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#1 weeds are flowers too

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Posted 10 May 2016 - 02:02 PM

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PLEASE READ- **If you are bulimic or suffer with BED please don't post in this topic. Simply so you don't get offended. I know the anorexic tendency to claim anything over 500 cal. in a day as "bingeing" can get annoying.We do know there is a difference in each illness for what that word means and we mean no disrespect :)

 

                                                                                             Bingeing does happen. And Its ok.

 

 I think it would be good to have a nice little reality check.Anorexics do break their rules, we do "binge" and its ok to admit. So if you just binged,come here for some support and other like-minded people. Perhaps you can find comfort and some realistic expectations...who knows..maybe it'll help with some anxiety :)

 

 

I"ll start with my binge on Sunday,since that's the last time it happened-

 

I consumed within a 2 hour time frame I believe-

  • 2 peaches
  • 2 cups of green beans (straight from the can)
  • 3 pieces of pizza
  • 6 cookies

        and ....

  • 2 brownies.

 

**I also feel like it might help avoid bingeing,since then youd have to post about it :P**

 


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Posted 10 May 2016 - 02:11 PM

I broke my fast on Sunday early with stupid pizza slice and a cookie.
Was. Not. Worth. It.
Love the thread idea, thanks!!
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Posted 10 May 2016 - 02:29 PM

I've been so good, haven't had a meal in almost 48 hours and then...

Taco Bell.

I feel really ashamed right now. I had a cheesy potato burrito, nachos supreme, cinnebons x4, and a small Sierra Mist. At LEAST 1500 calories. Shoot me pls.
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Posted 10 May 2016 - 02:34 PM

I've been sick and restricting. I ended up aimlessly walking three hours today because I got my schedule wrong. when I got back to work I scarfed down ice cream and fries. so many fries. and a soft pretzel. I feel like I ate a pillow.
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Posted 10 May 2016 - 02:38 PM

My mum is forcing me to eat curry but it feels like a binge. I was on camp and had 10 cookies and LOADS of popcorn at the midnight feast Friday night x


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Posted 10 May 2016 - 02:38 PM

Ohh I like this. Yesterday I broke and ate a half a box of cereal with no milk and some chips


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Posted 10 May 2016 - 02:38 PM

And this morning...McDonalds....ugh.


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Posted 10 May 2016 - 02:42 PM

Last saturday I had

 

- Vegan cake (I think it amounted to 4 thick slices)

- A portion-sized tin of white beans in tomatosauce (yep, ate it straight out of the tin)

- 3 pieces of pita bread with salt and olive oil

- a tb of peanut butter

- a handful of hazelnuts

 

I felt so disgusted with myself. Worst part is, most of the food I scarfed down just because I purge easier when I really feel full versus when I only eat a little bit. It all started with eating that handful of nuts, which is extremely difficult to get out if you have nothing else in you :(


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#9 weeds are flowers too

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Posted 10 May 2016 - 03:02 PM

And this morning...McDonalds....ugh.

McDonald's is the worst! Feel you there... Lol


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Posted 10 May 2016 - 03:02 PM

And this morning...McDonalds....ugh.

McDonald's is the worst! Feel you there... Lol


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Posted 10 May 2016 - 03:05 PM

After going over my 500 calorie limit and eating 1253 calories (dishonor on me and my cow-wait the cow is also me) ; I just ate 3 pancakes. With caramel sauce.


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Posted 10 May 2016 - 04:05 PM

I was doing so good then I ate loads like so much my stomach has bloated so much I look pregnant
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Posted 10 May 2016 - 04:15 PM

2 Veggie burgers w/ bun

An avocado

A slice of pumpernickel bread

A piece of chicken

 

I want to puke.

 

 


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Posted 10 May 2016 - 04:22 PM

I ate 3 bowls of potato chips today... And a large piece of chocolate, some chocolate covered strawberries, and a few handfuls of grapes. About 800 calories


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Posted 10 May 2016 - 04:39 PM

1 bell pepper with greek yogurt dip
5 slices of turkey breast
Ramen noodles
A half cup of rice and beans

I am in so much pain and I feel so freaking sick.

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Posted 10 May 2016 - 05:09 PM

Awesome idea, I was just thinking today of starting a thread in the anorexia Forum "come here if you just binged." because I know over in the BED forum they get irritated with us LOL! I didn't binge today though but I'll be back haha😆
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Posted 10 May 2016 - 05:10 PM

Not technically binging but I ate so much today lol im so glad i was so low yesterday....i used to have a real issue with, where if I know i have to go out to eat/eat a lot but later that day basically, the logical thing is doont eat till you go out but for some reason even i im not hungry I just couldnt stop myslef from eating earlier in the day and making my intake actually too high. Anyway I havent done that in months I do just not eat till when i go out but i did today and a lot and then had to eat a lot later and long story short i look pregnant nd im way too scared to weigh myself im probably gonna be retaining water to an obese bmi tomorrow fml


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Posted 10 May 2016 - 05:27 PM

I just binged for the second day in a row and right now my pain is building up to an unbearable level. What is wrong with me?? How could I do this to myself?:( I feel so disgusting and I don't know howto cope or make things better


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Posted 10 May 2016 - 05:32 PM

I "binged" in 10 mins 2 donuts and 2 lines of chocolate. My goal was to have 600 claories, but that's only what I had from binging. Now let's count the 200 cal of before and the 150 cal of dinner (my parents forced me). That would be 950 cal. BUT NOOO I had to drink Ice Tea and end up with 1200 cals. I doubled what my goal and I feel so ashamed
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Posted 10 May 2016 - 05:35 PM

Bless this thread

 

ye ye today I was supposed to be eating nothing and I have a rule that I don't eat until at least 4pm. Well it's 10.30 and I came home from my appt at the ED clinic and ate like 6 carrot sticks with hummus. Probably 100-200 calories, but because I ate so early it means I'll be hungry all damn day now

 

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