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What would you have for your dream binge


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#41 lyzzie

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Posted 15 October 2021 - 02:44 PM

Ben & Jerry's Phish Food Ice Cream     

Cheesecake

Noodles, Burritos, Tacos

Large amount of sushi

Pesto and Italian Burrata Cheese

Hamburguer 

Beans and Rice

Oatmeal 

Spanish Tortilla


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#42 lulaluluv

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Posted 15 October 2021 - 02:45 PM

Pizza
Pasta!!!

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Posted 15 October 2021 - 02:48 PM

Everyone likes pizza huh? Lol.

They already make my dream binge, it's called the Chinese buffet! Especially if they serve sushi
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#44 bonesandamethysts

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Posted 15 October 2021 - 03:10 PM

Not all in one sitting but sometimes I dream of salmon, hazelnuts, or just nuts in general, ice cream, oatmeal, homemade cake, pastries and warm bread with butter.
I don’t purge though so it will never happen.

#45 dragonfroot

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Posted 17 October 2021 - 03:32 AM

Boy where do I begin.

Birthday cake or cheesecake;
Cupcakes;
A whole pumpkin pie;
Pancakes, lots of syrup;
Peanut butter sandwich on the whitest bread in existence;
Waffles, thinking shitty Eggos;
Fried chicken, maybe I'll put those on the waffles;
A fruit or veg, to trick my Ana brain;
Instant noodles;
Chinese takeaway fried rice;
McDonald's fries + a McFlurry and maybe an apple pie thrown in;
Deep fried mozzarella sticks;
Sushi;
BBQ ribs;
Mushroom risotto or some sort of pasta;
Assorted Indian food;
Plate of my mom's cooking, feeling homesick :'(

Think my body's telling me I need carbs and fats.
Height: 157 cm
HW: 56.3 kg
SW: 52.1 kg (14.09.21)
CW: 49.9 kg
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#46 Willow_x0x

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Posted 17 October 2021 - 03:46 AM

Ohhhh so many

Fries
Brownie batter ice cream
Chocolate mousse (SPECIFICALLY Red roosters mousse)
Garlic bread
Guylian chocolate (I mean if we’re dreaming here we might as well go all out)
Instant FUCKING noodles URG I MISS THOSE SM
Spaghetti with cheese sauce
Mashed potatoes
Salt and vinegar potato chips, the biggest bag there is
Onion rings
McDonald’s sundaes with McDonald’s fries mixed thru

#47 matchadolly

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Posted 10 November 2021 - 05:43 AM

mango nigiri
tomato nigiri
avocado nigiri
vegetable tempura
watermelon poke

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Posted 10 November 2021 - 05:47 AM

Professionally made fresh sushi with ramen from a Japanese bar and peacan pie (or diam cake) for pudding.

I really hate binging and every time I do I feel like I want to kill myself so I don't think I would willingly have that much food.

We took a walk that night, but it wasn't the same
We had a fight on the promenade out in the rain
She said she loved me, but she had somewhere to go


She couldn't scream while I held her close
I swore I'd never let her go


#49 𝓘𝓼𝓪𝓫𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓪

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Posted 10 November 2021 - 06:05 AM

It's either:
-pizza with a side of fries, or fried pizza dough (yes, we do that in Italy)
-a big satisfying bowl of pasta, like 120g (al pesto, carbonara, amatriciana, alla sorrentina are my favourite)
-my mum's lasagne
-a big high quality hamburger with a side of fries
-two toasties with brie cheese, ham and mushrooms.

That is literally it. I still allow myself to have one of these foods once a week in a reasonable portion, it keeps me sane and prevents actual binges. I don't want to actually BINGE anymore, I had BED and I could eat until I felt physically sick and that was my worst for of self harm. I really want to prevent that from happening again.

*agrees in Italian*

also fried veggies and fish, lots of sushi!

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#50 sxd.lil.shxt

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Posted 10 November 2021 - 06:56 AM

poptarts poptarts POPTARTS of many different flavors
cherry cheesecake ice cream
salted caramel ice cream
pretty much, shitloads of ice cream flavors while we're at it
everything chocolate
fruity pebbles and cocoa pebbles cereal
pepsiiiii so much pepsi
mocha cookie crumble frap from starbucks
chocolate covered donuts with cream filling
grilled cheese with avocado
cookies. snickerdoodle, sugar cookie, chocolate chip YOU NAME IT I WANT IT
double chocolate muffins
strawberry crepes and danishes
coffee cake
belgian waffles

oh.....did i mention poptarts and chocolate? 😜

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#51 Satori666

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Posted 10 November 2021 - 09:29 AM

Sushi
Vegan Karai
Pizza
Ben & jerrys chocolate ice cream with brownie bits
Chocolate chip cookies


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#52 enya99

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Posted 10 November 2021 - 10:50 AM

a half dozen doughnuts - cake batter, apple fritter, pumpkin, sprinkled, chocolate cake, boston cream

pumpkin pie

cheeseburger

orange chicken and egg rolls

cold stone creamery

gnocchi

deep dish sausage pizza

cereal, cinnamon toast crunch or honey bunches of oats with milk

all the flavors of cereal and talenti i never get to try

 

can you tell i used to struggle with BED haha *cries in protein shake*


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#53 Bearbones

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Posted 10 November 2021 - 11:15 AM

taiwanese beef noodle soup
xiaolongbao
scallion pancakes
macaroni and cheese
black bean noodles
gnocchi with pesto
tteokbokki
a loaf of pumpernickel bread + butter + jam
grilled cheese
pb&j
tofu burrito
pig blood cake
sunchips
doritos
cheetos popcorn
cookie dough ice cream
cheesecakes (red velvet, cinnamon roll, peanut butter, lemon)
red bean soup
seasame tangyuan
mooncakes
peanut butter ice cream
reese’s cups
red bean steamed bun + custard steamed bun + taro steamed bun
dried jujube
chocolate bars
lemon bars
peanut butter cookies
white chocolate macadamia nut cookies
snickerdoodles
pumpkin pie


