my dumbass has been eating less than or only slightly over 100 calories for most of the year and other than unrelated mental health problems i've been fine, like even when i'm not constantly thinking about (undiagnosed but certainly) anorexic shit i still eat ridiculously low cal without thinking. is it because i'm short? is there just some weird law of nature preventing me from kneeling over and dying when i pull this bullshit? my entire family has been warning me that this is going to put my body in survival mode like i'm some feral animal in the jungle but i feel completely okay with this.
i have posted about mental problems before but i'm certain that most of them are unrelated to the fucked up eating issues (with the exception of obsessive compulsive and the likes, which i *do* have diagnosed). i think i might actually be cheating death. Holy Balls.