---PREFACE: I got caught & was SO embarrassed. I had my hair in a pony tail too- so my entire fat face he was able to see.
i kinda feel like crying so i'm writing this to be comedic because i get headaches when I cry.-----
I decided that I wanted to get in my car and listen to some music + eat an entire box of pepporonie pizza.
I went for a drive and blasted my music and after about 30 min I decided I wanted to park by the front of my house. (I did not want to get caught bringing that gigantic box to my room + i live with my extended family and don't want to look like an even bigger fat ass)
Anyways so i'm eating and am 4 slices in when this BRIGHT light is pointed at my car window! Really. It was an industrial light beaming straight through my tinted windows. he could see me right there, sitting with this box of pizza, and a slice in hand! I was mortified.
Turns out its the POLICEEE. He came to my window and peeped into my car to see what I was up to since it was late. I completely understand that he was trying to make sure the community was safe and I appreciate that. I am just sad I got caught during a weak moment.
here I am at a low point in my life when i am so heavy, going through astronomical stress and escaping through this pizza. For me to have been caught just bothers me. I'm trying to get better. but here I am doing something that I know I shouldn't be doing...*i am at this point crying as I write this* i hate being dramatic but damn that was... i don't know. I felt gross.
He asked me what I was doing and i told him that I was watching a show and well- eating. which was obvious because I had it in my hand and was still chewing.
He smiled, wished me a goodnight, and left me alone after that. I went inside soon after. I thought the whole point of me eating in my car alone at night was to not get caught. but I guess I cant even do that.
You guys have anything similar happen? Have you ever been caught?