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what did you look like / weigh pre-eating disorder?


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#41 Notsostable

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Posted 24 June 2021 - 05:07 PM

This picture (at my HW) was just before my first descent into anorexia. I think it was part of the trigger lol I was so disgusted when I saw it.

I had had disordered eating from a much younger age though, more binge/restrict cycles though, hence why I was overweight.

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Posted 24 June 2021 - 05:10 PM

i don’t being underweight = fatphobic but i get what you mean


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No no I’m not implying all underweight people = fatphobic!!  The majority of my friends just were... like they frequently tended to say things such as “omg I’m huge look at [body part]” and “I can’t eat that I’ll get fat” while being significantly smaller than me and obviously not fat.  Not at all trying to label groups as automatically fatphobic, only meant to share my circumstances, sorry!


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#43 ☆Akebia☆

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Posted 24 June 2021 - 05:12 PM

So I don't actually have pictures from before my ed, but I do have some from when I was recovered for the first time. I'm at my hw of 135, right before I relapsed, and I look pretty much the same in it as I did pre ED, minus the hair. The other picture I took literally just a second ago at 95 lol. Sorry for different poses and amounts of clothing, these are like 5 years apart. Also, these are pre and post transition pictures! As a bonus I guess hahah
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#44 vanillawaifer

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Posted 24 June 2021 - 07:13 PM

I was 5’8.5 150-155 lbs. I got to 5’9.5 105 lbs. now I am back to where I began but 5’9.5 still.


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I probably chew more gum than you. But you can challenge me (I back down easily)

 

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HW: 165

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#45 vanillawaifer

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Posted 24 June 2021 - 07:13 PM

I was 5’8.5 150-155 lbs. I got to 5’9.5 105 lbs. now I am back to where I began but 5’9.5 still.


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I probably chew more gum than you. But you can challenge me (I back down easily)

 

My Accountability:<p>https://www.myproana.com/index.php/topic/2389746-510-accountability-24-pounds-gone-as-of-101017-goal-110/<p>[spoiler]

 

5'9 or 10 this is why I have trust issues @[email protected]@agents

HW: 165

LW: 107

GW: 110

 

CW: 139.6

 


#46 pastafreak

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Posted 24 June 2021 - 07:17 PM

I was 120 lbs at 5'2". Which is a healthy weight, but it didn't look good on me. Even looking back I don't think I looked good. I carried most of my weight in my stomach.



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Posted 24 June 2021 - 07:22 PM

i don’t being underweight = fatphobic but i get what you mean
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I think they meant to say they were both fatphobic and underweight, not fatphobic because they’re underweight lol
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#48 smashedtrashcan

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Posted 24 June 2021 - 07:33 PM

Skinny fat, mostly fat all around me. Small but well, Fat. I feel like I lived in a bubble for all the years secretly gaining fat because I never really looked at my body; i didn't see it. Strange. I look like a blobfish at some photos, like a jelly

#49 Bloatedthinfailure

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Posted 24 June 2021 - 08:22 PM

Well I was 10 and very tall and kinda skinny fat. Then puberty hit and yeah.

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Posted 25 June 2021 - 02:51 AM

18 years old 170cm and 73 kg eww


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Posted 25 June 2021 - 12:15 PM

Second reply, sorry, but here are pictures. 

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And this picture is about a year old but it's right around where I've been stuck (between 200-210). Attached File  less fat.jpg   21.96KB   11 downloads


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#52 JennetteCantHelp

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Posted 25 June 2021 - 12:29 PM

God I don't even know. I was extremely thin as a child, started binge eating at 7 or 8 and got up to 108 or 110 pounds when I was 10 (4'9"),
Then I learned to binge and purge for a few years.
Bulimia when I was 13-15 (anywhere from 89-125 lbs, 4'11")
Then I just binged and binged and binged after my pregnancies.
Now I'm 26 and 187.2 (4'11") and back on my bullshit of med-high restrict and purging because I became a gelatinous monster.

I've always dream of what a healthy relationship with food and body image feels like, but realistically I have no interest in changing.

#53 🐾LostInsideMe🐾

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Posted 25 June 2021 - 12:53 PM

My skin suit looks the same to me no matter what I do


If I’m not aesthetically pleasing then what’s the point?

#54 SecretsOfNeptune

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Posted 25 June 2021 - 01:12 PM

160
135ish
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#55 Kermitleggs

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Posted 25 June 2021 - 01:16 PM

I was tiny - my hw was like 126 when I was 19 because I got on birth control by 20 my lw was 106 I'm now in my late 30s still struggling with this BS
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#56 flaneur

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Posted 25 June 2021 - 01:16 PM

160
135ish


you’re super pretty!

#57 SecretsOfNeptune

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Posted 25 June 2021 - 01:39 PM

you’re super pretty!

Awe ^_^ thanky ♡

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#58 TinyLostSoul

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Posted 25 June 2021 - 01:43 PM

My BMI was 30, so that should tell you something. The answer was fat and ugly. Definitely unnatractive. At least my ED did something good for me because I now look like a presentable human at a healthy weight.

Well the BMI 30 was pre-restrictive ED. I'd obviously been dealing with BED before that... So I guess before the weight gain and BED issues my BMI was probably around 22.

It's been a wild ride of me bouncing between BMI 19 and 30.

I will say that I went from a like a 3/10 in attractiveness to a solid 7/10 just by losing weight and picking up some style.

Stuck at the surface.


Not making progress.


Falling apart while I'm trying my hardest.


#59 thethinbudgie

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Posted 25 June 2021 - 01:45 PM

damn i’m 5’1 & 16


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fr? i would have thought you were like 5'6, im 5'1 i wishhh i had ur legs 


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#60 thethinbudgie

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Posted 25 June 2021 - 01:45 PM

damn i’m 5’1 & 16


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fr? i would have thought you were like 5'6, im 5'1 i wishhh i had ur legs 


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