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#41 shekinna1

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Posted 13 July 2021 - 06:24 PM

Ate lasagna today, was around 340 cal i think,good for the day. Been pretty thirsty tho, I feel like I could drink a gallon of water.

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Posted 14 July 2021 - 08:19 PM

Feeling kinda upset today, was eating curry and but didn't finish it, so i decided to eat some halo top, but a spoon in and left it. Idk, maybe Im just focused on other things.
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Posted 16 July 2021 - 11:24 AM

Yesterday I had some pasta, around 400 cal and just watched netflix all night. I completely forgot to update.

So today im having pasta again and tomorrow would me my 4th official weight-in. Really excited about tomorrow but at the same time im a bit frustrated today, fast food cravings are on a high but ik that if i go with it ill fuck up. So no, no fast food, only skinny goal.
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Posted 16 July 2021 - 07:59 PM

I failed, i ate out. But i took my pills so i got full fast and later had really bad diarrhea (still going in and out of the bathroom).

Been eating less than 1k calories per day all week, maybe that's why I've been so sleepy.

On another topic, im trying to get a home, but loans are a pain to get. Wonder which goal ill reach first, the first goal weight or a house.

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Posted 17 July 2021 - 05:56 PM

Official fourth weigh-in:

SW:94.5kg (208.33lbs)
CW:91.1kg (200.84lbs)

Weekly loss: .2kg (.44lbs)
Total loss: 3.4kg(7.49lbs)

Pretty sure I could've lost more but I decided to mess up yesterday :( I still lost some and I'm pretty close to getting out of the 200lbs, the 90kg might take another week. I'll do my best next week!
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Posted 18 July 2021 - 07:28 PM

Ate some pasta today, thats pretty much it. I also got an idea and hopefully works so last friday doesnt happen again. Whenever get hungry craving fast food I'll just invest the amount I would use to buy food on index funds. Let's see how well it works during the week!
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Posted 19 July 2021 - 07:33 PM

Made myself a burger today, thats it, thats all.
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Posted 19 July 2021 - 08:25 PM

In my third trip to the bathroom i noticed a burger even if made at home was a bad idea

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Posted 20 July 2021 - 07:50 PM

Ate a chicken sandwich and then had a couple of bathroom marathons. So tired.

Also I have a guest staying the tomorrow till monday and idk what ill eat when we go out, im nervous.

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Posted 22 July 2021 - 05:18 PM

These last two days have been exhausting, I feel like I haven't gotten any room to breathe and I wont until next week. Anyways, ate a chicken sandwich yesterday and today im having some bbq. I'm so tired I just want to have my own space.
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Posted 22 July 2021 - 05:20 PM

Dealing with this when there's people around who don't get it can get a bit annoying, by default you have to explain or they get nosy and the response is a bit dramatic.
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Posted 23 July 2021 - 10:53 PM

Ok so i think im gonna halt the pills for a couple of days. This week Ive been having a lot of pain in the lower abdomen and idk if its caused by ovulation or if my period starts next week or if its the pills. But today its gotten way way worse, today it felt like i was about to give birth through my urethra, i couldn't even bend. So ill stop for now. It really could just be ovulation cramps since i always get them pretty bad but today its on another level.
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Posted 24 July 2021 - 10:29 AM

Scratch that last post, everyone at my place has been feeling the same all week, its most likely food poisoning. Plan is still going
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Posted 25 July 2021 - 07:27 PM

Official fifth weigh-in:

SW:94.5kg (208.33lbs)
CW:90.9kg (200.4lbs)

Weekly loss: .2kg (.44lbs)
Total loss: 3.6kg(7.93lbs)

Pretty sure I lost a lot more this week, but since I weighed myself at 5am and then wasn't home till the afternoon then that'll do. I pretty much lost the same amount as last week, Im just happy I've been consistent.
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Posted 25 July 2021 - 09:32 PM

Did you get back on the prebiotic?
If your using the restroom a lot the stomach problems could be from dehydration. Maybe a low cal sports drink?

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Posted 27 July 2021 - 07:19 PM

Did you get back on the prebiotic?
If your using the restroom a lot the stomach problems could be from dehydration. Maybe a low cal sports drink?


I stopped for that day and then continued, so far all is good. Im guessing it was something i ate in the beginning of last week.
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Posted 27 July 2021 - 07:25 PM

So yesterday i made myself a chicken wrap and today i ate spaghetti. Work has me exhausted but I do feel a lot better than last week. I finally don't have guests at my house, everything is less stressful.
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Posted 31 July 2021 - 02:04 AM

Yes, yes, i know i haven't been posting daily. This week has been very exhausting with work, like very very exhausting. I've still been doing my thing taking the pills and everything. Will try to put more effort for my own sake.
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Posted 01 August 2021 - 03:21 PM

Official sixth weigh-in:

SW:94.5kg (208.33lbs)
CW:90.6kg (199.73lbs)

Weekly loss: .3kg (.66lbs)
Total loss: 3.9kg(8.59lbs)

I AM FINALLY OUT OF THE 200lbs!!!!!! HOW FUCKING ANNOYING!! It felt like it took forever. Now to get out of the 90kg and reach my first goal weight. This last week has been super exhausting and this feels like a little reward. Ok let's keep going.
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Posted 02 August 2021 - 06:51 PM

Ate half a salad and 2 toasties, what a boring day
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