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#5741 milkbiscuits

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Posted 05 May 2021 - 05:44 AM

Name: L
Age: 17
Gender: M
Height: 4'10
Starting Weight: 139.8
Current Goal weight: 100
Ultimate Goal weight: 87
Lowest weight: 114.4
Highest weight: 140.2
Favorite Diet food: Watermelon
Favorite Binge Food: Anything with bread or biscuits
Favorite exercise: Running
Does anyone know? Nope
What makes you slip up? Anxiety
When did it start? Around 9yrs old
What do you see when you look in the mirror? All sorts of weird shit
Is it for attention? No
Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends? Fat
Are you depressed: No

HAVE YOU EVER:
[x] Tried to commit suicide
[x] Cut yourself
[x] Ever been to a psychologist
[x] Lost weight
[x] Gained weight
[]Drank
[] Smoked
[] Taken drugs
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily.
[x] Fasted
[x] Skipped a meal
[] Chew and spit
[] B/P

SEXUALITY:
[]Bi
[]Lesbian
[x]Gay
[] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler
[] I’ve kissed in the rain
[] I’ve hugged a stranger
[] I have kissed a stranger

I’VE DONE:
[] Weed
[] Cigarettes
[] Alcohol
[] Diet pills
[] Pain killers
[]Sleeping pills
[]Anti-depressants/Mood supporters
[] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[] Mushrooms
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[] Other Oxys and nuerontin

Currently:
[] anorexic
[x] ednos
[]bulimic
[] living off laxative/diet pills
[] hungry
[x] thirsty
[] drinking something
[] Under 40kg
[x] fasting/starving myself

People:
[] have asked if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] have called me fat
[] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] forced me to eat
[x]say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more

I wish:
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 100 lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[] I was pretty

I love:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[x] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[] coffee
[] green tea
[]diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

Appearance:
[x] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly
[x] I have scars
[] I wish my hair was a different color
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[x] I have/had braces
[] I wear glasses/contacts
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[] I have more than 2 piercings
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[] I have freckles

Family:
[] I have a sibling at least 18 years older then me.
[] I’ve sworn at my parents
[x] I’ve run away from home
[] I’ve been kicked out of the house
[x] My biological parents are together
[] I have a sibling less than one year old
[] I want to have kids someday
[] I’ve had children
[] I’ve lost a child/baby
[] I can’t have children

Relationships:
[x] I’m single
[] I’m in a relationship
[] I’m engaged
[] I’m married
[] I’ve gone on a blind date
[] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper
[] I miss someone right now
[] I have a fear of abandonment
[] I’ve cheated in a relationship
[] I’ve gotten divorced
[] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
[] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
[] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
[] I’ve kept something from a past relationship

Bad Times:
[] I’ve consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink
[] I can’t swallow pills
[] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water
[x] I have been diagnosed with depression
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset
[] I take anti-depressants
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have ednos
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose
[x] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve fallen asleep crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me
[] I’m at my thinnest
[] I’m at my biggest
[] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[x] I hate compliments
[x] I want to tell people to “stop lying” when they compliment me
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[x] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[x] I’ve spit food out
[x] I’ve fasted
[] I’ve taken diet pills
[] I’ve used laxatives
[x] I’ve purged
[x] I exercise
[x] I exercise so I can eat
[x] I work out secretly
[] I work out daily
[] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

Habits:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I count calories
[x] I’ve had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[x] I love food
[] I want to be this way
[x] I don’t want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] losing weight is my top priority
[] I am in treatment
[x] I’m doing this for me


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Gw 1: 120

Gw 2: 115

Gw 3: 110

Gw 4: 105

Gw 5: 100

Gw 6: 95 Gw 7: 90

Height : 4'10

♦️ Ugw : 86 ♦️

 

Maintain Between 86 - 91 

 

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#5742 Elf Arwen

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Posted 05 May 2021 - 06:10 PM

