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why dont you want to be fat?

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#141 Princess_999_emergency



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Posted 20 September 2021 - 01:50 PM

I can’t explain it. I don’t know how. All I can basically say is that I am terrified of being fat, but when I look in the mirror all I see is fat, so I am constantly trying to get rid of the fat so that I don’t have to be afraid of myself. But then I know I am slowly killing myself if I stay in my ED, so that scares me. Just not as much as I am scared of being fat.

If it was rational, it wouldn’t be a disorder!
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