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Does anyone else has a fear weight


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#21 LIBERTÉ

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 09:02 AM

95 lbs and over

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 09:17 AM

Going back to the double digits, I'm 4'11 so 100lb on me is FAT. My thighs rubbed together, great big fat belly and I was always getting sweat rash/yeast infections under my huge 32ff boobs. Being fat is not fun lol.

After reaching 76lbs there's no way in hell.
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#23 Sugar_Witch

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 09:36 AM

Anything above 130 sends me into panic mode. Even 125 is a nope. My highest weight was 140 and my god I wanted to take a kitchen knife and carve everything off.

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 09:46 AM

Over 50kg or 50kg is really scary I need to be under so I can focus
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Posted 12 October 2021 - 10:05 AM

52 kg :(

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 10:13 AM

over 100 lbs is a no from me. can’t handle being in the triple digits

#27 That_edgy_rabbit

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 10:14 AM

Anything over 110lbs


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#28 Princess_999_emergency

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 10:42 AM

I am terrified of ending up back in the 60kilo range, even though I am only just out of it. Pre treatment I had never been in the 60’s and then post treatment I went to 62. Over the next two years it crept up to 77kilos. I genuinely am terrified if I go back to the 60’s I will just keep gaining again.

Literally before treatment (at 22) I had NEVER gone up past 59 kilos. So to be back at 57.3 feels very reassuring. And a UK 8 now fits perfectly which also feels very reassuring to me.

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HW: 77 kilos

LW: 47.5 kilos

UGW: 44 kilos

CW: 56.2 kilos … BMI: 17.9


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GW2: 58

GW3: 55

GW4: 52

GW5: 49

GW6: 47

UGW: 44


#29 WithoutMuchHope

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 10:42 AM

55.8kg was my absolute highest weight and it was DISGUSTING, if I ever saw a number on the scale beginning with 56, I'd die

 

I don't want to go above 54kg ever again, that was my set point for ages when I recovered, and I was pretty happy with my body at times actually when I was mentally okay

 

I'm kind of aiming to hover just under or at 50kg now...some twisted part of me would love to see like 45kg on the scale or something but I know that's dangerous, and I'm not really trying to die here.


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SW: 123lbs // BMI 21.7

CW: 112.88lbs // BMI 19.9

UGW: 107lbs // BMI 19.0

 


#30 zombbiegirl

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 11:51 AM

yep, whether it's high or low for what I consider "ideal" for me.

above 110 lbs or below 85 lbs i feel scared

#31 str4berrymilkk

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 01:33 PM

anything over 105 lbs. been at 105 for a long time, but my favorite weight has been 90-95. Just started low res again after a failed recovery attempt. 


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cw: 104 lbs
 
gw: 90/95 lbs


#32 TechnoBunny

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 01:42 PM

My ultimate fear weight at the moment is 60kg. But I started out at somewhere around 90kg some 11-12 years ago and on the way down to where I'm now I've had many different fear weights, which is partly a reason why I kept losing weight... every time I reached a new LW, that became my new fear weight and I had to keep under it at all costs

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#33 Orio

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 02:08 PM

Not less than 38 kgs. Almost died and now I have two kids, responsibility... Want to, but know, I cannot, must not. So it's goal and fear.

HW: 69 kgs - 152 lbs

after I tried recovery with the help of medication, and I really, really tried

 

LW 1: 38 kgs - 84 lbs

as a minor

 

LW 2: 42 kgs - 92 lbs

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#34 river song x

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 02:11 PM

My body loooooves to be around 130-135 but I panic the closer I get to 130

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#35 estefania_

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 02:16 PM

130lbs is an absolute fear. Once I start getting to 125 and above I start freaking out.

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 02:18 PM

i don’t want to be over 50kg. it rounds up to 100.

as for a weight i don’t want to go under, i’m hoping to stop once i reach 40. but i really would not want to go under 35.

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#37 KuroNoShiroChan

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 02:53 PM

anything above  50kg but the ultimate fear weight is 56kg has been there and dont EVER want to be that weight again im rather small in hight so a weight of 50kg or above makes me look fat


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  Hw: 123 lbs
 
  LW 74.9 lbs
 
        Cw: 99lbs......
 
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Gw1: 88lbs
 
Gw 2: 77lbs
 
Gw 3: 74.9 lbs
 

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:wub: UGW: BMI 8.2  :wub: 
 

 

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#38 Strawbunnies

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 03:10 PM

My recent highest (or at least highest I saw when I randomly stepped on the scale) which was 142lb back in August, which triggered me to take care of this and get back down to the 120s. Already down to 135 today.

#39 PaperThinGangster

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 03:12 PM

my fear high weight is bmi 20-21

my fear low weight is bmi 11-12


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"if I can't be beautiful, I'd rather just die" -Jeffree Star

 

Height: 5'7

Current Bmi: 15 (101 lbs)

Goal Bmi: 13 (87 lbs)

Highest: 175 lbs (bmi 27)

Lowest: 98 lbs (bmi 15)

 

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#40 Velvetbunny

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 03:29 PM

57kg....




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