Name: 
Age: 24
Gender: F
Height: 157
Starting Weight: 45
Current Goal weight: 37
Ultimate Goal weight: 35
Lowest weight: 37.1
Highest weight: 50
Favorite Diet food: veggies
Favorite Binge Food: chocolate 
Favorite exercise: walking
Does anyone know? yes
What makes you slip up? im a failure
When did it start? 10 yrs ago
What do you see when you look in the mirror? fat pig
Is it for attention? yeh
Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends? thin
Are you depressed: yes

HAVE YOU EVER:
[x] Tried to commit suicide
[x] Cut yourself
[x] Ever been to a psychologist
[x] Lost weight
[x] Gained weight
[x]Drank
[x] Smoked
[x] Taken drugs
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily.
[x] Fasted
[x] Skipped a meal
[x] Chew and spit
[x] B/P

SEXUALITY:
[]Bi
[]Lesbian
[]Gay
[x] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler
[x] I’ve kissed in the rain
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger
[x] I have kissed a stranger

I’VE DONE:
[x] Weed
[x] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[x] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[x]Sleeping pills
[x]Anti-depressants/Mood supporters
[] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[] Mushrooms
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[] Other Oxys and nuerontin

Currently:
[] anorexic
[x] ednos
[]bulimic
[] living off laxative/diet pills
[] hungry
[] thirsty
[] drinking something
[x] Under 40kg
[x] fasting/starving myself

People:
[x] have asked if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] forced me to eat
[x]say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more

I wish:
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[] I was under 100 lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty

I love:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] coffee
[] green tea
[]diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

Appearance:
[x] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly
[x] I have scars
[x] I wish my hair was a different color
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[x] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[x] I have/had braces
[x] I wear glasses/contacts
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[x] I have more than 2 piercings
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[] I have freckles

Family:
[x] I have a sibling at least 18 years older then me.
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents
[x I’ve run away from home
[x] I’ve been kicked out of the house
[] My biological parents are together

[] I have a sibling less than one year old
[x] I want to have kids someday
[] I’ve had children
[] I’ve lost a child/baby
[] I can’t have children

Relationships:
[] I’m single
[x] I’m in a relationship
[] I’m engaged
[] I’m married
[] I’ve gone on a blind date
[] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper
[x] I miss someone right now
[x] I have a fear of abandonment
[] I’ve cheated in a relationship
[] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
[] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
[] I’ve kept something from a past relationship

Bad Times:
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink
[] I can’t swallow pills
[] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water
[x] I have been diagnosed with depression
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset
[x] I take anti-depressants
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have ednos
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose
[x] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve fallen asleep crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me
[] I’m at my thinnest
[] I’m at my biggest
[] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[] I hate compliments
[x] I want to tell people to “stop lying” when they compliment me
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[x] I’ve spit food out
[x] I’ve fasted
[] I’ve taken diet pills
[x] I’ve used laxatives
[x] I’ve purged
[] I exercise
[x] I exercise so I can eat
[] I work out secretly
[] I work out daily
[x] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

Habits:
[] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I count calories
[x] I’ve had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[x] I love food
[x] I want to be this way
[x] I don’t want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] losing weight is my top priority
[] I am in treatment
[x] I’m doing this for me

 

 


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height: 159cm

cw: FAT

ugw: 37kg


#5743 Elf Arwen

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Posted 05 May 2021 - 06:10 PM

Name: 
Age: 24
Gender: F
Height: 157
Starting Weight: 45
Current Goal weight: 37
Ultimate Goal weight: 35
Lowest weight: 37.1
Highest weight: 50
Favorite Diet food: veggies
Favorite Binge Food: chocolate 
Favorite exercise: walking
Does anyone know? yes
What makes you slip up? im a failure
When did it start? 10 yrs ago
What do you see when you look in the mirror? fat pig
Is it for attention? yeh
Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends? thin
Are you depressed: yes

HAVE YOU EVER:
[x] Tried to commit suicide
[x] Cut yourself
[x] Ever been to a psychologist
[x] Lost weight
[x] Gained weight
[x]Drank
[x] Smoked
[x] Taken drugs
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily.
[x] Fasted
[x] Skipped a meal
[x] Chew and spit
[x] B/P

