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#1 bwunnie.bones

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Posted 08 September 2021 - 03:26 AM

Exactly what the title says-- I tend to make cute diets every couple weeks or so, and I thought it might be better accountability wise to make a thread instead. 

 

I made another thread with my Princess Tutu diet and managed to lose... but surprise, surprise gained back most of the weight.

 

I'm so sick of yo-yoing

 

Time to commit and stop losing/gaining the same 5lbs for months. My goal is to always be 'on a diet' (rather than allowing a week or two of freedom between diets, I'll only have a cheat day here and there) eventually it'll become habit/lifestyle and I can start maintaining. 

 

Hopefully by the end of a few challenges I'll be where I want to be and stay there. 

 

Here's the first diet of this accountability thread

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Day 1

 

pretty decent, went over a bit but exercised (btw should I list everything I ate like in the princess tutu diet thread or just my max cals?

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Sw--111.8

Cals-- 895

 


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#2 bwunnie.bones

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Posted 09 September 2021 - 01:22 AM

Day 2

 

I woke up and lost a bit-- good. Then had a good day of restricting until night came. Not good. Ending up overeating by a lot in order to prevent a binge from happening-- kept things under 2k but I'm not happy with how I did being on a diet. 

(also gonna add one of my trackers bc why not, my theme this month was cyber-baby angel/fairy- I have 3 to track weight, cals, and s/h but just gonna post cals here)

 

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cw- 111

cals- 1700

 

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#3 bwunnie.bones

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Posted 09 September 2021 - 10:15 PM

Day 3

 

Today was muuuuch better-- right on track and it wasn't too hard. Idk how I lost when I went over by so much but I'm thankful for it anyway.

 

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cw-- 110.4

cals-- 647

 

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Posted 12 September 2021 - 10:46 PM

Sorry for being MIA, but I've been keeping track on my insta. I'll be short about how the last 3 days have been bc not much happened and being descriptive over 3 days is just too much to read.

 

 

Day 4

overate again which is not so good.  It was like 50 cals, I could've said no but I have so little self-control ugh.  It's ok-- slow and steady, as long as the number goes down we're doing alright. I really don't care about my intake as long as I'm losing lol I just count for the knowledge/control when I'm dieting I guess  

 

cw-- 109.3

cals-- 647

 

 

Day 5

Liquid day! Wasn't that bad, I cheated a bit and allowed myself to have eggs, but I think it's good that I did. I needed the protein, and it felt like a modified egg diet that I think I'm gonna do again for sure.

 

cw-- 109.1

cals-- ??? didn't really count, probably more than 1k

 

Day 6

I did well today, ate within reason, exercised the excess and am within range

 

cw-- 108.9

cals-- 488

 

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Posted 14 September 2021 - 12:38 AM

Day 7

 

I forgot to mention that I drank ballerina tea yesterday (it only partially worked, I think I'm going to have to start having more than 1 cup). I think that's why I maintained/gained .1 lbs-- I'm pretty sure its water weight I have to shed. I start work tomorrow so I don't want to risk having an upset tummy. I went over but exercised back into range. Today wasn't super hard, but I've had to fight binge urges a lot during this diet. Even now I'm telling myself to stop snacking on fritos just because I have some extra cals to spare doesn't mean I should try and go right up to the limit or try to get as much in while still being in range. I only meant to have 6 and I'm halfway through the bag  <_< 

 

I wish I hated food, or was an extremely picky eater so things could be easier, but I love to eat. I really love eating, I just feel like I don't deserve to eat/have to earn my food for some reason. I'm counting to count the bag of chips and redoing my tracker as a fail (will upload tomorrow). I'm too tired and lazy to work them off and idk I feel like a failure already. I start my job tomorrow so I think I'm just feeling anxious and nerves.

 

cw-- 109

cals--830


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#6 bwunnie.bones

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Posted 16 September 2021 - 11:39 AM

Sorry again for missing a couple days (insta is where I stay at lol) I got a new job and I'm still figuring out how to segment my free time. I'm used to having most of the day to myself lol

Anyway, I ended up gaining these last two days which is disappointing, but I lost overall despite how shoddy I was at this diet so I feel like I shouldn't complain and take the win. If I followed more closely I could've lost more. But then again I haven't bm in 2 days and I'm pmsing so water weight is starting to swell me up. Anyway, let me get to the charts

 

 

Day 8

 

Working has me drinking an arizona tea and 6-9 turkey bites, then after my roommate really insists on feeding me. I also think shes catching on to my disordered eating... so I was over by a decent amount but still under 1k. We got burger king, so I had to do a whole lot just to get in that range lol

 

cw-- 107.4

cals-- 851

 

Day 9

 

Same as yesterday, but with better results. I had a market salad from chik fil a, so I didn't have to work as much off.

cw-- 108.2

cals-- 604

 

day 10: results day

 

sw-- 111.8

ew-- 108.7

difficulty-- 2.5/5 

 

I really don't think this diet was what was difficult, but it was a bit long for me (I'm used to 3-5 day bursts) and I had a lot of outside influence that made the last couple days gaining days. I can only imagine if I'd stuck to it-- I probably would've lost at least 5 lbs. But 3lbs isn't terrible. Better than gaining lol

 

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Posted 17 September 2021 - 12:47 AM

Update:

 

I'm going to take a week or so to simply high restrict until I get my period and it's over/ day 3 or 4 when I can diet without bingeing. I really want to be able to stick to a diet all the way through for once, I hope I can someday  :unsure: 

 

Maybe I should stick to 3-5 day diets to help build stamina-- once I get in the 10+ days I get severe binge urges. I usually placate by overeating and trying to stay under 2k or 1800. I made an alternative high restriction ABC Diet that I'd love to do but 6 weeks.... ugh ik I'm gonna fail so many days. I gotta build up to it. Just another ednos thing to make me feel invalid in thinking I have an ed. Like I know I have disordered eating habits, but do I have an eating disorder??? Idk feels like I'm faking most the time.

 

Anyway, right now I'm trying to think-- do I make new shorter challenges/diets or just stick to some of the ones I've already made/done before. Considering these because I totally failed them the 1st time around.

 

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Posted 25 September 2021 - 06:26 PM

Quick update:

 

Hi ya'll, ik I've been mia lol I meant to edit the last post and add pics but mpa won't let me upload pictures anymore-- can anyone help me with that???

 

Anyway, outside of that I've been focusing on working and getting back into the hang of things. It's been a few years since I worked in this type of capacity and the first time in this setting so it's a bit of an adjustment period. I kinda hate how dieting had to take a backseat bc I just didn't have the time to count/log every calorie. I've just been trying to only drink an arizona and have up to 10 turkey bites. (300cals) and then a small dinner, but my roommate has been treating me to junk food and encouraging me to eat so I've just been maintaining 108-110 for the most part. I just finished my period so I should be losing the rest of my water weight and bloat. 

 

I'm considering maintaining.............but damnit I just want to be 103 for a day and then I'll maintain 107-110 and contemplate how recovery is gonna look/ how I can merge recovery and maintaining.

 

cw-- 109.5


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#9 grushenka

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Posted 26 September 2021 - 01:09 PM

These trackers are so cute! How do you make them? I want to make some too ahhh ~~♡

I want a rilakumma themed one for october xD



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