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Does anyone else has a fear weight


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#81 peaceinhell

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 02:06 AM

Right now I’m hoping I’ll find a way to maintain because under 80lbs and over 90lbs is TERRIFYING to me yet I just hit 84.0lbs this morning hoping I start recovering before dropping to a BMI in the 13’s. I have a perfectionist mindset when it comes to health, so living with anorexia gives me EXTREME anxiety


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Posted 14 October 2021 - 02:17 AM

Hit my fear weight today. 138. Means I'm getting so darn close to 140...i promised myself I'd never go back there. And always snaps me back into restriction, coming back on here. Until I lose 10 pounds and inevitably binge for a month straight again.

Idk what's going on though because I was 128 like 7 days ago. Even though I've been eating a lot I've never gained 10 pounds in a week.
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#83 Oneofthefish12

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 02:22 AM

160 is a nightmare in my head and also under 100 would be miserable. I like the "success" feeling I get at lw but hate what it does to my health and family.

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 02:25 AM

Freak over 95 and I think I'd be quite nervous below 70...but who the heck knows on that one I have been known to reevaluate the lower I am

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 02:54 AM

I started at 250 lbs (BMI 40) and am currently 104 but my ugw is 121 (BMI 18,5). I will never ever cross the line to 132 lbs / 60 kg again!! It's one of my biggest fears

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 05:17 AM

47 kg, absolute worse would be my SW at 49

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 05:27 AM

Yes, mine is 54kg/120lbs 


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#88 venividivicious

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 08:41 AM

My HW was somewhere in the park of 180-190lbs but right now my fear weight is 145 because I feel like last time I was 145 it was so easy to just slip and gain tons. Ideally I'd never see the 130s again but welcome to my body really likes being 135 and won't budge from there.


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#89 Georgina I.

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 08:45 AM

My fear weight is 40kg. I m 157cm, so a petite girl in my 30s. In rare situations when I reach it, I diet hardcore for a few days and get rid of the extra.
I m extremely sad if I go even over 38kg but I feel better at this higher weight, I must admit. I have equilibrium when I walk, can walk straight and concentrate.

#90 Georgina I.

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 08:45 AM

My fear weight is 40kg. I m 157cm, so a petite girl in my 30s. In rare situations when I reach it, I diet hardcore for a few days and get rid of the extra.
I m extremely sad if I go even over 38kg but I feel better at this higher weight, I must admit. I have equilibrium when I walk, can walk straight and concentrate.

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 09:02 AM

i do and i just reached it (: seriously considering killing myself over it

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 09:02 AM

I'm scared of getting above 50, but especially 56 or higher would be very distressing :(


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Posted 14 October 2021 - 09:29 AM

If I hit 50kg I’d feel scared I’d only get higher 49 scares me bc of this too 48 feels okish but still I like the 46 mark im in rn

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 10:41 AM

My current weight of 40kg is a fear weight, I had a breakdown when I first got there a while back. Ever since, I’ve been stuck and unable to lose the weight. 50kg and 60kg are also fear weights, as they feel “fat” to me.

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 12:28 PM

80kg is my fear weight and I'm 81 atm so... yeah. I can't cope.





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#96 breakable_doll

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 02:38 PM

If I ever saw 120 on the scale again it would put me in a really bad place emotionally. On the low side, I’m sure I would be (or I hope I would be) scared to fall into the 80s. Never been that low though, so I don’t know.

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#97 Shaya

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 03:05 PM

I don't fear a weight but a state of mind like I gain wait and don't care that would be scary

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 04:43 PM

anything above 120 (even if i psuedo-recovered never again)
that was my weight a couple years ago before i started intentionally restricting, and i was there again like 3 weeks ago and scared the shit out of myself, i called a hotline it wasnt great

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 05:35 PM

being over 46kg would terrify me. the thought of me not being underweight is horrifying. i’m ridiculous for thinking this and i know it.

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#100 castratikron

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Posted 14 October 2021 - 05:39 PM

anything above 130 is terrifying to me

anything below like 80lbs would be nice but it just isnt possible for me because i would probably die


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