SEXUALITY:
[]Bi
[]Lesbian
[]Gay
[x] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler
[x] I’ve kissed in the rain
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger
[x] I have kissed a stranger

I’VE DONE:
[x] Weed
[x] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[x] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[x]Sleeping pills
[x]Anti-depressants/Mood supporters
[] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[] Mushrooms
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[] Other Oxys and nuerontin

Currently:
[] anorexic
[x] ednos
[]bulimic
[] living off laxative/diet pills
[] hungry
[] thirsty
[] drinking something
[x] Under 40kg
[x] fasting/starving myself

People:
[x] have asked if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] forced me to eat
[x]say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more

I wish:
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[] I was under 100 lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty

I love:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] coffee
[] green tea
[]diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

Appearance:
[x] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly
[x] I have scars
[x] I wish my hair was a different color
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[x] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[x] I have/had braces
[x] I wear glasses/contacts
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[x] I have more than 2 piercings
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[] I have freckles

Family:
[x] I have a sibling at least 18 years older then me.
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents
[x I’ve run away from home
[x] I’ve been kicked out of the house
[] My biological parents are together

[] I have a sibling less than one year old
[x] I want to have kids someday
[] I’ve had children
[] I’ve lost a child/baby
[] I can’t have children

Relationships:
[] I’m single
[x] I’m in a relationship
[] I’m engaged
[] I’m married
[] I’ve gone on a blind date
[] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper
[x] I miss someone right now
[x] I have a fear of abandonment
[] I’ve cheated in a relationship
[] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
[] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
[] I’ve kept something from a past relationship

Bad Times:
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink
[] I can’t swallow pills
[] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water
[x] I have been diagnosed with depression
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset
[x] I take anti-depressants
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have ednos
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose
[x] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve fallen asleep crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me
[] I’m at my thinnest
[] I’m at my biggest
[] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[] I hate compliments
[x] I want to tell people to “stop lying” when they compliment me
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[x] I’ve spit food out
[x] I’ve fasted
[] I’ve taken diet pills
[x] I’ve used laxatives
[x] I’ve purged
[] I exercise
[x] I exercise so I can eat
[] I work out secretly
[] I work out daily
[x] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

Habits:
[] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I count calories
[x] I’ve had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[x] I love food
[x] I want to be this way
[x] I don’t want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] losing weight is my top priority
[] I am in treatment
[x] I’m doing this for me

 

 


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height: 159cm

cw: FAT

ugw: 37kg


#5744 catastrovskaya

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Posted 07 May 2021 - 01:04 AM

Name: M

Age: 30

Gender: F
Height: 177cm
Starting Weight: ?? 
Current Goal weight: 55kg
Ultimate Goal weight: 50kg
Lowest weight: 58kg
Highest weight: 98kg
Favorite Diet food: strawberries, radishes, cucumber, pickles, cabbage salad, low cal yoghurt, oatmeal, coffee with some milk
Favorite Binge Food: Cookies, PB, Nougat
Favorite exercise: Running, climbing, walking/hiking, at home workouts, yoga, riding the bicycle, swimming :) just all the things haha
Does anyone know? Basically everyone my age or under; I somehow don't tell ppl above 50 y/o, I imagine they can't understand and will just try to feed me needlessly
What makes you slip up? Feeling out of control, feeling to fat, not moving enough
When did it start? 3 or 4 years ago
What do you see when you look in the mirror? "I have the fucking frame of a ballerina, why didn't my mother force me to do ballet tbh" and "Jeez, I need to lose more weight" and just BONES sticking out at all the places lol
Is it for attention? No
Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends? Thin
Are you depressed? Not atm

HAVE YOU EVER:
[ ] Tried to commit suicide
[ ] Cut yourself
[ ] Ever been to a psychologist
[x] Lost weight
[x] Gained weight
[x]Drank
[x] Smoked
[x] Taken drugs
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily.
[x] Fasted
[x] Skipped a meal
[] Chew and spit
[] B/P

