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#1 wolftallica

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Posted 19 July 2015 - 09:19 PM

Ok I know this sounds horrible and I'm really embarrassed but whenever I cut myself I consume my blood, it's been like this for awhile. I don't cut as much as I used to. Never told anyone this before. Does anyone else do this or am I just fucking messed up?
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Posted 26 July 2015 - 12:47 AM

Do you mean you suck on the cut? Yeah I do that. Not very often becuase I don't cut anymore, but if I am bleeding for someonther reason then I'll usually suck on it. But it's not a compulsion or anything like it is with other things.


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Posted 26 July 2015 - 02:11 AM

I've done this as well. I just like the taste, but I'm not sure why.
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Posted 27 July 2015 - 01:58 PM

No way! I thought I was the only one who did this..feels relieving that others do it to. I litterly suck the blood of nearly anything..it's so sweet and like sugar to me..


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Posted 27 July 2015 - 02:00 PM

No way! I thought I was the only one who did this..feels relieving that others do it to. I litterly suck the blood of nearly anything..it's so sweet and like sugar to me..

Same, it's like a high to me.

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Posted 29 July 2015 - 12:13 AM

I like squeezing it out as much as possible and then licking/sucking it up.


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Posted 29 July 2015 - 12:24 AM

I used to have the urge to drink blood as a teen, so I started warm campbell's tomato soup instead. I know that makes absolotely no sense, but ohwell.


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Posted 29 July 2015 - 12:56 AM

I haven't consumed it on purpose, but I have painted myself with it.


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Posted 29 July 2015 - 02:03 AM

lol i always used to think i was so weird because of this but

 

i'd definitely get hurt/hurt myself to drink the blood, and i'd constantly pick scabs to drink the blood

 

it tastes rly good


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Posted 29 July 2015 - 03:37 AM

once when I was younger probably but now blood freaks me out and makes me want to pass out. x__X


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Posted 10 August 2015 - 04:30 PM

it tastes good because evolutionarily we needed to lick our wounds


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Posted 10 August 2015 - 05:34 PM

I lick mine because the saliva makes it heal faster.


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Posted 10 August 2015 - 05:35 PM

I haven't consumed it on purpose, but I have painted myself with it.

I've done this too. One time I went absolutely psychotic (I was home alone) after cutting and painted my face with it and ran around the house screaming and crying. It was horrible.


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Posted 10 August 2015 - 05:51 PM


 

 

I've done this too. One time I went absolutely psychotic (I was home alone) after cutting and painted my face with it and ran around the house screaming and crying. It was horrible.

 

 

I haven't consumed it on purpose, but I have painted myself with it.

Same here, smeared it all over myself, and cried, and broke things. It was intense and I'm so happy no one else ever saw that.


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Posted 10 August 2015 - 05:55 PM

I've done this too. One time I went absolutely psychotic (I was home alone) after cutting and painted my face with it and ran around the house screaming and crying. It was horrible.

 

 

Same here, smeared it all over myself, and cried, and broke things. It was intense and I'm so happy no one else ever saw that.

 

 

There is zero judgment when I say this but I feel your pain so badly from reading this! That sounds so awful, and just like some of the darkest times I've been through, in a totally different way :( hope you're doing better. (life is too hard goddamn) It makes me really happy people can share this kind of stuff here too.


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Posted 10 August 2015 - 06:01 PM

Same here, smeared it all over myself, and cried, and broke things. It was intense and I'm so happy no one else ever saw that.

My lowest points are when I get out of control like that. It feels like a demon is possessing me or something and I can't stop screaming and crying. The worst is when I do it to the mirror.


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Posted 10 August 2015 - 06:04 PM

 

 

 

There is zero judgment when I say this but I feel your pain so badly from reading this! That sounds so awful, and just like some of the darkest times I've been through, in a totally different way :( hope you're doing better. (life is too hard goddamn) It makes me really happy people can share this kind of stuff here too.

 

Thank you, that is so kind of you to say. <3 I haven't had a really bad break down like that in a while fortunately. They're always really scary because I don't really know what's happening. It makes me happy coming here because I find I'm not the only one like this. Outside of MPA I can be seen as a freak, but not here. Here I'm accepted for more than just my ED and I think that's really awesome.


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Posted 10 August 2015 - 06:09 PM

you are not the only one !



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Posted 10 August 2015 - 06:41 PM

Thank you, that is so kind of you to say. <3 I haven't had a really bad break down like that in a while fortunately. They're always really scary because I don't really know what's happening. It makes me happy coming here because I find I'm not the only one like this. Outside of MPA I can be seen as a freak, but not here. Here I'm accepted for more than just my ED and I think that's really awesome.

 

Absolutely! I'm glad you feel that way. I do too, and I hope everyone here feels safe enough to talk about this stuff because sometimes that's the only thing that can make any of us feel a little better, especially when it's something out of our control that's bothering us (isn't that usually the case!) β™₯


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Posted 10 August 2015 - 08:14 PM

I've done this too. One time I went absolutely psychotic (I was home alone) after cutting and painted my face with it and ran around the house screaming and crying. It was horrible.

Yeah. It's weirdly satisfying to just actually go crazy for a little bit, but if anyone ever saw....


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