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Things you want to do in life before you pass away


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#21 MonkeyJam

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Posted 26 November 2021 - 10:41 PM

I have stopped. Sorry but you don't know what I've been through this past 30 years. I'm done.

And no I haven't seen all the beaches. They don't interest me. But go for it if you want to and it makes you happy.

NZ is where my heart is buried. It's where I was torn from July 24th 1994 at 6am when the plane took off. I've never recovered from that.

Sorry this is too much for me. Expecually today since it's the anniversary of my baby girl kitties death.

I am so sorry. I do talk to much. I would have no idea that what i said would be such a trigger. Sorry for my ignorance.  :(



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Posted 26 November 2021 - 11:05 PM

I am so sorry. I do talk to much. I would have no idea that what i said would be such a trigger. Sorry for my ignorance. :(


Ohh no please don't be sorry. You didn't say anything wrong :)

I got the feeling you were trying to offer suggestions which is a good thing. You couldn't have known about my past so please don't worry about it.
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#23 BriarLover

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Posted 26 November 2021 - 11:33 PM

- Get as small as possible
- Become a singer and model
- Get a boyfriend
- Get a girlfriend
- Live on my own
- Get a tattoo
- Live with a friend (which is probably impossible because of my bulimia side of my ED)
- Have s3x with a hot guy
- Become famous
- To actually feel loved by somebody

Annnnnd yuh thassit ;D

#24 not_my_body

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Posted 27 November 2021 - 12:09 AM

Sorry


Ohh hun! :(
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"Now you see, the world is full of temptations. They are wrong things that seem right at the time" - Jiminy Cricket in Pinocchio.

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Highest Weight: 180 pounds / 82 kgs, (BMI 28)
Lowest Weight: 85 pounds / 39 kgs, (BMI 13)

ULTIMATE GOAL WEIGHT (again): 85 pounds / 39 kgs OR LOWER!!!

#25 wishiwasskinny999

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Posted 27 November 2021 - 12:11 AM

become a teacher 


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#26 wakawaka

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Posted 27 November 2021 - 12:16 AM

take care of someone


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#27 fleshcoffin

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Posted 27 November 2021 - 01:01 AM

get married

and remember that bad times are just times that are bad

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Posted 27 November 2021 - 01:03 AM

I want to get married. I want to move in with my fiancé in a couple of months and get married. Anything else is gravy.


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#29 MonkeyJam

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Posted 27 November 2021 - 06:24 AM

Ohh no please don't be sorry. You didn't say anything wrong :)

I got the feeling you were trying to offer suggestions which is a good thing. You couldn't have known about my past so please don't worry about it.

It is okay. I have triggers in my life and the past. I would not like it. I will try to fix or find solutions to many things. It is my nature. Do not feel bad. WE are all sensitive people and i am sure it is why we have this disorder. If i become a ghost i will not haunt you  :lol:. So please do not worry  :)  B)


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#30 icedenigma

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Posted 28 November 2021 - 04:24 AM

travel the world

learn as many languages as I can (I wanna be a polyglot)

(hopefully) be a famous, world known movie director (as famous as Tarantino but I for sure won't be an asshole lol)

have a boyfriend / a husband, but then living alone famous would be cool too. I mean, I was always a loner so
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"because if I settled down somewhere, I'd no longer be a traveler"

#31 Xx.artangel.xX

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Posted 28 November 2021 - 04:37 AM

- experience a girl loving me just as much as I love her

- become fluent in 5 languages (I already know 5, but 2 of them are only basic knowledge so far)

- write something I'm proud of


 My name is Elise and I'm completely unloveable 

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#32 skinnyjulia

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Posted 28 November 2021 - 08:34 AM

travel.

maybe i should think about this in more depth, but for now? travel.

#33 ~Sharkay~

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Posted 29 November 2021 - 11:59 AM

Travel, until I drop

Get married

Be out of debt


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Posted 29 November 2021 - 12:08 PM

Fall in love again

Record a song good enough to leave behind for my parents

publish my art and have someone enjoy it 


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Posted 29 November 2021 - 12:16 PM

My business become very successful

Travel and travel with my husband

Live in my dream home

Reach "nirvana" 

Achieve the perfect body


Forced into inpatient-came out and my account here was magically gone? 

Hmmm weird, right? Whatever, that was years ago. I came back now, and thats all that matters. I missed you all 

 

I like drugs & sex & photography & vintage things & my Husband.

 

I just want to be thin. 

 

Did you know that there are more ants than there are people in the world?

And Cleopatra used an empty gourd filled with bees as a dildo!

 

Okay cool thanks for reading - I'm going to go back to starving now. 

 

 

 


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Posted 29 November 2021 - 12:17 PM

-Have a stable career and stop traveling, or have a career that includes traveling

-Become a cryptocurrency millionaire in a few years

-Get married in Las Vegas with an Elvis impersonator. I don't know why, but it just sounds so ridiculous and fun at the same time. A proper wedding can be later in Europe since I'm moving there

-Move back to Denmark

-Have 2 or 3 kids.

 

Preferably in that order.



#37 winterb4mbi

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Posted 29 November 2021 - 12:17 PM

• study abroad in belgium
• read books i haven’t gotten to
• get married, or at least have a relationship i’m happy in
• become fluent in dutch, possibly french or german

#38 Serena922003

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Posted 29 November 2021 - 12:29 PM

mmm am not particularly ambitious. Am tired.

 

I need to finish and update the file I was working on for hubby with all sites I visit, user names and passwords for banking, paying bills, anything he might need to simplify things so he can focus on grieving if I die first.

Am determined to outlive my parents because I don't know if my mom could handle burying me.

For hubby's sake I really want to give him at least 5 or 10 more years of me cuz for some reason he is pretty crazy about me <3 

 

And I would definitely prefer to be at my lowest ever weight when my time comes. I realize I won't be alive to care if I died above my LW but.. goalz..  :unsure:


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Posted 29 November 2021 - 12:54 PM

I want to travel to Russia, know every little village there is, maybe live around there for a couple months just discovering all those little places and provinces.
I want to have enough money to never worry about a single bill anymore.
I want to be satisfied with the way i look and i want to heal from all my trauma and depression.
I want to graduate from college and maybe get a masters.
I want to make new friends and enjoy every activity that you can make when you have friends (lmao I'm so lonely it's pathetic).
And I want to buy my own house, my own place that no one will ever be able to take away from me.

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Posted 29 November 2021 - 01:06 PM

- do a little road trip with friends and travel across Europe

- travel across the states

- get a degree in medicine or languages

- just travel

- get dogs (:




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