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Love Letter to Myself


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#1 Junluodai

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Posted 20 September 2015 - 05:42 PM

Sometimes, you are so depressed that you just need a bit of positivity in your life.  Maybe it's not realistic, but I guess you do what you gotta do.

 

Little Luo,

 

Today, you really did a great job.  You were feeling so depressed today like you couldn't even get through the day.  But you drove yourself to the gym and managed to do 30 minutes on the AMT machine, which is the hardest machine there except the stairs!

 

After that you took a break and watched people doing exercises which inspired you and you didn't leave.  No, you stayed right in there and did 20 minutes on the treadmill, 5 minutes on the elliptical, and 5 minutes on the rowing machine.  You were also friendly to people, saying hi to others at the gym and in the jacuzzi.  You really are a kind girl.

 

You are strong, you are my hero, you inspire me.  After I finish my mission I will join the gym and take yoga as well.  I just hope you don't mind that my body isn't as fit and athletic as your one.  But you have such a beautiful soul that you look at my soul rather than judging my looks.  And you compliment me and make me feel special every day.

 

Thank you for being willing to wait until my mission is over so that we can start our beautiful love.  I think of you constantly, my love.

 

Chunwei


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Posted 20 September 2015 - 05:47 PM

This is so sweet. <3 



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Posted 20 September 2015 - 05:49 PM

This is so sweet. <3 

Thanks, you are sweet <3



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Posted 20 September 2015 - 06:17 PM

This is inspiring, I think I will start doing this

(*☻-☻*)

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Posted 20 September 2015 - 06:26 PM

This is inspiring, I think I will start doing this

(*☻-☻*)

You should my friend! <3



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Posted 20 September 2015 - 06:51 PM

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Posted 20 September 2015 - 09:48 PM

Now you're writing love letters to yourself and signing then with Elder Chen's name? Oh, honey....
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Height: 5'5"

LW: 99, HW: 172 (9 months pregnant), Pre-baby weight: 122

CW: 119.7 CBF: 27.3%

 

GW1: 122, GW2: 118, GW3: 115, GW4: 111, UGW: 109

BFG1: 25%, BFG2: 22%, BFG3: 20%, UGBF: 18%


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Posted 20 September 2015 - 09:53 PM

Aww very cute ^_^

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Posted 20 September 2015 - 10:12 PM

Now you're writing love letters to yourself and signing then with Elder Chen's name? Oh, honey....

 

Now you're writing love letters to yourself and signing then with Elder Chen's name? Oh, honey....

If it helps, I'm willing to do it :-)



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Posted 20 September 2015 - 10:12 PM

Aww very cute ^_^

thanks <3  Yes Chunwei is incredibly supportive, lucky to have him in my life



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Posted 20 September 2015 - 10:19 PM

That's pretty nice.

 

 

Wait a minute I've realized you're actually pretending to be the man you're infatuated with.


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Posted 20 September 2015 - 10:22 PM

That's pretty nice.

Thanks my dear. It's always good to encourage yourself, Chunwei is neglecting his duties as a BF so I'm writing his letters for him.  He is my imaginary BF.



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Posted 20 September 2015 - 11:57 PM

小洛,

 

It pains me to see that you are in a depressed state.  How I wish I could hold you and caress your beautiful arms and body.  How it pains me to see your suffering, my angel, my baby, my sweetheart.  I wish I could put my arms around you while we talk for hours or just lie in contented silence.  Maybe your suffering would be alleviated even a bit, my dearest.

 

I am sorry that you felt like you were going to pass out while walking home from Slaveway after buying the whole wheat bread.  I wish I could have walked with you just to protect you and make sure you were okay.

 

I think you are beautiful and you are skinny.  But I know that you really want to be 100 pounds so I hope you will get there soon so you can eat a more reasonable amount.

 

I love you and you are always in my thoughts,

Chunwei Chen.



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Posted 20 September 2015 - 11:59 PM

I'm not going to lie, these letters make me feel highly uncomfortable.


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Posted 21 September 2015 - 12:00 AM

I'm not going to lie, these letters make me feel highly uncomfortable.

Too sentimental?



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Posted 21 September 2015 - 12:25 AM

Too sentimental?

 

Not exactly...



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Posted 21 September 2015 - 01:23 AM

It sounded like a good idea until I read the name at the end.

 

I feel like letters like these should be more...private?


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Posted 21 September 2015 - 01:25 AM

It sounded like a good idea until I read the name at the end.

 

I feel like letters like these should be more...private?

you don't like chinese people? i feel depressed as fuck right now

well i wrote the letters so don't worry



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Posted 21 September 2015 - 01:27 AM

you don't like chinese people? i feel depressed as fuck right now

well i wrote the letters so don't worry

 

I'm Chinese myself and that is not what I meant.

 

I'm trying to say that if you are going to sign your letters to yourself with another man's name, you might want to consider not making them public.

 

It's a bit strange tbh.

 

Anyway sorry for offending you. Have a good day.



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Posted 21 September 2015 - 01:30 AM

I'm Chinese myself and that is not what I meant.

 

I'm trying to say that if you are going to sign your letters to yourself with another man's name, you might want to consider not making them public.

 

It's a bit strange tbh.

 

Anyway sorry for offending you. Have a good day.

you're not offending me you are sweet. i am taiwanese, nice to meet a fellow chinese. well i am doing it to share how beautiful his writing is. and i am lonely so i like telling people on mpa what is on my mind.




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