SEXUALITY:
[x]Bi
[]Lesbian
[]Gay
[x] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler
[] I’ve kissed in the rain
[] I’ve hugged a stranger
[x] I have kissed a stranger

I’VE DONE:
[x] Weed
[x] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[] Diet pills
[] Pain killers
[]Sleeping pills
[]Anti-depressants/Mood supporters
[x] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[] Mushrooms
[] Speed
[x] Cocaine
[] Other Oxys and nuerontin

Currently:
[x] anorexic
[] ednos
[]bulimic
[] living off laxative/diet pills
[] hungry
[] thirsty
[] drinking something
[] Under 40kg
[] fasting/starving myself

People:
[x] have asked if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[] spread rumors about me
[x] forced me to eat
[x]say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more

I wish:
[] I was THIN
[] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[] I was under 100 lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[] I could hide what I am
[] I wasn’t fat
[] I was pretty

I love:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] coffee
[] green tea
[]diet pills
[] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

Appearance:
[] I am shorter than 5’4
[] I think I’m ugly
[x] I have scars
[x] I wish my hair was a different color
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[] I have/had braces
[x] I wear glasses/contacts
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[] I have more than 2 piercings
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[] I have freckles

Family:
[] I have a sibling at least 18 years older then me.
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents
[] I’ve run away from home
[] I’ve been kicked out of the house
[x] My biological parents are together
[] I have a sibling less than one year old
[] I want to have kids someday
[] I’ve had children
[] I’ve lost a child/baby
[] I can’t have children

Relationships:
[] I’m single
[x] I’m in a relationship
[] I’m engaged
[] I’m married
[] I’ve gone on a blind date
[] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper
[x] I miss someone right now
[x] I have a fear of abandonment
[] I’ve cheated in a relationship
[] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship

Bad Times:
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink
[] I can’t swallow pills
[] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water
[] I have been diagnosed with depression
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset
[] I take anti-depressants
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have ednos
[] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose
[] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve fallen asleep crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me
[x] I’m at my thinnest
[] I’m at my biggest
[x] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[] I hate compliments
[] I want to tell people to “stop lying” when they compliment me
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[x] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[] I’ve spit food out
[x] I’ve fasted
[] I’ve taken diet pills
[] I’ve used laxatives
[] I’ve purged
[x] I exercise
[x] I exercise so I can eat
[] I work out secretly
[] I work out daily
[] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

Habits:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I count calories
[] I’ve had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[] I hate food
[x] I love food
[] I want to be this way
[x] I don’t want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[] losing weight is my top priority
[] I am in treatment
[x] I’m doing this for me


forbidden candy. forbidden candy everywhere.


#5745 justmeandmyed

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Posted 09 May 2021 - 09:17 AM

Name: L
Age: 20
Gender: F
Height: 5’5
Starting Weight: 70kg
Current Goal weight: 60kg
Ultimate Goal weight: 55kg
Lowest weight: 48kg
Highest weight: 78kg
Favorite Diet food: broccoli
Favorite Binge Food: chips and dip
Favorite exercise: cycling
Does anyone know? no
What makes you slip up? loneliness, lack of social life
When did it start? when i was 17
What do you see when you look in the mirror? too big
Is it for attention? no
Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends? moderate
Are you depressed: yeah

HAVE YOU EVER:
[] Tried to commit suicide
[x] Cut yourself
[x] Ever been to a psychologist
[x] Lost weight
[x] Gained weight
[x]Drank
[x] Smoked
[x] Taken drugs
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily.
[x] Fasted
[x] Skipped a meal
[x] Chew and spit
[x] B/P

SEXUALITY:
[]Bi
[]Lesbian
[]Gay
[] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler
[] I’ve kissed in the rain
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger
[] I have kissed a stranger

I’VE DONE:
[x] Weed
[x] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[]Sleeping pills
[]Anti-depressants/Mood supporters
[] Ecstasy
[x] LSD
[x] Mushrooms
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[] Other Oxys and nuerontin

