Posted 20 October 2015 - 12:12 PM
My mother is also Bulimic, so that's an ironic question. She denies being bulimic, but I've heard her purging after eating and I looked through her phone once when I was about 12 while she was in the bathroom puking, and she had a bunch of pro ana stuff. She lost a LOT of weight when she left to move to Colorado from Missouri (Where I was) and when she came back she was extremely thin. The only thing remotely "chubby" were her cheeks from all the purging.
Then she got pregnant 4 years ago with my little brother and got big again. We always could fit in each other's clothes because I
was still am big too. Which bothers me because I feel like she should be bigger than me...
But since I moved to Tennessee about a year and a half ago, I haven't seen her except in pictures. And she's DEFINITELY losing a lot of the baby weight now.
I'm not sure how much she weighs, but I know she's 5'3, and I'm 5'6...I still feel like I need to be thinner than her though...
HER mom, hoever (my grandma,) is the same height as me and 114lbs...so that's a struggle for all of us...
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Diagnoses: Bulimia, BPD, PTSD, Mood Disorder NOS, Unspecified Neurodevelopmental Disorder, Unspecified Mental Disorder with Self Injurous Behaviors
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