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#21 Jaeger

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Posted 13 October 2021 - 08:29 PM

Swimming. Oh my god, I don't even know when the last time I went swimming actually was, probably over 10 years ago when I was a child. 

 

I've conditioned myself to be completely covered up and I feel too uncomfortable showing any skin beyond my forearms, it sucks. 


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Posted 13 October 2021 - 08:30 PM

Going to Amusement parks :/


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#23 Pax~Immorte

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Posted 13 October 2021 - 09:58 PM

I used to love laying in my mom's bed while clinging to her. I really want to have her hold me like that again, but I'm scared she'll just end up feeling how bony I became.

This got me wondering if there's anything you used to do that's now either more difficult and taxing or no longer an option.


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#24 oh2belovely

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Posted 13 October 2021 - 10:13 PM

Having a clear mind

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Posted 13 October 2021 - 10:26 PM

Working out super hard. I’m scared my heart can’t handle it anymore. 🥺. It was the greatest escape.
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Posted 13 October 2021 - 11:48 PM

baking, lunches with my mom, breakfast with my sister, being able to have a snack without it turning into a binge, eating food without knowing ill feel like shit for it after, being strong and confident. and tea with cream and sugar. 


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Posted 13 October 2021 - 11:48 PM

Going out with friends


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Posted 14 October 2021 - 12:21 AM

eating anything without guilt



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Posted 14 October 2021 - 01:01 AM

Baking/cooking in general and enjoying what I made for myself and others.
Spending a cold day just snuggling on the sofa under a blanket watching a movie instead of exercising compulsively outside.
Going out most nights with my friends and being carefree.
Having energy to spend time with other people.
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Posted 14 October 2021 - 01:13 AM

having enough energy and a clear mind so i can write. one of my only joys in life and i can barely do it anymore.

not hating my body enough so i can go swim in the lake i used to go to as a kid :/

and god not one thing but my ed has taken up so much time in my mind i have no interests. i miss being a person with things that i like and hobbies and whatever else. everything i do is just a distraction so i don't eat. i miss doing things because i genuinely like them. i miss caring about more things than just my body and food.


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Posted 14 October 2021 - 01:14 AM

Trying new, obscure foods without worrying about the fact that I didn’t know the calorie amount. Going to restaurants and picking the best sounding item and not the side salad. Certain physical contact without flinching away. Not worrying about being a potential trigger for others or being a cause for worry.


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