Currently:
[] anorexic
[x] ednos
[]bulimic
[] living off laxative/diet pills
[] hungry
[x] thirsty
[] drinking something
[] Under 40kg
[] fasting/starving myself

People:
[x] have asked if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[] spread rumors about me
[] forced me to eat
[x]say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more

I wish:
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 100 lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty

I love:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] coffee
[x] green tea
[]diet pills
[] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

Appearance:
[] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly
[x] I have scars
[] I wish my hair was a different color
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[x] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[] I have/had braces
[] I wear glasses/contacts
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[x] I have more than 2 piercings
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[] I have freckles

Family:
[] I have a sibling at least 18 years older then me.
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents
[x] I’ve run away from home
[] I’ve been kicked out of the house
[] My biological parents are together
[] I have a sibling less than one year old
[] I want to have kids someday
[] I’ve had children
[] I’ve lost a child/baby
[] I can’t have children

Relationships:
[x] I’m single
[] I’m in a relationship
[] I’m engaged
[] I’m married
[] I’ve gone on a blind date
[] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper
[x] I miss someone right now
[x] I have a fear of abandonment
[] I’ve cheated in a relationship
[] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
[] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
[] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship

Bad Times:
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink
[] I can’t swallow pills
[] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water
[] I have been diagnosed with depression
[] I shut others out when I’m upset
[] I take anti-depressants
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have ednos
[] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose
[x] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve fallen asleep crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me
[] I’m at my thinnest
[] I’m at my biggest
[] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[] I hate compliments
[] I want to tell people to “stop lying” when they compliment me
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[x] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[x] I’ve spit food out
[x] I’ve fasted
[] I’ve taken diet pills
[x] I’ve used laxatives
[x] I’ve purged
[] I exercise
[] I exercise so I can eat
[] I work out secretly
[] I work out daily
[x] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

Habits:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[] I count calories
[x] I’ve had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[x] I love food
[] I want to be this way
[x] I don’t want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] losing weight is my top priority
[] I am in treatment
[x] I’m doing this for me

#5746 akilemon

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Posted 10 May 2021 - 05:34 PM

Name: Aki
Age: 20s
Gender: Female
Height: 5’9”
Starting Weight: 215 lbs
Current Goal weight: 168 lbs
Ultimate Goal weight: 125 lbs
Lowest weight: 173.9 lbs
Highest weight: 215 lbs
Favorite Diet food: Strawberries, apples, protein shakes, Cherry Vanilla Coke Zero
Favorite Binge Food: Snack cakes, ice cream, cheesecake
Favorite exercise: Dancing, yoga, walking
Does anyone know?: Yes and no? A few people know I have a history but not that I’m actively disordered
What makes you slip up?: stress from life. Feeling like I’m not enough.
When did it start?: around 10-11
What do you see when you look in the mirror?: gross
Is it for attention?: kind of? I live off of the approval of others tbh. I’d love to be seen as hot. But also, I just want to feel good abt myself too
Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends: What friends?
Are you depressed?: oh yeah

HAVE YOU EVER:
[x] Tried to commit suicide
[x] Cut yourself
[x] Ever been to a psychologist
[x] Lost weight
[x] Gained weight
[x] Drank
[x] Smoked
[x] Taken drugs
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[x] Fasted
[x] Skipped a meal
[x] Chew and spit
[x] B/P

SEXUALITY:
[] Bi
[x] Lesbian
[] Gay
[x] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler
[] I’ve kissed in the rain
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger
[x]I have kissed a stranger

I’VE DONE:
[x] Weed
[x] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[x] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[x] Sleeping pills
[x]Anti-depressants/Mood supporters
[] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[x] Mushrooms (Would LOVE to do them again)
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[x] Other

Currently:
[] anorexic
[x] ednos
[] bulimic
[] living off laxative/diet pills
[x] hungry
[x] thirsty
[x] drinking something
[] Under 40kg
[x] fasting/starving myself

