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This is my current situation. I am obese and I absolutely cannot continue living like this. This is my last chance to lose as much weight as I can as quickly as I can or I will simply give up on myself and just let myself eat howevermuch I want untill my death.
Please do not tell me about getting help, going to the doctors, loving myself as I am right now or anything similar. I know it all and I have heard it all a milion times. That is not the kind of help I need right now.
I currently weigh 156kg (344 lbs) and I am 171 cm (5'7) tall.
I need to drop under 100 kg as soon as possible and I want to see my weight start witg a 9 instead of a 1 on the 31st of December this year.
What I need from anyone who is wiling to help me to give me as much good advice on how to accomplish my goal as they can. The only form of exercise I am currently able to do because of my weight is walking and some very light at home cardio. Pretty much even climbing the stairs gets my heart pumping like crazy.
I know it will be very difficult if not nearly impossible but I simply need to try and I will do my best.
I have no life because of my weight. I have no confidence, I avoid any and every human contact I possibly can, I cannot stand people touching me, or looking at me. I am 23 years old and I have never had someone love me because I always push people away and I have not been able to have sex for years. I cannot even let myself orgasm because I despize my body so much. I need this. I need help.
Please help me in any way you can.