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#141 life_of_fabiola

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Posted 05 December 2021 - 10:25 AM

Ahhh, oh no, I'm so sorry to hear about the rib, that must be incredibly painful! What's the sort of treatment for an injury like that? Just rest and let it heal on its own?

 

I know it's easier said than done, but definitely don't overdo it on the walking/exercise! Don't want to aggravate the crack. :)

Yeah I cant do anything except waiiiit and do nothing aaaaaaa I hate it.

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#142 life_of_fabiola

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Posted 06 December 2021 - 11:08 PM

I overate but that's ok. I ate 1500cals and I burned 2200cals soooo not that bad. I spend the day with my bf so I just enjoyed the food and I weirdly didn't feel bad at all.

The scale December 4th : 101lbs

 

Yesterday I was alone aaaall day. I was supposed to work but my rib is too painful fndkgs So I B/P all day. Four times to be exact. I'm able to purge hand free now so it is sooo much easier and so less tiring. I only kept a toast down, when I ate with my bf for breakfast. I'm not able purge everything tho, so I must be at around 800cals today and I'm going to sleep. My BF is on a date right now ! I'm happy for him and I enjoyed my time alone. I'm just excited to see him arrive because I wont be able to sleep before then hehe... He didn't say a precise hour tho so I should not wait... 

 

The scale December 5th : 100.5lbs (after first b/p session)


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Posted 07 December 2021 - 08:30 PM

I'm soo dizzy right now. I'm at work and I just purged. I spent my day binging and purging, it is soo easy now... I wanted to keep down my healthy breakfast but I think it came up with my first b/p...

I just ate my dinner : Two clementine, an apple and a ramen cup for 450cals in total. But a few minutes later, I felt so sick, went to the bathroom and everything came up. I'm soo weak and tired. At least there are not a lot of customers. In two days I threw up 7 times. Urrg. 

When I'll finish work and go home I'll have a cup of soy milk. It's fortified milk so there are a lot of good stuffs in it. I need it. I want to be thin, but not dead.

 

The scale December 6th : 99.8lbs


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#144 life_of_fabiola

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Posted 08 December 2021 - 03:56 PM

This morning I ate my breakfast with my boyfriend (210cals). He left for work so I begun my b/p day hehe ! I ate half a chicken pot pie, 3 fish sticks, Christmas cake and then purged (My breakfast leftovers came up too). Two hours later, I ate two chocolate croissants, a breakfast sausage, english muffin with pâté and more Christmas cake and then purged again (all this food was vegan obvi). I'm pretty sure I'm able to purge everything now because I always weigh myself before and after.

I'm currently sipping some mint tea, I have horrible acid reflux hehe... ! I'll wait for my bf to come back from work at 8pm and I'll have a healthy salad and keep it down. I'll try to eat fruits too. I must eat enough and not fuck up too much my body.

 

I'm a so tired and a bit dizzy...

 

The scale December 7th : 99.6lbs


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#145 life_of_fabiola

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Posted 11 December 2021 - 10:47 AM

I'm still alive/ok ! I saw some friends those last days and I had fun ! I'll update soon. But I'm tireeeed. And I still want to b/p.

 

The scale December 7th : 100lbs


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Posted 11 December 2021 - 01:50 PM

Agh, so sorry to hear you've been struggling with b/p-ing lately! I'm super curious about this Christmas cake, though. (Major sweet tooth over here, lol.) I know a lot of different countries and cultures have their own special holiday treats, so what sorts of ingredients are in your Christmas cake? What does it taste like? :)


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Posted 12 December 2021 - 04:20 PM

Agh, so sorry to hear you've been struggling with b/p-ing lately! I'm super curious about this Christmas cake, though. (Major sweet tooth over here, lol.) I know a lot of different countries and cultures have their own special holiday treats, so what sorts of ingredients are in your Christmas cake? What does it taste like? :)

 

This cake is SOOO good ! A bit like a spices cake (ginger, cinnamon, clove...) but with marzipan and fried fruits. Soooo comforting with coffee ! 


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Posted 13 December 2021 - 08:48 PM

Those past few days was ok ! I b/p A LOT, but mentally I'm really happy ! I'm positive, everything is awesome with my BF, I'm gaming and reading instead of just watching netflix, ... Even if I purge too much, I'm trying to keep at least 800cals down.

I ordered some clothes online, AGAIN, and I already received it. I ordered 2 dresses in X-Small and they fits gnfdkh I'm so happy. A bit tight for the breast tho, but if I lose more weight it will be purrrfect.

 

I'm currently at work and I casually B/P a bag of chips and 2 chocolate bars hehehe ... so easy, I hate/love it.

 

The scale December 13th : 99.5lbs


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Posted 20 December 2021 - 07:20 PM

I'M STILL ALIIIIVE!

Everything is fine, I'm pretty happy, my BF thinks I'm doing good because I eat a loooot (but I almost purge it everytime).

I'll make a better update tomorrow :)

The scale December 20th : 99lbs


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Posted 28 December 2021 - 01:28 PM

Aaaaaaaa it's been a while since I updated ! My weight didn't move since the last time and I'm soooo happy about it ! I don't have to eat out anymore and I can go back to restricting. I purged at my parents place, even at my boyfriend's parents place aaaaaa. But at least I didn't gain and I somewhat enjoyed all the food I ate ! 

I have to stop purging multiple times a day, I have HORRIBLE acid reflux.

 

The scale December 28th : 99lbs


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