People:
[x] have asked if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] forced me to eat
[x] say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more

I wish:
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 100 lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty

I love:
[] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] coffee
[x] green tea
[x] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

Appearance:
[] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly
[x] I have scars
[x] I wish my hair was a different color (Kind of? I wouldn’t mind if it was pink again but maintaining it is ughhhh)
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[] I have/had braces
[x] I wear glasses/contacts
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[] I have more than 2 piercings
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[x] I have freckles

Family:
[] I have a sibling at least 18 years older then me.
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents
[] I’ve run away from home
[x] I’ve been kicked out of the house
[] My biological parents are together
[] I have a sibling less than one year old
[] I want to have kids someday
[] I’ve had children
[] I’ve lost a child/baby
[] I can’t have children

Relationships:
[] I’m single
[x] I’m in a relationship
[] I’m engaged
[] I’m married
[] I’ve gone on a blind date
[] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper
[x] I miss someone right now
[x] I have a fear of abandonment
[] I’ve cheated in a relationship
[] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship

Bad Times:
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink
[] I can’t swallow pills
[x] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water
[x] I have been diagnosed with depression
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset
[] I take anti-depressants
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have ednos
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose
[] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve fallen asleep crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me
[] I’m at my thinnest
[] I’m at my biggest
[] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[] I hate compliments
[x] I want to tell people to “stop lying” when they compliment me
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[x] I’ve spit food out
[x] I’ve fasted
[x] I’ve taken diet pills
[x] I’ve used laxatives
[x] I’ve purged
[x] I exercise
[x] I exercise so I can eat
[] I work out secretly
[] I work out daily
[x] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

Habits:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I count calories
[x] I’ve had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[] I hate food
[x] I love food
[] I want to be this way
[x] I don’t want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] losing weight is my top priority
[] I am in treatment
[x] I’m doing this for me

#5747 akilemon

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Posted 10 May 2021 - 05:34 PM

Name: Aki
Age: 20s
Gender: Female
Height: 5’9”
Starting Weight: 215 lbs
Current Goal weight: 168 lbs
Ultimate Goal weight: 125 lbs
Lowest weight: 173.9 lbs
Highest weight: 215 lbs
Favorite Diet food: Strawberries, apples, protein shakes, Cherry Vanilla Coke Zero
Favorite Binge Food: Snack cakes, ice cream, cheesecake
Favorite exercise: Dancing, yoga, walking
Does anyone know?: Yes and no? A few people know I have a history but not that I’m actively disordered
What makes you slip up?: stress from life. Feeling like I’m not enough.
When did it start?: around 10-11
What do you see when you look in the mirror?: gross
Is it for attention?: kind of? I live off of the approval of others tbh. I’d love to be seen as hot. But also, I just want to feel good abt myself too
Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends: What friends?
Are you depressed?: oh yeah

HAVE YOU EVER:
[x] Tried to commit suicide
[x] Cut yourself
[x] Ever been to a psychologist
[x] Lost weight
[x] Gained weight
[x] Drank
[x] Smoked
[x] Taken drugs
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[x] Fasted
[x] Skipped a meal
[x] Chew and spit
[x] B/P

SEXUALITY:
[] Bi
[x] Lesbian
[] Gay
[x] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler
[] I’ve kissed in the rain
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger
[x]I have kissed a stranger

I’VE DONE:
[x] Weed
[x] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[x] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[x] Sleeping pills
[x]Anti-depressants/Mood supporters
[] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[x] Mushrooms (Would LOVE to do them again)
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[x] Other

Currently:
[] anorexic
[x] ednos
[] bulimic
[] living off laxative/diet pills
[x] hungry
[x] thirsty
[x] drinking something
[] Under 40kg
[x] fasting/starving myself

People:
[x] have asked if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] forced me to eat
[x] say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more

I wish:
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 100 lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty

I love:
[] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] coffee
[x] green tea
[x] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

