Does anyone else has a fear weight
Posted 12 October 2021 - 06:36 AM
I’m scared to get to 130 lbs because that was my starting weight
And I’m scared to get below 70 I’m not even close but that seems like if I get there I’d die
- littleanamouse36 likes this
Posted 12 October 2021 - 06:43 AM
Same, I'm scared to ever go back to my hw or even just over 120 lbs, and even though I'm nowhere near it I'm kind of scared of being 70-80 lbs because of health issues.
- breakable_doll likes this
✽ HW: 129 ✽ CW: 110.8 ✽ GW: 100 ✽ UGW: 95 ✽
Posted 12 October 2021 - 06:49 AM
It's 62KG for me
**Starving for Perfection**
Posted 12 October 2021 - 06:53 AM
it was i could never go above 115, then 120, then 130, and now 140... thanks medication for making me eat and gain weight uncontrollably + drinking every night for two months for that oh well, ill get myself back to an acceptable weight eventually
- Thinchance likes this
eli, male, vegetarian, 5'4"
hw: 155 | cw: 137.4 | lw: 104 | gw: 100 | ugw: 90
im looking skinny like a model with my eyes all painted black.
Posted 12 October 2021 - 06:55 AM
I'm pretty much recovered but when I catch myself weighing 58kg (on the odd occasion I weigh myself), I definitely freak out a little.
5'3 CW: 55kg
Posted 12 October 2021 - 06:59 AM
i want to maintain at 55kg for a while but i have binged a lot lately and gained and my fear weights are 58 and ultimate fear weight is 60 i don't ever wanna go near that or cross that line. it's all mental i know
- Xorangejuice likes this
165 cm 5'5
HW 72 kg 159 lbs 26.4
LW 54 kg 119 lbs 19.8
CW 56.5 kg 124.5 lbs 20.8
GW 50 kg 110 lbs 18.4
Posted 12 October 2021 - 07:08 AM
My fiancée sent me pics of me dancing at my highest of around 135-140.
The images are engraved into my mind.
I don’t have a fear low, I don’t *want* to be less than 86 ever and I doubt I will so not worried anyways.
I fainted and went to an urgent care for dehydration recently, so I don’t think because I’m restricting that I’ll be in worse health than when that happened. I was really unhealthy.
Now I drink water and exercise more. I feel better mentally and physically compared to my binge “recovery” phase already and I felt even better than that at my LW.
Posted 12 October 2021 - 07:09 AM
Thinness equals success, never give up, never give in!
Posted 12 October 2021 - 07:17 AM
I’m laughing though because when I first developed an ED (Anorexia back then - now EDNOS), I’d never weighed higher than 60kg and my fear weight was 55kg and now I’d kill to be under 60kg.
Bingeing is such a bitch.
Height: 170.5cm (5’7”)
HW: 84kg (BMI 29) - Overweight
SW: 73.5kg (BMI 25) - Overweight
CW: 66.7kg (BMI 23.1) - Healthy Weight
GW 1: 63kg (BMI 21.8) - Healthy Weight
GW 2: 60kg (BMI 20.8) - Healthy Weight
GW 3: 55kg (BMI 19) - Healthy Weight
GW 4: 50kg (BMI 17) - Underweight
GW 5: 44kg (BMI 15) - Underweight
LW: 40kg (BMI 14) - Underweight
UGW: 39kg (BMI <14) (I just kind of want to say I got into the 30’s but also I know that’s really dangerous!)
UGW 2: 30kg (BMI 10.4) - Underweight (Will never get here, it's too low, I'd die I think, but hm I wish I could say I'd made it to BMI 10, so fucked up)
Posted 12 October 2021 - 07:21 AM
40 kilos is scary. 50 is unthinkable
an immortal anorexic with a god complex
hw = 56kg
lw = 31kg (BMI 10.1)
cw= 32.6kg (BMI 10.6) [November 2021]
in hospital, spending my life online for the hours when they turn the wifi on.
harm reducing <3
Posted 12 October 2021 - 07:22 AM
I don't want to be above 50kg (I'm at 51kg post-'recovery' now so need to go down again') but I say I would NEVER go above 55kg, which I think was my highest weight.
Equally I don't really want to go below 45kg, but last year ended up down at 41 and that was when I decided to recover a bit, because 40kg was my low fear weight.
Just want to sit comfortably 45-47.5kg foreverrrr
- WithoutMuchHope likes this
Posted 12 October 2021 - 07:28 AM
I didn't think I should drop below 100 at my height but my sister's my height and she looked fine under 100. She said she wasn't.. but she's more active than I am by far so she needs the muscle more than I do. I dont think I could get there anyways.
- elijahisgay likes this
SW: 144/66 | CW:~130/59 | UGW: 99/45
I am a skeleton trapped in gelatin please free me
Posted 12 October 2021 - 07:43 AM
Anything over 120. 110s or lower makes me feel very comfortable
- rediean likes this
Posted 12 October 2021 - 08:09 AM
anything over 105 lbs. i don't like how it feels on me
cw: 92 lbs
Posted 12 October 2021 - 08:10 AM
<45kg is oh well guess I’m spiraling and don’t wanna stop even though I’m scared to shit territory
- Xorangejuice likes this
[English is not my 1st language]
Posted 12 October 2021 - 08:22 AM
I would never go below 100lbs. I'm already underweight at 130lbs (my UGW).
(100lbs would put me in the BMI 13s)
- Ittybittyandpretty likes this
We took a walk that night, but it wasn't the same
We had a fight on the promenade out in the rain
She said she loved me, but she had somewhere to go
She couldn't scream while I held her close
I swore I'd never let her go
Posted 12 October 2021 - 08:26 AM
Posted 12 October 2021 - 08:39 AM
Sent from my cave
Posted 12 October 2021 - 08:41 AM
Posted 12 October 2021 - 08:48 AM
Over 60 and under 48 gives me panic.
GW: 55kg (let's hope it stops here... hehe)
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