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#41 garthywoof

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 03:40 PM

Getting into the 160s is pretty scary for me, because that's the point where my jeans (normally loose and falling down) fit just right and even begin to get tight. Also, if I don't stop myself at that point, it pretty much means things are out of control and I'm headed for the 170s or another high weight again and I start to look pretty fat then.

 

Fun fact though I can actually eat and drink my way from the upper 140s into the lower 160s. I am capapble of guzzling copious amounts of water. Add in a large meal of pasta and here we are.


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#42 diet bepis

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 03:48 PM

I can't allow myself to weight more than 55kg+ again.

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 04:18 PM

52 kg is my absolute limit as gaining is concerned. My main goal is to always be under 50 kg, I feel my best fysically and mentally at 46-48 kg. And below 45 is where I start to have health issues.

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 04:19 PM

My fear weight is 155 lbs because that's where I would be classified as overweight again.



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Posted 12 October 2021 - 04:54 PM

Any time I’ve went back up to 47kg, I freaked out and then lose a lot of weight.
Now I’m trying to stay under 40, so anything over 39,9 stresses me out :(

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 05:15 PM

i think now that i’m well and truly in the 50s i would hate to be in the 60s again. i don’t fear a low weight though because i think thats far less likely to happen

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 05:21 PM

150.  No reason I've never weighed that.


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Posted 12 October 2021 - 05:41 PM

My high weight.
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Posted 12 October 2021 - 06:56 PM

Being 135 or above it terrifies me
Change is what hurts worst; change alone can kill.
Change kills us, finally -- not these earthly things.

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#50 Lauren sp0

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 07:58 PM

In the 40s kg is really scary but i want to get out of the 30s

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 08:00 PM

Anything above 88lbs.
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Posted 12 October 2021 - 09:14 PM

i have a fear high weight (53 kgs) bc that was how much i weighted at the worst phase of my ED, when i was B/P ing all day and felt (and was) huge af. i know that i won't look that bad anymore, if i reached 53 again (since I've grown taller since) but still. even the thought of it is unbearable. 


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Posted 12 October 2021 - 09:29 PM

Anywhere over 160 makes me panicky now because its close to my HW.
HW: 170.4 (God)
Lw: Same as CW now
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159.2 (Sep 6, back in the 150s!)
155.0 (Sep 19, after a short fast! New LW!)
153.6 (Sep 29)
152.8 (Nov 4, god awful b/p cycle)
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#54 smallascanbe

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 09:33 PM

Over 60kg is my high fear weight and low is under bmi 16
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Posted 12 October 2021 - 09:35 PM

over 140, under 85.


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#56 frozenwhiteroses

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Posted 12 October 2021 - 11:09 PM

Fear is anything over 135.
Ideally I’d like to be 125.
I’m 135 right now

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Posted 13 October 2021 - 03:00 AM

56kg or over would be my ultimate fear weight, as in, I legit want to die fear weight.

My uncomfortable weight is anything over 49.9kg.

I'm now 54.4 so not comfortable and dangerously close to 56, I'm trying harder than ever to lose 


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Posted 13 October 2021 - 06:11 AM

50kg is my fear weight.

 

My SW was 47kg (healthy), and I got down to 43kg (underweight) until a doctor noticed, and I was scared she wouldn't give me something I needed if I didn't gain back to a healthy BMI. I only meant to gain to 49kg, but I accidentally gained to about 51kg, and the doctor was pleased, but immediately after saying that she said she'd like to see me gain more. I got really angry (internally; I didn't show it), because I was at a healthy weight and she wanted me to keep gaining. Now I'm losing again.


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Posted 13 October 2021 - 09:14 AM

I'm terrified of going over 130 like I would actually die


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Posted 13 October 2021 - 09:36 AM

I will die before I let myself get to my HW.


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