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#1 AristaBlix

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Posted 28 September 2013 - 06:08 AM

So perhaps this is morbid but I want to know if there are any moderately safe ways to make myself ill short term.

 

I've been out of my second job for a few months now, and since I'm down to 19 hours a week out of my house I've had to come up with all sorts of reasons for why I'm not eating when I am home. I can't always be gone. Sometimes I lie and say I am going out with friends but I'm just wandering, literally walking the streets, or taking the bus to nowhere and sitting places and staring at people, drinking my tea and listening to music or reading or writing and simply not eating.

 

And now it is the weekend and I just want to stay home in bed because I'm tired. I want to fake illness and look sick but people are suspicious (i live with four others) and I don't care if I am just vomiting or sitting on a toilet all day or half-dead in my bed. I thought of laxatives but the general opinion seems to be that they are awful, awful. 

 

I'm on meds but I haven't taken them recently. I can't take more of them to make myself sick because I think I would just get sent to the ER (I take seroquel, depakote, ativan).

 

I don't even know if this topic fits here or if it even makes sense. I can't sleep and I'm going to walk to work tomorrow for the exercise and stay longer than usual and maybe just be deceptive about my whereabouts again. But it's getting rather tiring.


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#2 Lilnykci

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Posted 28 September 2013 - 06:24 AM

you could give yourself food poisoning by eating raw chicken? I've never done it but I'm pretty sure it'd make you sick. I really don't know how dangerous it is though so I'd recommend googling it first.


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#3 AristaBlix

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Posted 28 September 2013 - 06:25 AM

...sounds so random! But I'll look into it.


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#4 Lilnykci

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Posted 28 September 2013 - 06:27 AM

I  guess you could always blame it on a cafe or something... if it makes you sick say you think you got food poisoning from there?


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#5 AristaBlix

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Posted 28 September 2013 - 06:27 AM

...and also a little gross. I wonder if I can talk myself into even doing that. 


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#6 AristaBlix

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Posted 28 September 2013 - 06:28 AM

I  guess you could always blame it on a cafe or something... if it makes you sick say you think you got food poisoning from there?

I was thinking that. Or, just fake everything and vomit and make a show of it. So everyone is certain it was from eating something bad.


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#7 Lilnykci

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Posted 28 September 2013 - 06:56 AM

yea... you could go to the bathroom and pretend to be sick... like run the tap a bit so it sounds like you're trying to cover the sound and then flush the loo a few times and spray air freshner


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Posted 29 September 2013 - 03:26 PM

yea... you could go to the bathroom and pretend to be sick... like run the tap a bit so it sounds like you're trying to cover the sound and then flush the loo a few times and spray air freshner

 

I would go for this rather than making yourself seriously ill; eating raw chicken could go on to make your poorly for a long time. I had food poisoning from chicken and it lasted three weeks and was absolutely horrific. 

 

With looking sick, it's kind of minging but you could like not wash your hair, put make up on...stuff like that. Clutch a hot water bottle to your side (for imagined pain), or sniffle and keep a tissue on you. 

 

Be careful x


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Posted 19 October 2013 - 03:51 PM

Someone did start a similar thread a while back.

I wouldn't advise it for the reasons I stated in my posts!

http://www.myproana....t-a-coldurgent/




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