Needing to roar.
I am the mother of 4 boys. I had my oldest 2 really young, and my youngest 2 recent. All boys... Growing hungry boys.
I also have a culinary degree with emphasis on desserts. I taught myself that food is only worth swallowing if its really really good. Otherwise its simply not worth swallowing. My family has been accustomed to this. So they expect gourmet dinners every night or at least every other night. They're happy with mac and cheese or pizza don't get me wrong. But there are too many nights where I just dont want to eat at all and content with that fact. But I just cant not make food at all ( I know double negative) so every night is an internal battle with myself as I prepare this great dinner I want to eat yet at the same time want to run away from it.
Is there anyone else out there going through the same battle?
I've been able to hide my friend ed and ana from my husband and kids, there's no suspicions there. I've been struggling with it since highschool so it's a huge feat for me. As my oldest boys continue to grow and demand more food, I fear I might slip from carelessness.