That’s not even half of it. This is why I have an ed. I have only ever thought about food and only ever ate too much. With my stupid low tdee I will never be satisfied to maintain a decent weight. I have literally never been full in my life
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Posted 10 November 2021 - 11:25 AM

A big fat bag of flaming hot cheeto puffs

Mallomars

Twinkies

Snoballs

Lindor truffles (milk chocolate is superior)

A ton of turtles

Kit kat

Almond Joy

Chocolate chip cookies

Cake (Ideally all of the flavors I've listed: tres leches, german chocolate cake, red velvet, carrot cake, black forest, hummingbird)

Chipotle burrito with alllll the fixins and smoked brisket

Amaretto biscotti

Sushi

Fettucine Alfredo

Those shitty sugar cookies from the store

nutella and white bread

Fererro rocher

 

and LASTLY

 

A large DQ blizzard with bananas, caramel, and kitkat blended in


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#55 axyzs

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Posted 10 November 2021 - 11:33 AM

Bacon

Stuffing 

Mashed potatoes 

Deep dish pizza 

french toast

hashbrowns

icecream

donuts 

soda

apple juice

chocolate milk

gryo

polish sausage 

cheesy fries

choco. milkshake

fried chicken

some real good baked mac n cheese

really good bread

 

 

If I literally had this binge... I would rot on the couch and just die. The thought of actually eating this makes me have horrible thoughts lol


Forced into inpatient-came out and my account here was magically gone? 

Hmmm weird, right? Whatever, that was years ago. I came back now, and thats all that matters. I missed you all 

 

I like drugs & sex & photography & vintage things & my Husband.

 

I just want to be thin. 

 

Did you know that there are more ants than there are people in the world?

And Cleopatra used an empty gourd filled with bees as a dildo!

 

Okay cool thanks for reading - I'm going to go back to starving now. 

 

 

 


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Posted 10 November 2021 - 11:35 AM

Every flavour of every low calorie ice cream
Every flavour of no refined sugar chocolates
Every zero sugar protein bar on this world
Every goddamn cereal in this world (don't care if it has sugar)
Every nut butter on this world

Zero logic

#57 axyzs

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Posted 10 November 2021 - 11:35 AM

A big fat bag of flaming hot cheeto puffs

Mallomars

Twinkies

Snoballs

Lindor truffles (milk chocolate is superior)

A ton of turtles

Kit kat

Almond Joy

Chocolate chip cookies

Cake (Ideally all of the flavors I've listed: tres leches, german chocolate cake, red velvet, carrot cake, black forest, hummingbird)

Chipotle burrito with alllll the fixins and smoked brisket

Amaretto biscotti

Sushi

Fettucine Alfredo

Those shitty sugar cookies from the store

nutella and white bread

Fererro rocher

 

and LASTLY

 

A large DQ blizzard with bananas, caramel, and kitkat blended in

Don't get me started on those truffles, the way the chocolate melts away in your mouth. omg i'm drooling.  I usually eat them during the holidays, and i can eat a whole bag to myself. So its best I just stay away!!!!!


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Forced into inpatient-came out and my account here was magically gone? 

Hmmm weird, right? Whatever, that was years ago. I came back now, and thats all that matters. I missed you all 

 

I like drugs & sex & photography & vintage things & my Husband.

 

I just want to be thin. 

 

Did you know that there are more ants than there are people in the world?

And Cleopatra used an empty gourd filled with bees as a dildo!

 

Okay cool thanks for reading - I'm going to go back to starving now. 

 

 

 


#58 axyzs

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Posted 10 November 2021 - 11:37 AM

a half dozen doughnuts - cake batter, apple fritter, pumpkin, sprinkled, chocolate cake, boston cream

pumpkin pie

cheeseburger

orange chicken and egg rolls

cold stone creamery

gnocchi

deep dish sausage pizza

cereal, cinnamon toast crunch or honey bunches of oats with milk

all the flavors of cereal and talenti i never get to try

 

can you tell i used to struggle with BED haha *cries in protein shake*

I said deep dish pizza too. And I live in Chicago, so every corner I turn I am lurked by that evil cheesy goodness with thick buttery crust. ughhhhhh 


Forced into inpatient-came out and my account here was magically gone? 

Hmmm weird, right? Whatever, that was years ago. I came back now, and thats all that matters. I missed you all 

 

I like drugs & sex & photography & vintage things & my Husband.

 

I just want to be thin. 

 

Did you know that there are more ants than there are people in the world?

And Cleopatra used an empty gourd filled with bees as a dildo!

 

Okay cool thanks for reading - I'm going to go back to starving now. 

 

 

 


#59 Fightlikeabrave

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Posted 10 November 2021 - 11:58 AM

I don’t know, some days I’ll have a planned binge and tell myself I can literally eat whatever I want, and then suddenly nothing sounds good and nothing tastes as satisfying as I had hoped it would be. Nowadays a good binge would just be the meals I cook but a much bigger portion - I’d love to have a big plate of spaghetti bolognese with garlic bread and eat it without feeling guilty or too full

#60 honeylungs

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Posted 10 November 2021 - 04:28 PM

Sushi and French pastries. I can’t eat either without being consumed by the guilt and so I just avoid them completely otherwise :/

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