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#121 bluexvenus

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Posted 16 June 2021 - 11:14 AM

My thighs get ~jiggly wiggly~ when i sit  ✨❤️


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#122 toxicbreastmilk

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Posted 16 June 2021 - 11:28 AM

i'm not cold all the time

i don't look sick

i can't purge

i've never been properly diagnosed

i dont count calories in an app (i count roughly in my head)

i dont fast

i only walk my dog as exercise


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#123 allithin23

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Posted 16 June 2021 - 11:43 AM

I eat around 800-1000 cals a day (don't really low restrict)

if my brothers eating chips or something i'll have a few and not care

i don't fast anymore

i'm not underweight, even though i've lost 20 pounds (i wasn't even overweight when i started i just have went from high normal to low normal)

i don't mind eating around other people if it's planned (but like if friends try to give me random snacks i'll panic)

i'll count calories with a tracker every once and a while but usually i just add up an estimate in my head at the end of every day

losing weight very slowly, over a period of a year


hw: 141lbs

lw and cw: 119 lbs

gw1: 120lbs

gw2:110lbs

ugw: 105 lbs


#124 sxd.lil.shxt

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Posted 16 June 2021 - 11:46 AM

i dont purge
i dont exercise beyond walking
i was never diagnosed, never in ip
i dont fast nearly as much as i used to (even tho i do wanna start fasting again)
i dont use lax
i dont really have fear/safe foods, doing thqt kinda makes me crave food even more
i eat total junk so long as it fits into my limit
i dont count cals in a journal or app, i do in my head
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sw: 112lbs bmi 21.2

gw1: 105lbs bmi 19.8

gw2: 100lbs bmi 18.9

gw3: 95lbs bmi 17.9

cw (as of 6/10/21): 92lbs bmi 17.4

lw: 89lbs bmi 16.8

gw4: 85lbs bmi 16.1

gw5: 80lbs bmi 15.1

gw6: 75lbs bmi 14.2

ugw: 70lbs bmi 13.2

5'1

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"all hope has died, and the glass of my intentions turns to sand, and shatters in my hand"

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#125 Dgngn

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Posted 16 June 2021 - 05:22 PM

I go through recovery periods where i eat completely normal and am not afraid of food until i get to a certain weight and then i relapse hard.

Im not underweight nor have i ever been underweight (i hope to change that soon 😬)

I binge a lot.

I cant eat under 500 calories or else ill binge on everything in sight.

Ive never been hospitalized for my ed and im really good at hiding my behaviours.

And i dont have a food scale bc im too nervous to go out to walmart and get one 😐

#126 peanutbutterjar

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Posted 16 June 2021 - 09:48 PM

- i eat way too fast

- i'm more obsessed with looks rather than a number on the scale

- i hate coffee

- i do eat sugar

- my safe foods are not safe at all xd

- i don't glamorise my ed


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#127 kumorijimins

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Posted 16 June 2021 - 10:05 PM

- i restrict on hot cheetos or candy
- i don’t count liquid calories
- my safe foods are half junk foods
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#128 Jay2TheBones

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Posted 16 June 2021 - 10:17 PM

I have a "cheat day" if that's what you want to call it. That's what I call it with my partner so he gets off my back. If I have one day where I eat "normal" then he lets me off the hook the rest of the week. It keeps my intake varied enough and allows me more freedom in the week. But it does mean that one day a week I have to try so hard to just turn off my brain and try not to get so worked up about how much I eat. It's harder some days than others but I always think it makes me sort of a "fake anorexic" to spend a day of every week eating normal. I make up for it by fasting the next day but still...
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#129 not_my_body

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Posted 16 June 2021 - 10:53 PM

Because I'm not always emaciated.

Because I don't get extra layer of hair everywhere. (Not even at BMI 13)

Because I sometimes binge.

Because I can't fast for long.

Because I don't exercise.

Because I still get my period. Ick.

Because I'm not in hospital more often.

Because I don't have a permanent naso tube. (God this one is a mind f**k)

Because I can't low restrict no more. (It's been 30 years girl. Give yourself a break!)
"Now you see, the world is full of temptations. They are wrong things that seem right at the time" - Jiminy Cricket in Pinocchio.

High restricting is the way for me because slow and steady wins the race. As far as I'm concerned, as long as you end the day on a calorie deficit, you have won.

Height: 5 foot 7 / 171cms,
Highest Weight: 180 pounds / 82 kgs, (BMI 28.0)
Lowest Weight: 85 pounds / 39 kgs, (BMI 13.3)

ULTIMATE GOAL WEIGHT (again): 85 pounds / 39 kgs OR LOWER!!!

#130 not_my_body

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Posted 16 June 2021 - 10:57 PM

God I can relate to basically all of you on this thread.
"Now you see, the world is full of temptations. They are wrong things that seem right at the time" - Jiminy Cricket in Pinocchio.

High restricting is the way for me because slow and steady wins the race. As far as I'm concerned, as long as you end the day on a calorie deficit, you have won.

Height: 5 foot 7 / 171cms,
Highest Weight: 180 pounds / 82 kgs, (BMI 28.0)
Lowest Weight: 85 pounds / 39 kgs, (BMI 13.3)

ULTIMATE GOAL WEIGHT (again): 85 pounds / 39 kgs OR LOWER!!!

#131 ConfusedLizzie

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Posted 19 June 2021 - 05:27 PM

i dont exercise at all

i love to bake and eat bread

i dont count cals



#132 I like bones

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Posted 20 June 2021 - 02:39 PM

I’m not thin.

I don’t hear a voice in my head, it’s more my own voice/thoughts.

Reward with food


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#133 Milianna

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Posted 20 June 2021 - 06:57 PM

I'm not thin
I hate a lot of vegetables
I am not vegetarian or vegan or ortho. Gimme my energy drinks and candy and ice cream
I b/p like a mofo
I pretty much alternate between eating anything but purging or liquid fasting
And I don't really count liquid calories unless its like a sugary drinks or smoothie or something
Never really counted Calories
Never really low restricted
Don't really fast a lot
Oh and I'm not underweight.

#134 BABY TEETH.

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Posted 20 June 2021 - 09:16 PM

• i think zero cal stuff is a bad idea. if your body is crying out for calories and you just starve it and waterload and smoke youll be suicidal
• i'm making a conscious effort to try and stop counting calories. i know most shit but almost immediately i only remember ballpark figures
• this morning i am going to make the decision to stop weighing myself and go by visual cues. i didnt realise how emaciated i had become last time because i just wanted a number and had tunnel vision.
• i have a high intake - i notice that the lower my intake is, the darker my thoughts get. i start thinking about reaching bmi 11 and about starving to death. if i have a high intake, i can actually tell what i look like and where to stop

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Posted 20 June 2021 - 09:55 PM

most days i actually like the way my body looks and think i'm fairly thin (until i step on a scale)

i have days i can eat "normal"

i used to drink gross amounts of alcohol

never been diagnosed  

i'm not underweight (9lbs to go)

i LOVE candy and chocolate

i don't actually have a set calorie limit for the day or week

love going to restaurants

 

i definitely do a lot of the stereotype stuff too tho, unfortunately 


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