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Feel like I’m stuck like this forever

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#1 thinxbonesx


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Posted 14 October 2021 - 01:28 PM

I was unsure where to post this but I just need to rant a bit. I feel like nothing ever works for me in regards to losing weight. At the start of the year I was the skinniest I’d been since I was 14 with around 1200 calories a day but I would binge quite a lot and when I tried maintaining I just couldn’t stop binging and I’ve gained a lot of it back. Every time I count calories it consumes my mind and I literally can’t function with any other activities Ill literally have weight loss on the brain the whole time it’s so draining. I can lose a bit when I try and cut back portions and I have more of a life then but i end up forgetting to cut back and then just go back to square one. Idk if this is what it’s like for anyone else but if you’ve got out of this cycle somehow please let me know how. Im constantly depressed by how I look and I hate seeing people because of it.
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