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#21 toofattothin

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Posted 15 August 2021 - 07:32 AM

Man yesterday i had 1.5 cheese burgers for lunch, 90 cals of hot cheeto puffs, halg an orange soda. For dinner I had 2 fried corn dogs 3 chicken fingers and a basket of fries which i promptly purged. Will add up later. Rn the next day im having coffee and milk

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Posted 15 August 2021 - 07:35 AM

Man yesterday i had 1.5 cheese burgers for lunch, 90 cals of hot cheeto puffs, halg an orange soda. For dinner I had 2 fried corn dogs 3 chicken fingers and a basket of fries which i promptly purged. Will add up later. Rn the next day im having coffee and milk

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Posted 15 August 2021 - 07:36 AM

Man yesterday i had 1.5 cheese burgers for lunch, 90 cals of hot cheeto puffs, halg an orange soda. For dinner I had 2 fried corn dogs 3 chicken fingers and a basket of fries which i promptly purged. Will add up later. Rn the next day im having coffee and milk

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Posted 20 August 2021 - 01:35 PM

Havent been tracking my eating the past few days ive been eating normally some then purging, bingeing and purging others , restricting some i havent weighed either but i suspect my scale needs a new battery.

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Posted 20 August 2021 - 07:58 PM

Purged dinner feel awful

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Posted 22 August 2021 - 04:35 PM

Really sucks to relapse and not even lose any weight kinda defeats the purpose lol i wish i was dead. I think if I drink enough water my weight will budge tho

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Posted 22 August 2021 - 04:36 PM

I had lost the 9 lbs before I started this thread ive maintained during the duration of this thread

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Posted 24 August 2021 - 07:33 PM

Omfg i keep bingeing and purging i had been mostly behavior free besides the minor slip every few weeks or months for the last year but now ive been bingeing and purging or restricting for a month now oof i guess i fell back in because my stress levels sometimes my bulimia is the only place that truly feels like home like something thats mine

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Posted 25 August 2021 - 08:12 PM

Ill start tracking and restricting again after this. B/P

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Posted 26 August 2021 - 08:35 AM

Bottled PSL 270

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Posted 26 August 2021 - 08:52 AM

.5 of Fruity cereal kit kat 110

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Posted 26 August 2021 - 11:51 AM

large serving chips and dip 700 est

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Posted 26 August 2021 - 04:33 PM

Large serving mac and cheese 550
Chicken nuggets 170
Mayo 45

This mealnis about to be purged tho so

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Posted 26 August 2021 - 07:14 PM

1 single block of mini cookie dough 80
Im about to binge and purge these cookies too lmfao

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Posted 26 August 2021 - 10:06 PM

Cookies didnt come up and i had a pepperoni pretzel too ffs

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Posted 01 September 2021 - 05:04 PM

Been a bit lots of purging, fasted a whole day yesterday due to fighting and a suicide attempt. Today i had

4 cups of coffee 500
Seafood ramen with 2 fried eggs 340 plus 140
Pretzel dogs 380
Cheese dip 75


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Posted 01 September 2021 - 07:54 PM

Cookies like 12 mini chocolate chip cookies i am a failure lmfaooo
And whole milk

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Posted 06 September 2021 - 07:54 AM

Okay so i checked my weight yesterday and I'm down by almost 40 lbs. My arms look thinner, my stomach looks smaller where it was a fupa its retracting into a stomach and i can see my kitty in the mirror again, my thighs and ass are more jiggly due to loose skin maybe ill do some squats and stuff maybe i wont but at least this hasnt been for norhing i actually lost weight if i can keep this up ill be 230 by october

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Posted 09 September 2021 - 01:21 PM

Been B/P for a month several times a day so I decided to buy 24 slimfast shakes so I can try to stop bingeing and going over my calorie goals

Today i had
2 mini cinnamon rolls with icing 280
Eggs with cheese and oil 200
Slimfast shake 190
Lots of water.

Also, i when I drank the shake 3 mins later i had diarreah so i think this will be "slimming" in several ways

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Posted 09 September 2021 - 02:06 PM

Dorito pie and mac and cheese probably like 700 lmfao

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