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#81 CurvesLikeASheetpan

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Posted 09 June 2021 - 07:58 PM

I don’t fast/skip meals.
I don’t exercise an unhealthy amount.
I don’t think I’m overweight.
I don’t limit carbs or fat.
I don’t count the calories in fruits/veggies.
I don’t have fear foods.
I don’t have safe foods.
I don’t weigh myself daily (or even weekly).
I’m not a caffeine junky.

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#82 DuckyBaby02

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Posted 10 June 2021 - 04:10 AM

I don’t exercise (I just go on walks but that’s so I can smoke rather than to exercise, and I don’t take the calories burned off my daily limit)
I have never purged and don’t intend to
I don’t have safe foods
I don’t have “fear” foods, I just have a lot of foods I won’t eat because I don’t like them
I don’t see myself as overweight
I’ve never fainted
I’ve never been hospitalised
I’ve never had someone say they were concerned about my eating
Thinspo doesn’t do anything for me
Meanspo makes me want to eat more out of spite as a fuck you to who wrote it
Sweetspo feels super patronising to me and also makes me want to eat

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Sw: 61kg

Gw1: 59kg

Gw2: 57kg

Gw3: 55kg

Gw4: 53kg

Gw5: 51kg

Gw6: 49kg

Gw7: 47kg

Ugw: 45kg


Bmi: 19.9


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#83 Passivesuicidalist

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Posted 10 June 2021 - 04:23 AM

I love liquid calories and choose them over solids

My food rules can change suddenly and frequently

Working out is my worst nightmare

I refuse to weigh myself. Ever. It's been like over 4 years lol

Being forced inpatient/hospitalized didn't make me feel valid, just like shooting myself

In the past I've gone through phases where I obsessively just restricted types/textures of food vs calories specifically

There's probably a bunch more, cause I suck 😂
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Posted 10 June 2021 - 05:51 AM

i rarely exercise, some days I can eat whatever, in a stupid starve/binge cycle that never ends


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Posted 10 June 2021 - 10:27 AM

I eat all food that I like
I don't mind feeling full
I think I look averagely slim and I ammmm lol

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#86 cuddles4cankles

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Posted 10 June 2021 - 10:30 AM

i haven't been able to lose a substantial amount of weight in like 2 years. also, all i ever think about is pizza. my life revolves around the next time i can eat pizza


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#87 orange juice & vogue

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Posted 10 June 2021 - 08:29 PM

i eat desserts/sweets as long as my daily total is 4-500 below my TDEE.
I don't smoke and I never have. 

I love 100% raw orange juice.

90% of my diet is fruit.

I don't have a scale and only weigh myself 1x/month.

I don't have safe foods, it depends on what calorie limit I'm working with that day.

Never been hospitalized solely for an ED.

I hate working out unless I can get to a place where I do it like every single day.

I hate coffee.

I LOVE fruit juice when I can afford it calorie-wise. I had to wean myself off it.

I'm not depressed as a result of this.

I don't panic/think twice about the food I ate as long as it's 500+ calories below my TDEE. 


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#88 2BeThinEnough

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Posted 11 June 2021 - 02:36 AM

I'm like a bad cliche. (I hate that!)I actually had to put thought into coming up with something
I go through phases where I am terrified of weighing myself
I am confident enough in my estimation skills that I don't feel the need to weigh everything out...just some things
I calorie count everything but probably won't spices and like 1 calorie for diet soda or like 2 for certain coffee. Honestly I probably rounded up enough times somewhere else it's totally covered.


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Posted 11 June 2021 - 04:07 AM

I don’t exercise. At all lol.
I had BED practices (but never officially diagnosed) until my mid 20s when last year I developed IBS and a subsequent fear of eating which led to AN diagnosis.
Can’t have caffeine as I have no thyroid and it’s too intense for me to metabolize so no coffee/energy drinks/ Diet Coke.
Thin pics of others do nothing/have no value or interest to me.
I’m a stoner.

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Posted 11 June 2021 - 08:49 AM

i rarely weigh myself and i dont count sugars, sodium, micronutrients whatever the fuck i just stay under my tdee. in my younger teen years i was really rigorous with counting EVERYTHING and having all these food rituals, but honestly i just stopped caring. i don’t necessarily have safe or fear foods, if i want a chocolate bar or something i just make it fit under my limit. im a firm calories in vs calories out kind of person but i get those inklings of being a “bad/fake anorexic” because of it.
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Posted 11 June 2021 - 10:05 AM

I don’t exercise

i don’t have control

Blue Bell Homemade vanilla ice cream is an occassional safe food

I eat everything my parents give me

I snack throughout the day

I don't count calories every day

I eat above 1000 calories sometimes

i am not losing weight

i can’t throw up

I don't have a thigh gap

I don't purge

I've never seen Skins, to the bone, or wasted

I didn't read all of wintergirls either

 

I suck at having anorexia 

 

yet I have diagnosed AN, my therapist must be MAD


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                                                                                                                                                              gw: 38.5 kg / 85 lbs                                                  hw: 43 kg / 95  lbs                                yes, i know my signature

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#92 sailormoonlegs

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Posted 11 June 2021 - 10:15 AM

sometimes i literally only eat sweets. i lied. most of the time.

for real my intake lately has been just been cereal, berries, tea, and oatmeal (with water and sweetener). i’m still losing weight properly but i would definitely have less body fat if i ate more vegetables and protein.

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Posted 11 June 2021 - 10:34 AM

sometimes i literally only eat sweets. i lied. most of the time.

for real my intake lately has been just been cereal, berries, tea, and oatmeal (with water and sweetener). i’m still losing weight properly but i would definitely have less body fat if i ate more vegetables and protein.

 

protein scares the bloody corn dogs out of mr. my 2nd ex nutritionist kept telling me to eat it as its healthy... healthy=fat to me ....


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Posted 11 June 2021 - 10:36 AM

I’m an underachiever, I don’t exercise excessively, I’m a pretty fast eater unless I’m eating with other people, sometimes I’ll have sweets for dinner

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Posted 11 June 2021 - 11:14 AM

Bread is my safest food and I will defend it to my grave

 

bread is love, bread is life. (carby foods in general)


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Posted 11 June 2021 - 11:20 AM

I'm fat

 

hate exercising 

 

I eat unhealthy foods on a regular basis

 

I suck at fasting

 

high restrictor 


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#97 ennay23

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Posted 11 June 2021 - 11:21 AM

 

i am not as fucked up as i should be(?)

 

I feel that and esp the (?) at the end


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Posted 11 June 2021 - 11:22 AM

I don't exercise

I'm not at my lw

I don't hate myself enough 


I'm literally just a mess at this point:

 

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Posted 11 June 2021 - 11:31 AM

i like junk food and other sweet crap


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Posted 11 June 2021 - 09:23 PM

protein scares the bloody corn dogs out of mr. my 2nd ex nutritionist kept telling me to eat it as its healthy... healthy=fat to me ....

i totally feel you. our brains are so weird haha. i am terrified of carbs, but my body fuckin loves the shits. i do not eat bread or pasta anymore though.


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