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#1 toofattothin

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Posted 10 August 2021 - 09:09 AM

Already lost 9 lbs this week restricting with one purging episode. When i was at my worst when I was 14 I did the ABC diet successfully and I lost 90 lbs. I plan to lose 75 lbs by halloween. I know i may be unrelateable due to high bmi bulimia, however in my teens anorexia recovery is what ultimately led to my bulimia and here I am 12 years later having gone thru all manner of behaviors and bmis. So here is where I'll keep note and any support or conversation is encouraged im a hermit irl due to anxiety and id love to make a friend.
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Posted 10 August 2021 - 09:41 AM

Coffee with creamer and milk -100

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Posted 10 August 2021 - 12:41 PM

Coffee with creamer 100

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Posted 10 August 2021 - 04:15 PM

Cheeseburger
(Bread) 140
(Meat) 280
(Cheese) 75
(Bbq sauce) 50

Green beans 150

Mac and cheese 250

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Posted 10 August 2021 - 04:17 PM

Powerade 140

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Posted 10 August 2021 - 04:17 PM

1,285 total for today. Wow i starved all day and fucked it up with one meal ill probably purge some

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Posted 11 August 2021 - 07:43 AM

Lmfao i wish i hadnt woken up

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Posted 11 August 2021 - 09:03 AM

Coffee with creamer and milk 100

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Posted 11 August 2021 - 10:17 AM

Corn cheese 204
Soda 130
2 Pizza rolls 70

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Posted 11 August 2021 - 06:51 PM

Bacon mac and cheese 420 (blaze it, respectively)

Green beans 140

Soda 130

Powerade 140

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Posted 11 August 2021 - 06:56 PM

I was gonna say -130 because i didnt drink a second soda but fuck it i need one now so ill keep it. One thing no one tells you is when youre fat, the weight literally melts off at even with a moderately normal intake also youre still starving lol. I dont know why I went so hard last time with the ABC i couldve done this and been just as miserable lmfao

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Posted 12 August 2021 - 07:06 AM

Icecream 200

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Posted 12 August 2021 - 07:12 AM

Chips and dip 170 wow i am a fatty

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Posted 12 August 2021 - 11:28 AM

Big breakfast with family

Bacon 172
Eggs with cheese and milk 200
Fried potatoes 150
Big pancake 130
Syrup 150

Wow im going to eat nothing else today but tea coffee and water

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Posted 12 August 2021 - 06:39 PM

Lmfaooooo i actually had all of dinner and purged it like a fatty

Chicken pasta bake 450
Lots of fried potatoes 280
Corn bread 250
Half a powerade 75

30% rule says i absorbed 317 of that. Im hungry again lmfaoo i wish i had just restricted


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Posted 13 August 2021 - 08:18 AM

Lmfao i did it again before i went to sleep except the second time i couldnt get anything up fml

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Posted 13 August 2021 - 08:18 AM

2 cups of coffee 150

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Posted 13 August 2021 - 05:18 PM

Bacon 170
Eggs 145
Muffin 160
3 pizza rolls
Milk 190
Cereal 200
Estimates because today was busy.
Fish 180
Rice 240
Cheesy green beans 130

May or may not purge I kinda want a lemonade too...

Lemonade 280

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Posted 14 August 2021 - 08:33 AM

I had had another serving of fish and rice before bed.

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Posted 14 August 2021 - 08:34 AM

Breakfast
Grilled cheese sando 350
Blue raspberry lemonade 300

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