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#61 retrovertigo

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Posted 05 October 2021 - 06:35 PM

fabiola hi :3!! ur an inspiration 


hw/cw - 140 lbs

lw - 116 lbs

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Posted 07 October 2021 - 09:45 PM

fabiola hi :3!! ur an inspiration 

AAAAAA you are so freaking nice ! gnfdjhd Dunno why I could be an inspiration but you made me happy :)


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#63 life_of_fabiola

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Posted 07 October 2021 - 09:48 PM

┌─・。゚: ∘◦☾◦∘。゚. ─┐

DAY 30

└─・。゚: ∘◦☾◦∘。゚. ─┘

 

BREAKFAST
Grapes : 62

LUNCH

B/P : 506 (arrgg why do I keep doing this, I'm not able to purge anymore)


DINNER

BIIIG Salad with 45893 veggies : 214

 

SNACKS

Grapes : 62


TOTAL
844

WEIGHT
103.6lbs

 


Sorry I was gone for 2 days ! I ate 1000 the first day and 1500 the other, yikes... ! But I lost weight and I'm back at restricting ! My motivation is BACK ! And I walked about 18 000 steps hehe


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#64 life_of_fabiola

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Posted 11 October 2021 - 05:33 PM

┌─・。゚: ∘◦☾◦∘。゚. ─┐

DAY 34

└─・。゚: ∘◦☾◦∘。゚. ─┘

 

BREAKFAST
Vegan kefir : 160

LUNCH

B/P : 359 (I MUST STOP AAAAAA)


DINNER

Oatmeal with raspberries : 182

 

SNACKS

Fudge mint cookies : 140

Apple : 76


TOTAL
917

WEIGHT
105lbs

 

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
My friend was there all weekend so I ate 2500cals saturday and fucking 1500 yesterday... I'm at 105, not that bad but FUCK I MUST STOP ! This week I'll be good ok ?? NEVER ABOVE 1000CALS. It is 18:30pm and I am already at 14k steps and I still have 4:30hours to work so I'll burn off a lot of calories today so I'm happpyyy. I didn't have dinner yet but I know what I'll eat so that's why I'm making this post in advance hehe

I LOVE YOU GUYS THIS WEEK I'LL BE MORE ASSIDUOUS


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#65 .bunny.

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 02:21 PM

Hey, you're still doing fantastic! Just as having lower-calorie days does not make one "good," having higher-calorie days does make one "bad." More days than not, you're eating at a deficit, and that takes crazy commitment! You're doing great just as you are. :)


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#66 life_of_fabiola

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 07:55 PM

Hey, you're still doing fantastic! Just as having lower-calorie days does not make one "good," having higher-calorie days does make one "bad." More days than not, you're eating at a deficit, and that takes crazy commitment! You're doing great just as you are. :)

AAAA WHY ARE YOU SO NICE THANK YOU SO MUCH GNKFDHD


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#67 life_of_fabiola

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 07:58 PM

┌─・。゚: ∘◦☾◦∘。゚. ─┐

DAY 35

└─・。゚: ∘◦☾◦∘。゚. ─┘

 

BREAKFAST
Breakfast vegan sausage with green grapes : 242

LUNCH

Udon ramen with veggies: 243


DINNER

Oatmeal with raspberries and banana: 250

 

SNACKS

Apple : 70

Prunes : 138

Blueberries : 80


TOTAL
1023

WEIGHT
103.4lbs

 

I'm happy with my day ! More than 1000cals but I burned more than 500cals walking and running. AND MY WEIGHT STARTED TO DROP AGAIN


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#68 life_of_fabiola

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 11:44 AM

┌─・。゚: ∘◦☾◦∘。゚. ─┐

DAY 36

└─・。゚: ∘◦☾◦∘。゚. ─┘

 

BREAKFAST
Oatmeal with bluberries : 179

LUNCH

B/P : 275


DINNER

Tempeh lettuce wraps : 123

 

SNACKS

Prunes : 92

Apple : 71

Banana : 129

Popcorn : 100


TOTAL
1019

WEIGHT
103.4lbs


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#69 life_of_fabiola

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Posted 15 October 2021 - 01:40 PM

┌─・。゚: ∘◦☾◦∘。゚. ─┐

DAY 36

└─・。゚: ∘◦☾◦∘。゚. ─┘

 

BREAKFAST
Nothing

LUNCH

Broth with veggies and vegan egg sandwich : 409


DINNER

Zoodles with spaghetti sauce : 101

 

SNACKS

Prunes : 92

Banana : 74

Swedish Berries (gummy) : 47

Rocket Candy : 50


TOTAL
773

WEIGHT
103.2lbs

 

I walked 15k too, I'm sooo tired and cold omg


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#70 TopokkiBae

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Posted 18 October 2021 - 05:05 PM

It’s so weird reading all your food logs because they’re so similar to mine! I’m vegan also and eat Just Egg and I love having noodles and soups. I love Dr. McDougall’s because they’re like 180-200 calories, vegan and gluten free (some varieties) and they always hit the spot. High restricting works best for me as does eating every few hours. I hope all is well with you, stay safe on your journey.
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#71 life_of_fabiola

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Posted 18 October 2021 - 05:14 PM

Ok, I suck at being able to post here everyday. I'm eating chocolate while writing this arrg, my fat mood. Yesterday I was at 102lbs (LW ever yeaahh), this morning 103 (that's ok, water retention is a bitch).

