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#81 chinese x barbie

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Posted 22 December 2016 - 05:51 PM

i havent done it in so long and i tried to stop but i did it again all of a sudden today...all because i was too fucking scared to ingest a dinner roll.

 

now i feel so ashamed and my room smells gross fuck fuck fuck what if i start doing it a lot again i hated that time of my life


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Posted 22 December 2016 - 06:33 PM

i've been fasting a lot so I'm probably going to c/s anything I eat so I'm still (sort of, will probably ingest a small amount of calories) fasting. is it fucked up i'm excited? it has just worked really well for me and I feel like I'll be able to indulge in my cravings and still lose a ton of weight :/

 

Good luck! Just be careful with what you C/S and you should be sweet!


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Posted 22 December 2016 - 09:25 PM

that feeling when you're trying to run to the bathroom with a mouth full of food to spit out and your boyfriend tries to strike up a conversation #justedthings


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Posted 23 December 2016 - 09:46 AM

I love to chew and spit cereal, but I always swallowed the milk. I started putting my cereal in water instead 😷

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Posted 23 December 2016 - 11:28 PM

I love to chew and spit cereal, but I always swallowed the milk. I started putting my cereal in water instead

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cereal in water sounds really nasty. when I c/s cereal I just do it dry. also gross but at least it's not soggy?


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Posted 26 December 2016 - 04:57 AM

Reaching out because I feel really lonely with this weird disorder. I feel like a freak.


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Posted 26 December 2016 - 05:07 AM

Reaching out because I feel really lonely with this weird disorder. I feel like a freak.

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Posted 26 December 2016 - 11:47 AM

I just had a session <3 sooo goood. I had some chocolate and rum yule log I made myself but never got to try. Omg it was sooo good. It made me feel much better. I also c/s some cookies.


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Posted 29 December 2016 - 12:00 AM

You know what's stupid, I had been in recovery for a few years but still c/s maybe once a week or so, up to multiple times a day if I was craving or feeling out of control, and it literally only just occurred to me that it's disordered when I saw these threads! 


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Posted 29 December 2016 - 04:25 AM

Tbh when people say it's disordered, they bring up how your body prepares itself to digest food and how chewing triggers that... Then they have a piece of gum.


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HEIGHT: 173 CM

HW: 90 kg
CW: 54 kg and definitely not proud.

GW1: 52 kg

UGW: 50 kg. Or 0, I might go for that.

Say something mean  to me, I promise I won't get mad. Unless you tell me to go vegan.

 


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Posted 30 December 2016 - 01:43 PM

I did it once with rice but it smelled sooo bad I got sick so I just prefer to not eat it
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Posted 30 December 2016 - 01:46 PM

I did it once with rice but it smelled sooo bad I got sick so I just prefer to not eat it

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Posted 30 December 2016 - 02:23 PM

Tbh when people say it's disordered, they bring up how your body prepares itself to digest food and how chewing triggers that... Then they have a piece of gum.


i thought that, but maybe because people c/s for longer periods of time than a person would chew gum it has more of a negative effect?? idk though


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Posted 30 December 2016 - 02:55 PM

One can keep on chewing gum for 20, 30 even 50 minutes. A c/s session usually lasts shorter for me.


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Hey there, just wanted to tell you I'm VEGAN (no im not)

HEIGHT: 173 CM

HW: 90 kg
CW: 54 kg and definitely not proud.

GW1: 52 kg

UGW: 50 kg. Or 0, I might go for that.

Say something mean  to me, I promise I won't get mad. Unless you tell me to go vegan.

 


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Posted 30 December 2016 - 02:59 PM

One can keep on chewing gum for 20, 30 even 50 minutes. A c/s session usually lasts shorter for me.


mine can last for more than an hour! i guess it just depends


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Posted 31 December 2016 - 02:28 PM

I'VE FOUND MY PEOPLE.

I've been doing this for about 3 years it's sooo addictive... I haven't as much recently because i've been restricting but when the binge urges come i'm c/s all the way. And then I purge after just to be safe. I had a phase where I was buying binge amount of foods and doing it pretty much every day or every second day. Got expensive....


Okay, serious question: how much comes up when you purge after c/s?? And when you c/s, is it a binge, a regular meal, or just a couple bites? I c/s small meals or snacks, and I'm always careful to spit everything out, but I still wonder if I'm ingesting more than I realize. Would love to know if you've found that to be the case!

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Posted 31 December 2016 - 02:37 PM

Some say that you absorb some calories from the carbs in food that get broken down into sugars through an enzyme found in saliva. I personally have never considered this a problem. Say, how much can you have from that? No more than 20 calories depending on what you eat. As for the fat content in foods, I once did an experiment and prior, during and after the session took 1 dosage of Xenical to see if any fat is being absorbed. Nothing came out. Ofcourse, carbs are more finicky. But I still don't take them seriously when having a c/s session.

 

However, foods that are known to be carby are the easiest to c/s. One can spit bread into a paper towel, same goes for cakes and cookies depending on how moist and bread-like they are. Dense cakes like a pound cake are good imo. But anything works really, if you are determined enough to do it.


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Hey there, just wanted to tell you I'm VEGAN (no im not)

HEIGHT: 173 CM

HW: 90 kg
CW: 54 kg and definitely not proud.

GW1: 52 kg

UGW: 50 kg. Or 0, I might go for that.

Say something mean  to me, I promise I won't get mad. Unless you tell me to go vegan.

 


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Posted 31 December 2016 - 02:37 PM

sometimes I try to stuff my mouth as full of calorific food as possible and guess how many calories are on the edge of being ingested before I spit it all out and rinse my mouth. it gives me a high, I swear.


This is so me. I never take big bites when I'm actually eating. But when I c/s, I literally cram as much food into my mouth as it can possibly hold. I don't know if it's because I'm trying to get through the food as fast as possible, or because it tastes so good, or because it's harder to swallow a giant mouthful. Whatever the reason, I feel like a feral animal when I'm doing it, like I've reverted to some form of primative being. And when it's all over, and the food is sealed up in a bag, and I can finally breathe normally again, I have the deepest sense of calm. It's almost like a sedative kicking in.
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Posted 31 December 2016 - 05:58 PM

My family insisting on restaurants this week and having to c/s like I'm doing some undercover espionage! I honestly do not even trust food that I haven't seen the packaging to myself lol


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Posted 01 January 2017 - 01:13 PM

C/S is so addictive for me so I try to only c/s when I feel a huge urge to b/p or have a small sample of food that I cannot resist but know I will feel guilty for eating afterwards (like at restaurants and stuff) but I really want to just not eat.





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