;
Still 18.6 BMI;
I still haven't got any health issues, maybe just clogged ears every other day;
I sometimes overeat 2500-3000 kcal like once-twice a month;
I don't exercise at all, I'm a depressed bed person;

Note: these points don't mean they are for "bad anorexic", but personally they make me feel that way, so don't feel bad if you meet any of those too.

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#65 ANAtomist

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Posted 07 June 2021 - 10:57 PM

I do not have much of an appetite or cannot, by nature, eat a lot due to other medical conditions (mostly stomach problems). So in a way I am not 100% relying on my mental power to starve


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[Updated: June, 2021] 168cm | 37kg | BMI = 13.1

PLEASE!! THIS IS MY PERSONAL PLEA: DON’T SAY THINGS LIKE “if your BMI is true you need to be hospitalised” or “if your signature is still accurate...” because A. yes? It’s still accurate? It says updated on JUNE 2021, which is like...literally what today is B. why would you think it’s not true? Why do I need to lie on an anonymous site? It’s exactly because I can’t talk about my ED IRL so I have to go online... I’m already struggling & hurting so much, just like how you are too. Imagine you having no support whatsoever, go online to find an outlet, only being questioned for your credibility about your stats and posts, how would you feel? C. yes it might seem low but my highest ever BMI was around 17, I’m premature and have multiple medical conditions that made me weight less/can’t eat much even prior my ED. So yea, 13 is not that bad compare to someone who got here from a much higher HW.

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Posted 08 June 2021 - 12:27 AM

i don't intentionally exercise

 

my goal weight is only barely underweight

 

i go through week long binge phases every few months 

 

i don't eat healthy, low cal foods. my intake today literally consisted of chips, bacon, and ice cream

 

i don't aim for a low intake, i go for 750-1000 calories 

 

i don't fast anymore

 

i've gained weight since my lw 

 

i don't break down when i have to go over my limit / sometimes i even let myself go over my limit 


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hw / sw: 163 lbs

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#67 Pumpkin-King

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Posted 08 June 2021 - 12:47 AM

Ive gained weight unintentionally
I cant tell myself im not hungry when i am
I dont really have fear foods
My low weight was just barely underweight

doot doot:)

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CW: 106(18.2)

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#68 agokachan

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Posted 08 June 2021 - 01:08 AM

I don’t body check.
I don’t exercise.
I love cooking big meals (even if I don’t eat them)
I eat in front of people.

#69 WithoutMuchHope

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Posted 08 June 2021 - 01:15 AM

I'm not underweight and my goal is not underweight

I very high restrict (sometimes I eat 1700 - 1800 in a day, as long as it's still under my TDEE) 

I love eating out

I eat normally with other people

I don't have fear foods 

I don't binge or purge

Sometimes I let myself eat maintenance 


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CW: 115.1lbs // BMI 20.4

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#70 Chaotic_Evil

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Posted 08 June 2021 - 01:19 AM

I’m a normal weight
I eat junk food just in moderation
Same with white carbs like potatoes and pasta

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SW:275 Start BMI:39.2

CW:144 Current BMI:20.7

  • GW1:250
  • GW2:200
  • GW3:175
  • GW1:150
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#71 cancermoon

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Posted 08 June 2021 - 02:03 AM

wishing i could relate to this thread tbh. realizing that my ed has honestly taken over my entire personality/ thoughts/ life
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#72 dreamsynopsis

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Posted 08 June 2021 - 02:06 AM

tried to recover lol. back … on track? with my mental disorder now though.


i want to commit, restricting is a compromise at this point.


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Posted 08 June 2021 - 02:22 AM

-I could give two shits what other people look like or think I look like in all reality

-Im not so desperately deluded that I think people cant be fat (to an extent) and healthy

-I have less fear foods than I do just generally disordered habits. I typically shive my food around or eat it oit of a cup or bowl so people cant see and only take a couple swallows of whatever ive made for the household if im not fasting or in my rare cycles of obssesive 'clean' eating

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#74 pastafreak

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Posted 08 June 2021 - 03:46 AM

I recently binged back up to a BMI of 18.6, so I'm not even technically anorexic anymore because I'm at a normal weight again



#75 Trappedinsidethishell

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Posted 08 June 2021 - 04:59 AM

I recently binged back up to a BMI of 18.6, so I'm not even technically anorexic anymore because I'm at a normal weight again

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#76 Diet_Coke_Head

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Posted 08 June 2021 - 07:34 AM

I was fat as a kid
I've been morbidly obese
My bulimic phases last months
I have a really hard time low restricting
I'm a loser and always got bad grades in math and even dropped college cause I couldn't do math I'm not a high achiever at all
I'm extremely lazy
I don't hide my Ed or anything it doesn't even seem to matter ive been so fucking fat my family and friends legit are disappointed when I binge and get on my case about over eating instead of under eating lol

#77 horror_girl

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Posted 09 June 2021 - 05:55 PM

I don't run or do cardio(disabled)
I don't get anxious eating in front of people
I like cooking
 


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#78 Red_dragon

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Posted 09 June 2021 - 06:28 PM

I love meat
I love dairy
I love sweets
I drink alcohol
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#79 nanno88

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Posted 09 June 2021 - 06:40 PM

I don't exercise. 

I have no self control. 

 



#80 skinnymicribs

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Posted 09 June 2021 - 06:43 PM

IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS THREAD ITS MY TIME TO SHINE!!!!

1. i don’t get freezing cold constantly
2. i snack like all day and sometimes blindly stuff my face (i haven’t gone over 800-1000 calories in a long time tho so it usually works out)
3. sometimes i’ll eat and not count everything as long as i think it’s under 50 calories.
4. i’ve been trying to go from 100lbs to 95lbs since february and the lowest i got was 96 (i’m 98.5 today)
5. i have almost no fear foods that i won’t even have a bite of.
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