 

I think I'll only update my weight. I'm eating around 700 and 1100 cals and I walk AT LEAST 10k steps everyday. I think everybody, including me, doesn't care about what I eat precisely. I think I'll even eat 1200cals sometimes. These days I used to cry everytime I exceed 900cals but i am crazy, I can eat 1400 and still lose ! 

 

Anywaaaayyy ! I think I'll write here more often, but about my feelings, my weight and how my ED is making my life horrible 


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#72 .bunny.

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Posted 18 October 2021 - 06:38 PM

 

 

Woohoo, congrats on the LW! And I personally love accountabilities that take on a more journal-y vibe. (Idk, it's nice to come on here at the end of the day and "catch up" with old friends.) Though obviously not pleased about the ED-making-life-horrible thing, I'm looking forward to reading. :)


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GW7: 77.0


#73 life_of_fabiola

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Posted 18 October 2021 - 06:39 PM

Woohoo, congrats on the LW! And I personally love accountabilities that take on a more journal-y vibe. (Idk, it's nice to come on here at the end of the day and "catch up" with old friends.) Though obviously not pleased about the ED-making-life-horrible thing, I'm looking forward to reading. :)

yeaaahh thank you ! :)


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#74 life_of_fabiola

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Posted 19 October 2021 - 09:38 AM

It's 10:30am, my bf is still in bed. I want to enjoy my time with him, yet I'm happy he is sleeping because I'll be able to lie to him about my breakfast. 'What? Of course hon, I ate breakfast this morning !' 
I obviously didn't.

 

These past few weeks I'm happy when my bf is at work because I can easily restrict. When he is at home, he's worrying about me so I have to eat. And I hate it. I prefer to be alone. ED sucks. I love my bf so much but I prefer to be able to starve myself than enjoy my day with him. Oh well.

I'm working tonight so it is easier to eat nothing and I move a lot ! Yesterday I walked 25k steps. I gained weight this morning, I'm at 103.8lbs, but it's been 4 days since the last time I pooped soo...

I'll write here tonight at work when I'll be too hungry. Thank you MPA to help me with my cravings.

 

CW : 103.8lbs
 


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#75 life_of_fabiola

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Posted 19 October 2021 - 06:58 PM

I weighed myself in the afternoon and I was at 103lbs

I binged at work. Not that much, but I spoiled my restriction day. I was at 900cals but I am at 1450 now. I'll do some extra steps, I have to walk at least 15k steps. 

I'm sad. But that chocolate and those chips were divine. 


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#76 life_of_fabiola

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Posted 20 October 2021 - 06:12 PM

I had a pretty good day ! I went squash picking with my BF, it was lovely, the scenery was GORGEOUS. I ate a bit of chips, chocolate, but had a little breakfast and a little lunch so everything was ok in my calorie budget. 

 

BUT FOR DINNER IT WAS ROCKNROLL.

 

I ate half a spaghetti squash with low cals sauce and nutritional yeast. Seems huge but only 250cals so I should have enjoyed it and not feel guilty about it right? RIGHT? Noo.. I noticed my bf didn't even eat half of his as he was saying 'Daammmn that's a lot of food !' ... And then he left for the night, to see some friends. So, feeling full and disgusting, I ate 4859 cookies and purged it all, squash included.
 

Oooh well. With the squash I was at 850cals for the day, dunno how much I ate now but one thing I know, I wont eat more today.

The scale this morning : 103.4lbs


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Posted 20 October 2021 - 07:21 PM

 

 

Squash picking seems so fun! Wish I had something like that around me to get me in the fall spirit.  ^_^

 

Spoiler


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#78 life_of_fabiola

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Posted 21 October 2021 - 10:03 AM

 

You are right ! gjfdkgdj thank you for being there :)


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#79 bibi1999

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Posted 21 October 2021 - 11:33 AM

I liked reading your thread, will be following it now :) I also have a lot of the same issues and I hope you are well <3


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Posted 22 October 2021 - 10:08 AM

I liked reading your thread, will be following it now :) I also have a lot of the same issues and I hope you are well <3

Yeaaahh thank you ! :)


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