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#1 foreverill

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Posted 30 September 2021 - 08:49 PM

Age: 28
Height: 5 feet (I'm short)
Weight: 96 lbs
BMI: 18.7
Body type: Pear shape. Thin upper body and small breasts, I'm pretty much flatchested and I've never had cleavage in my life. My thighs, hips and butt are massive compared to my upper body. 
Measurements: 30 inch Bust, 24 inch Waist, 34 inch Hips, 19 inch Thighs. 

I've been vegetarian for 3 years and vegan since the beginning of this year. I want to lose 20 lbs by Christmas. I just really want to be in the 70 lb range. I will be eating 500-600 calories a day. I know this is technically a starvation diet and extremely dangerous but I'm severely depressed and I hate myself so I don't really care. My current physical side effects are cold hands and feet, weak brittle nails, dark eyelids and dark circles under my eyes. I'm hideous and I look like shit but that's okay. I'll always be ugly but at least I can be thin. I will weigh myself once a week and I will post everything I eat here.

Today's intake:
1 blueberry bagel, 210 cal
2 tbsp of nondairy frosting, 140 cal
1 slice of whole wheat bread, 110 cal
1 tbsp of peanut butter, 95 cal

Total: 555 calories

Exercise: I will walk one mile a day at 6 am every morning. My thighs are by far the fattest part of me. Seriously, there is only a 5 inch difference between one of my thighs and my waist. 



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Posted 01 October 2021 - 12:13 PM

Today's intake:

Vegan chickpea salad wrap with no mayo, just lemon juice and hot sauce, 360 cal
Good Thins crackers, 120 cal
2 tbsp salsa, 15 cal
1 cup carrot juice, 70 cal

Total: 565 calories

That's it, I'm done for the day.



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Posted 02 October 2021 - 06:46 PM

Today's intake:

blueberry bagel with nondairy frosting, 350 cal
vegan chili, 150 cal
2 tbsp ground flaxseed, 70 cal
1 slice of whole wheat bread, 110

Total: 680 cal

As you can see I went over by 80 calories so I ran an extra mile to make up for it. 

Side effects: Dizziness, racing heart, blue nails, cold hands and my stupid stomach won't stop growling at night when I try to sleep. 



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Posted 03 October 2021 - 03:52 PM

Today's intake:

Blueberry bagel again, 350 cal

I really don't feel like eating anything else.. I think I'll just have some coffee or tea.



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Posted 04 October 2021 - 07:30 PM

Today's intake:

lentil soup with white rice and 1 slice of whole wheat bread, 370 cal

Total: 370 calories

My hip bones are becoming visible and I can feel them. Hopefully this means I'm losing weight. I'll weigh myself in 2-3 days. We'll find out then.




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