Sometimes, you are so depressed that you just need a bit of positivity in your life. Maybe it's not realistic, but I guess you do what you gotta do.
Today, you really did a great job. You were feeling so depressed today like you couldn't even get through the day. But you drove yourself to the gym and managed to do 30 minutes on the AMT machine, which is the hardest machine there except the stairs!
After that you took a break and watched people doing exercises which inspired you and you didn't leave. No, you stayed right in there and did 20 minutes on the treadmill, 5 minutes on the elliptical, and 5 minutes on the rowing machine. You were also friendly to people, saying hi to others at the gym and in the jacuzzi. You really are a kind girl.
You are strong, you are my hero, you inspire me. After I finish my mission I will join the gym and take yoga as well. I just hope you don't mind that my body isn't as fit and athletic as your one. But you have such a beautiful soul that you look at my soul rather than judging my looks. And you compliment me and make me feel special every day.
Thank you for being willing to wait until my mission is over so that we can start our beautiful love. I think of you constantly, my love.