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#61 weeds are flowers too

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Posted 11 May 2016 - 10:28 AM

I got some terrible news today, so I had a slice of quiche and gummies for dinner (550 calories). I'm trying to calm down with some green tea but it's been such an awful day.  :(

Do you mind sharing? Im sorry you had a terrible day... :/


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Posted 11 May 2016 - 10:29 AM

I love this thread. I kinda hope I don't have to use it for a while though. My anxiety is so bad but I am restricting pretty well because of it :s

what are you anxious about? D:


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Posted 11 May 2016 - 10:30 AM

This isn't a "binge" but I ate a sweet potato on Monday which is usually super safe and like my go-to if I don't know what else to eat and it left me too full and gross feeling for some reason.. And then I panicked feeling like I did binge so I walked around my neighborhood for like 2 hours trying to burn it all off.. so now they're unsafe and I'm terrified of even seeing them. I wanted to cry when I saw them on sale at a grocery store yesterday.


Where is the logic????

(Ps does anyone have any suggestions for a filling and yummy veggie I can eat in place of my ex beloved sweet 'tatoes now?)


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Posted 11 May 2016 - 10:32 AM

Yesterday I had
2x serving of oatmeal
Half pack of Oreos
Half a bag of spicy jalapeno pita chips
Bagel with peanut butter
A huge bowel of cereal
A bit of pasta
A pack of raspberries
A cucumber
2 apples

Please just shoot me I feel so sick today, I'm bloated with gas, diarrhea and my abdomen keeps tensing up and cramping

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Posted 11 May 2016 - 10:32 AM

I ate a cup of gorilla munch with half a cup of soy milk for breakfast instead of the f**king orange I had planned fml :wacko: The only bright side is I'm able to fit it into my cal and fat limit....still feel guilty though. 

I hate breaking my plans like that. even if the other choice is almost as healthy as the original. still makes me feel like im slacking off or being lazy...or just frankly not in control of myself.


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Posted 11 May 2016 - 10:33 AM

Yesterday I had
2x serving of oatmeal
Half pack of Oreos
Half a bag of spicy jalapeno pita chips
Bagel with peanut butter
A huge bowel of cereal
A bit of pasta
A pack of raspberries
A cucumber
2 apples

Please just shoot me I feel so sick today, I'm bloated with gas, diarrhea and my abdomen keeps tensing up and cramping

kinda gross...lol but whenever i get those symptoms im kind of grateful. Usually means ive done well up to that point, because my body cant tolerate so much food..and i also kind of hope because its freaking out so much that it doesnt digest as much :P so...idk ... theres some hope :)


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Posted 11 May 2016 - 10:38 AM

I was going to do a juice and tea fast but I went and ate like 3 servings of sushi rice with ginger sauce and two servings of cereal before that :/
I dont even want to know the calories, it will make me feel worse

I punished myself though, and will fast tomorrow and the day after to make up for losing control and stuffing my ugly face.
 

Im sorry you were in such distress:/   <3 be safe,itll be ok!

 

I am so mad at myself! I basically binged like 3-4 days in a row and gained back 5 pounds. Just today I ate a stack of crackers, some gummy worms, 3 pieces of pizza, 4 mini cupcakes, and a ice cream cone! It was even worse yesterday. I'm gonna fast for 5 days or more and try hard to stick to that. 

 

My goal by a week or two is 120 lbs

 

Right now im 135lbs :(

be carreful! becuase of your username I will assume you are a parent? Just like me! Its important that we try our best to remain functional for our children...and a 5 day fast could make that really hard you know? Not only that, but I personally avoid fasting for long periods of time becuase it makes me more liable to just eat it all back the next week (as thats what happened last time) so maybe consider restriction some of the days? it might help :) sorry...if thats too opinionated!


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Posted 11 May 2016 - 10:41 AM

My most recent "binge" (Friday) was two slices (56cal each) bread with Nutella (2tsp each) and two more tbsp of Nutella from the jar. My dietician at my meeting today was like "that's not a binge that a normal persons snack" but it was still enough for me to freak out and purge. I hate losing control.
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Posted 11 May 2016 - 10:54 AM


This topic's purpose isn't here to invalidate you. Anorexia is just a different illness. Speaking from experience as I used to be bulimic, I understand how draining and deeply upsetting a "true binge" is. So please believe me when I say that I feel honestly just as suicidal and guilty and out of control just eating anything unplanned. My perception of life as a whole is distorted so what might seem laughably small to you might feel like a huge binge to me.

This is just a topic that was created where we are allowed to share our guilt over the smaller but still deeply upsetting moments. See it like if we didn't talk about it here, we might end up talking about it in the big binge topics which tbh I can see would piss people off even more.
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Posted 11 May 2016 - 11:03 AM

what are you anxious about? D:


Ugh idek where to begin haha I'm just in a constant battle with my own thoughts :/
Love you mpa, thanks for everything ♡

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Posted 11 May 2016 - 11:10 AM

Guess who's back on this topic ? Ate 2100 calories today. F*ck off.


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Posted 11 May 2016 - 11:32 AM

I ate a cup of yellow rice, a quest bar, two banana mug cakes (200kcal), a huge box of strawberries, a cup of beef mince, a milkshake and an ENTIRE head of cauliflower. In one sitting.



Fuck my life
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Posted 11 May 2016 - 11:42 AM

Binged on tacos and cereal and peanut butter whyyyy

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Posted 11 May 2016 - 11:42 AM

A "normal" dinner and desert after... I feel horrible

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Posted 11 May 2016 - 11:43 AM

Dessert not desert lol

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Posted 11 May 2016 - 12:12 PM

had a really bad binge last night... a huge bowl of pasta, tons of popcorn, oatmeal, a granola bar, two pieces of cake and sushi. ran until i burned 1000 calories but wish i could have run more...


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Posted 11 May 2016 - 12:35 PM

Went from 0 to 750 cals in about 15 minutes.

2 bags of chips

Brown rice with margarine

3 string cheeses




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Posted 11 May 2016 - 12:51 PM

Love this!
This was this last weekend but I'm still furious with myself so maybe this will help (and this was after a PERFECT WEEK):

Friday during the day was perfect, then:
Vodka
Several slices of pizza
Cheesy bread

Next day:
soup and sandwich and froyo from Zoup and Orange Leaf
Steak and Kraft deluxe macaroni and cheese

Next day:
Smoked pork and a buttered pretzel bun, made at home.
Denny's waffle slam

Didn't weigh myself until today...up 2.2 lbs and I totally deserve it :/

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Posted 11 May 2016 - 12:57 PM

A "normal" dinner and desert after... I feel horrible

 

So...you're the one that ate dat fuckin Sahara ! Screw you.

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Posted 11 May 2016 - 01:04 PM

800 cal bar of aero chocolate
3 kitkats (the four piece kind)
Tube of chocolate oreos
Around 1000 cal of pasta
Bread roll
Protein bar

Go big or go home i guess, fml though
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