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#1 marijuanacalories

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Posted 13 September 2021 - 08:07 PM

lol so i think i have ednos or ana b/p but i notice that whenever i purge i get lightheaded and dizzy and once i'm done i just feel so happy idk it makes me more happy than anything else ?? its weird but i'm wondering if anyone relates


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Posted 13 September 2021 - 08:11 PM

I relate to this sooo much ! When my b/p session is finished and i know I've throw up pretty much everything, I feel sooo happy and relax. I make myself some tea and feel sooo good.


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Posted 13 September 2021 - 09:18 PM

I definitely relate. I love the empty feeling in my stomach and the thirst that follows. It feels like a job well done. 

 

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Posted 13 September 2021 - 10:28 PM

god this it's like a drug just to purge. even just purging water would get me so high while happe about no weight gain risk

probably why im slowly devolving into purging disorder. prayers for my electrolytes (im supplementing FOR SURE)


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Posted 14 September 2021 - 07:06 AM

definitely felt that. the best is when you weigh in at less than what you woke up as! i either feel like a total badass after purging or i feel like shit for eating n having to purge it in the first place. no in between

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Posted 14 September 2021 - 08:15 AM

used to feel this when I first started purging 


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Posted 14 September 2021 - 08:33 AM

That's why I can't quit purging. Every time that I'm feeling low, anxious, frustrated or angry, I b/p for the high

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Posted 14 September 2021 - 11:06 AM

YUP! I love the feeling of getting it all up and having an empty stomach (well mostly empty i dont flush). I just feel so light and accomplished. And my post-purge aftercare ritual just makes me happy. 


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Posted 14 September 2021 - 09:46 PM

Same, it's like as soon as I finish I feel so prideful(even though I definitely shouldn't) and I feel like I never want to stop it's so addicting
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Posted 15 September 2021 - 04:43 AM

The act of vomiting can release endorphins.

I sometimes get high AF during a โ€œgoodโ€ purge (when itโ€™s easy). Feels like Iโ€™m on pills, and I sometimes lie on the bathroom floor, giggling and off my tits for a while.

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Posted 15 September 2021 - 10:46 AM

I felt like this after successful purges during the first year of being bulimic I would feel so numb and happy and accomplished like Iโ€™m high but now after 3 years I feel like shit physically after every single purge so I donโ€™t get a high from it at all anymore just panic and fear of dying of a heart attack and hating myself for doing it again. Fun times


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Posted 15 September 2021 - 05:27 PM

Yeah, this is definitely a thing. I like the explanation here.

 

It really is a great feeling. I feel light and floaty and relaxed and really giggly, and it can even make sensory input nicer/more bearable if I was struggling with that before purging. For me it literally feels like being high. The problem is every time I relapse I get hooked again so quickly because that feeling is so intensely enjoyable that it's addictive to me


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