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Things you want to do in life before you pass away


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#1 PaperThinGangster

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Posted 25 November 2021 - 11:05 PM

From an ED or just in general, what are some things you've always wanted to do in life before you pass away?

Dying from an ED can be so sudden and I haven't done a lot of the stuff I want yet because of the lack of energy and I'm sure this is true for many... :/

 

here's mine, that I haven't done yet:

-Live in New York City

-Become a lawyer (I'm in college - my major is criminal justice)

-Own a corvette (or rent one if its cheaper)

-Actually travel to Amsterdam (yes I am lying about my location, I don't really live in The Netherlands) ;)


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Posted 25 November 2021 - 11:16 PM

- finish highschool
- go to/finish med school
- travel to some places
- make a closer friend group
- see my dad
- visit family, since we are very spread out
- have a roommate/dormmate (?)
- enter a figure skating competition (possible win it would be even better)

i have more, but that would be too long. i dont know if ill even make it to or past 12th grade tbh
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Posted 25 November 2021 - 11:18 PM

- become a doctor

- hold a beating heart in my hand

- travel the world 


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Posted 25 November 2021 - 11:21 PM

i would like to visit england someday. getting a college degree would be nice too. 


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Posted 25 November 2021 - 11:32 PM

I take it each day at a time so I guess some simple things

- make my grandparents proud

- actually maybe? make it as a writer

- get a little apartment or cottage in my hometown 

- visit Europe

- own a garden/library 


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Posted 25 November 2021 - 11:34 PM

For me it's literally get to as low as I can, then die.

I've just stopped caring about anything else.
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Posted 25 November 2021 - 11:44 PM

- earn enough to live comfortably on my own

- get my writing published

- learn to treat my body well

- recover from addiction (including the ed...)

- make a difference in others' lives

- find fulfillment and self-acceptance



#8 RomanticMisanthropist

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Posted 26 November 2021 - 05:02 AM

- Get my writing published

- Live with my partner

- Travel around mainland Europe

- Finish my degree

- Get married


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Posted 26 November 2021 - 05:34 AM

So many writers here!

 

I would love to get a children's book published. Or at least have a couple of clients buy a story from me to give as a gift.

 

I almost had one published a few years ago, but my mental health got in the way and my whole life turned upside down.

 

I want to get married and have kids. Meet my grandkids. 



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Posted 26 November 2021 - 05:39 AM

Most days i wish i was long dead but on the good days:

 

- really want to compete in a cosplay competition where i have to preform an act 

- i really want to go to japan

- i want to vist the orphanage i came from i China

- want to see historical monuments in Egypt and ofc that includes Tutankhamuns tomb  as well

- i know this wont happen but would love to own a maine coon cat - but im not that irresponsible to get at cat when i want to leave this world behind i have a cat and she is my responsibilty and i know its a long commitment so taking in an animal cant be a spur of the moment  

 

 

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i want to get below my lw ( which im far from at the moment) that would be amazing!


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Posted 26 November 2021 - 05:43 AM

i really want to get a doctorate degree in psycholinguistics.

 

also, it'd be neat if i would reach all my skinniTM goals, too. 


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Posted 26 November 2021 - 06:10 AM

Reconnect with my cat that died 3 weeks before 17 birthday.

Have a healthy body.

Eat plenty of vegan food seafood spicy food and green or white tea.

Have a long life and still be functioning at 130.

Maybe travel, maybe get muscular legs fron working out, maybe cook 1000 vegan lasagnas or a crazy goal like that.

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Posted 26 November 2021 - 06:11 AM

Get 1000 stamps in my passport.
Seriously.
Im very driven.

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Posted 26 November 2021 - 06:18 AM

Honestly? Have a kid.
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Posted 26 November 2021 - 06:26 AM

I was aiming for '10 countries before 25' but the pandemic kinda ruined that for me :/ now I guess I have to be happy with '10 countries before 30' lol.

 

otherwise I'd like to finish my law degree and my crim degree 


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Posted 26 November 2021 - 06:34 AM

For me it's literally get to as low as I can, then die.

I've just stopped caring about anything else.

Sorry 



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Posted 26 November 2021 - 08:18 PM

I used to have a full and fun bucket list


Now I just want to rest. It would be kind of nice to see the ocean again, but honestly the logistics of traveling just don't seem worth it.
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Posted 26 November 2021 - 08:43 PM

Have you seen every beach or coast in Australia? I came here as covid did. I have not seen out of QLD. I did bungee jump and i did not die. I had to cancel trip to NZ. I would like to see more before i would die. I want to see the west coast. Tasmania. Sorry, when some one says that they have stopped caring, they care very much. Or i should be a idiot?


I have stopped. Sorry but you don't know what I've been through this past 30 years. I'm done.

And no I haven't seen all the beaches. They don't interest me. But go for it if you want to and it makes you happy.

NZ is where my heart is buried. It's where I was torn from July 24th 1994 at 6am when the plane took off. I've never recovered from that.

Sorry this is too much for me. Expecually today since it's the anniversary of my baby girl kitties death.
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Posted 26 November 2021 - 08:52 PM

I want to die with my loved ones knowing how much I loved them and never meant to hurt them with all my illnesses and bullshit over the years…

I want to be remembered as someone who cared about people and helped people and touched lives. So I’m working hard to get out of this stupid OCD isolation rut and get my ass back out there so that I can do something worthwhile with my time!

And a dream would be to write a book (like a lot of people here - yay writers!) but my brain is mush because of all the abuse I’ve put my body through so I doubt it will happen but I’ll keep trying


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but life just wasn’t done with me
So I waved hospice goodbye, took Ana’s hand in mine and begged
“Peace until the end?”
And with wry reply she sighed
“I’ll do my best my friend…”
So we live
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Until it’s our turn to drift away
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Posted 26 November 2021 - 09:09 PM

  • I want to take the train across Russia to either Siberia or Mongolia
  • And the orient express too
  • Visit all of the major art museums in Europe
  • Become fluent in all of my languages instead of this half in-between state
  • Publish something in my field of study
  • Get my phd
  • Reconnect with my godmother
  • Live in New York or some other large city
  • Actually read the books in my library
  • Get another degree, this time in art history
  • Apologise to the friends I hurt



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