Going into treatment in three weeks..
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Posted 28 July 2021 - 11:09 PM
So, things have finally gotten out of hand and my BMI has dropped into the 15’s. I plan on getting into at least the 14’s before treatment. I’m OBSESSED. My poor son..he’s only 5 and he’s witnessing his mother deteriorating before his eyes. Yes. I am married and my husks wonderfully supportive, but I take care of our son during the day while he works. His mom does stay for half the day. I am getting weaker by the day. I was recently admitted to the er for my heart feeling as if it stopped beating while I was falling asleep. Extreme fatigue, I’m eating about 400 calories a day and exercising as much as I can. I wish I could be somewhere else before treatment so he didn’t have to witness any of this..I am the worst motion the face of the planet. To top it off, I am going to miss his very first day of kindergarten wile in treatment. I know it’s for the best but I still feel so guilty, like I did this to myself..
Posted 19 August 2021 - 08:25 PM
Hopefully treatment helps and you can get back to normal life and get a job afterwards.
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