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#21 hunthebun

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Posted 21 July 2021 - 06:37 PM

Being kidnapped and starved, then escape and be super skinny. Lol my mind is messed up.

.....relate. major relate. 


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an immortal anorexic with a god complex 

 

175cm (5'9"),

all leg 

 

hw = 56kg (BMI 18.9, I was shorter)

lw = 31kg (BMI 10.1)

cw= 31.9kg (BMI 10.something)

 

​*mentally preparing for my arse being forced into treatment soon*

 

 


#22 meow925

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Posted 21 July 2021 - 06:43 PM

God. This one is really bad but wanting to relive my sexual assault because of the large amount of weight I dropped after.
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#23 BIackcofffee

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Posted 21 July 2021 - 07:08 PM

being So thin I scare people, not in a im worried about you way, in a omg they look scary how are they alive way


CW-  60.5kg   17.5 bmi

LW-  56kg   16.2 bmi

 

GW1- 60kg   17.3 bmi 

GW2- 58kg   16.7 bmi

UGW- 55kg   15.8 bmi 

 

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#24 MadForGarlic

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Posted 21 July 2021 - 08:56 PM

I want to stand on various furnitures and appliances without creaking sound. 

e.g. air purifier.


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#25 ekkiana

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Posted 21 July 2021 - 09:00 PM

Not my weirdest fantasy but just last night I had this really vivid dream that I was eating this huge block of cake, I swear it tasted better than cake IRL, it was so delicious and like I could actually taste it! I'm pretty sure I wasn't actually eating anything IRL despite tasting it in my dream - especially as I don't sleep walk/we don't have cake in my house atm. But yeah was so life like, I woke up so relieved that it had only been a dream though!


Height: 170.5cm (5’7”)
HW: 84kg (BMI 29) - Overweight
SW: 73kg (BMI 25) - Overweight
CW: Was 73kg (BMI 25) - Overweight
GW: 55kg (BMI 19) - Healthy Weight
UGW: 35kg (BMI 12) - Underweight
LW: 40kg (BMI 14) - Very Underweight
“Anorexic” GW: 39kg (BMI <14) (I just kind of want to say I got into the 30’s but also I know that’s really dangerous!)


#26 ekkiana

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Posted 21 July 2021 - 09:02 PM

Being kidnapped and starved, then escape and be super skinny. Lol my mind is messed up.

Woah that hit hard, but yeah, I mean I don't REALLY want to be kidnapped, but I have definitely thought about how at least I'd be skinny if it happened a dozen times at least!


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Height: 170.5cm (5’7”)
HW: 84kg (BMI 29) - Overweight
SW: 73kg (BMI 25) - Overweight
CW: Was 73kg (BMI 25) - Overweight
GW: 55kg (BMI 19) - Healthy Weight
UGW: 35kg (BMI 12) - Underweight
LW: 40kg (BMI 14) - Very Underweight
“Anorexic” GW: 39kg (BMI <14) (I just kind of want to say I got into the 30’s but also I know that’s really dangerous!)


#27 jpi332

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Posted 21 July 2021 - 10:06 PM

Being called skeletor


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#28 pastafreak

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Posted 21 July 2021 - 11:42 PM

Passing out in public

I don't know why I want this to happen


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#29 Junko Enoshima

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Posted 22 July 2021 - 06:13 AM

finding out where my abuser lives and visiting her. b/ping my ass off at her house in front of her, not even trying to hide it just being super obvious, purging in her toilet with the door open and then not flushing. a big fuck you and look what you caused in me

alternate ending: drown her in the vomit toilet


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#30 Meem

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Posted 22 July 2021 - 10:01 AM

Isn’t it weird that we all dream of shocking people into caring for us? Like a “normal” level of care doesn’t meet our needs, we need extreeeeme care. I’m guessing because we never had much care when we were kids 🤷‍♀️
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Posted 22 July 2021 - 10:07 AM

My fantasy is always the same: being so sick and emaciated that everybody have to take care of me, my mom preparing meals for me and I can eat everything I want to gain weight. It always ends the same way, I'm weight restored, dropping it to about BMI 14 - 13, living my fantasy, repeat. I'm aware of how sick, destructive and harmful for me and others it is.

#32 Metalocalypse

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Posted 22 July 2021 - 10:32 AM

My weirdest fantasies are sexual ones lmao
Height: 5'5"

CW: 122

GW: 108

BMI: 20.3

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Posted 22 July 2021 - 12:22 PM

I think all the time about becoming so thin that my friends tell me they're worried, instead of telling me how great I look because I've lost weight

I also just fantasize about going to a chinese buffet with my friend who knows about my ed and eating as much as I want without feeling horrible afterwards lmao


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lw 126
cw 166
gw1 185
gw2 149
gw3 119
gw4 110
gw5 96

ugw 90

 

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Posted 22 July 2021 - 02:28 PM

I live in california and my best friend just moved to vermont, but shes coming back in late august. i was 118 lb when she left a couple weeks ago and ive been daydreaming about picking her and her boyfriend (whos also a close friend) up at the airport and them being shocked and worried when im 102 lb

22 y.o. // Paige // 5'4

 

sw: 131.4 lb

cw: 116.8 lb
ugw: 98.0 lb


#35 skinny.hiker

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Posted 22 July 2021 - 02:30 PM

Passing out in public
I don't know why I want this to happen


oh my gosh me too but ive never heard anyone else say it
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22 y.o. // Paige // 5'4

 

sw: 131.4 lb

cw: 116.8 lb
ugw: 98.0 lb


#36 plum-crazy

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Posted 22 July 2021 - 02:43 PM

Dying in hospital with people who love me saying their goobdyes.
White room, white sheets and so on
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Posted 22 July 2021 - 09:21 PM

getting to a bmi of 12 while living with my gf, her getting so worried and me so weak that she has to take care of me

her supporting me thru recovery at home bc i don't trust doctors only her, making a successful recovery up to bmi 17/18 

i'd maintain that bmi and forever be her amazing beautiful gf who is a good example and inspiration and we'd be happy forever


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#38 Kallian

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Posted 22 July 2021 - 09:40 PM

Being kidnapped and starved, then escape and be super skinny. Lol my mind is messed up.


Yup. I have written morally dubious Dragon Age fanfiction along these lines. I fantasized about it when I needed to sleep pretty consistently from 2015-2018.

"Yet some have said that she ended long ago, when in her uttermost famine she devoured herself at last." ~ J.R.R. Tolkien


#39 vacationtownprincess

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Posted 22 July 2021 - 09:57 PM

i want people to be rude about my thinness
like I imagine posting a regular selfie or something and someone comments something like ew how can you think this is pretty, you look gross, shit like that
I hate being told that my body looks good... even though I love compliments?! idk why! I guess when a healthy person says I look good I feel like how I look must be healthy as well so I feel bad. when someone also underweight says I look good, then I don't hate it that much

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Posted 22 July 2021 - 10:30 PM

getting to a bmi of 12 while living with my gf, her getting so worried and me so weak that she has to take care of me
her supporting me thru recovery at home bc i don't trust doctors only her, making a successful recovery up to bmi 17/18
i'd maintain that bmi and forever be her amazing beautiful gf who is a good example and inspiration and we'd be happy forever


Idk why romanticizing being in a supportive romantic relationship while disordered is so great but I completely relate :’D
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 5'7 // 131 tumblr_m3xtgnKWpe1rodiav.gif 110 lbs // BMI: 17.1 

ʚ ugw: 92 lbs // BMI: 14.4  ɞ

 

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