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#1 skinny_stoner6

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Posted 14 January 2022 - 08:36 PM

When there’s nothing left to do but curl up in a ball, and feel that familiar ache right below my ribcage. And my body is tingling, hands shaking because my electrolytes are so fucked. Void of all emotions except that feeling, that knowing, that this is my life. And that escaping this hell i’ve made for myself will require even more effort than it took to put myself here in the first place. Knowing that when it’s all over and done with, it won’t have been worth it. When I am nothing but bones, I will still be miserable. I am miserable. I am tired. i’m tired of my brain and my body. I’m tired of hurting people. Hurting myself. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die.

I don’t want you’re pity. but ik you relate.


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