Posted 15 December 2016 - 01:10 AM
God, I used to have a serious addiction to chewing and spitting. I got acid reflux and had to go to to a doctor because they thought I might have had an ulcer. This habit ultimately led to bulimia for me because I just started saying "fuck it" and swallowing the food and throwing it up out of regret/fear of weight gain.
5'3.5" | 26 years old | Vegan
Diagnosed with anorexia at age 16, bulimia at 18, recovered a few years, now losing weight again.
Trying to stick to restricting, but I have (too many) days of "normal" eating, overeating, binging & purging
that I need to stop.
HW: 174 (age 13)
LW: 106 (age 16)
(Recovery ages 16-21, ballooned to almost 160, got back down to 120s)
MPA SW: 125
(got down to 121 & then gained to ~150 fml)
CW: in the 150s, too scared to check
GW 1: 140 | GW 2: 135
GW 3: 130 | GW 4: 125
GW 5: 120
UGW (for now): 115
Dream weight: 95-98
I want to walk in the snow and not leave a footprint.
I also struggle with (diagnosed): Depression, Bipolar type II, anxiety, OCD, ADD, alcoholism.
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