Appearance:
[] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly
[x] I have scars
[x] I wish my hair was a different color (Kind of? I wouldn’t mind if it was pink again but maintaining it is ughhhh)
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[] I have/had braces
[x] I wear glasses/contacts
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[] I have more than 2 piercings
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[x] I have freckles

Family:
[] I have a sibling at least 18 years older then me.
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents
[] I’ve run away from home
[x] I’ve been kicked out of the house
[] My biological parents are together
[] I have a sibling less than one year old
[] I want to have kids someday
[] I’ve had children
[] I’ve lost a child/baby
[] I can’t have children

Relationships:
[] I’m single
[x] I’m in a relationship
[] I’m engaged
[] I’m married
[] I’ve gone on a blind date
[] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper
[x] I miss someone right now
[x] I have a fear of abandonment
[] I’ve cheated in a relationship
[] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship

Bad Times:
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink
[] I can’t swallow pills
[x] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water
[x] I have been diagnosed with depression
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset
[] I take anti-depressants
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have ednos
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose
[] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve fallen asleep crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me
[] I’m at my thinnest
[] I’m at my biggest
[] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[] I hate compliments
[x] I want to tell people to “stop lying” when they compliment me
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[x] I’ve spit food out
[x] I’ve fasted
[x] I’ve taken diet pills
[x] I’ve used laxatives
[x] I’ve purged
[x] I exercise
[x] I exercise so I can eat
[] I work out secretly
[] I work out daily
[x] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

Habits:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I count calories
[x] I’ve had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[] I hate food
[x] I love food
[] I want to be this way
[x] I don’t want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] losing weight is my top priority
[] I am in treatment
[x] I’m doing this for me

#5748 MidnightBones

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Posted 11 May 2021 - 05:50 PM

Name: 
Age: 
Gender: F
Height: 5’5
Starting Weight: 130
Current Goal weight: 110
Ultimate Goal weight: 77
Lowest weight: 118
Highest weight: 140
Favorite Diet food: Cauliflower rice
Favorite Binge Food: Cereal
Favorite exercise: Running
Does anyone know? No
What makes you slip up? Stress
When did it start? Several years ago
What do you see when you look in the mirror? Flaws
Is it for attention? No
Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends? Average
Are you depressed: Yes

HAVE YOU EVER:
[] Tried to commit suicide
[] Cut yourself
[] Ever been to a psychologist
[x] Lost weight
[x] Gained weight
[x]Drank
[] Smoked
[] Taken drugs
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily.
[x] Fasted
[x] Skipped a meal
[x] Chew and spit
[x] B/P

SEXUALITY:
[]Bi
[]Lesbian
[]Gay
[] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[] I am a cuddler
[] I’ve kissed in the rain
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger
[] I have kissed a stranger

I’VE DONE:
[] Weed
[] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[] Diet pills
[] Pain killers
[x]Sleeping pills
[]Anti-depressants/Mood supporters
[] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[] Mushrooms
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[] Other Oxys and nuerontin

Currently:
[] anorexic
[x] ednos
[]bulimic
[] living off laxative/diet pills
[x] hungry
[] thirsty
[] drinking something
[] Under 40kg
[x] fasting/starving myself

People:
[x] have asked if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[] spread rumors about me
[x] forced me to eat
[]say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more

I wish:
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 100 lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty

I love:
[] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] coffee
[] green tea
[]diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

Appearance:
[] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly
[] I have scars
[x] I wish my hair was a different color
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[] I have/had braces
[x] I wear glasses/contacts
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[x] I have more than 2 piercings
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[] I have freckles

Family:
[] I have a sibling at least 18 years older then me.
[] I’ve sworn at my parents
[] I’ve run away from home
[] I’ve been kicked out of the house
[] My biological parents are together
[] I have a sibling less than one year old
[x] I want to have kids someday
[] I’ve had children
[] I’ve lost a child/baby
[] I can’t have children

Relationships:
[x] I’m single
[] I’m in a relationship
[] I’m engaged
[] I’m married
[] I’ve gone on a blind date
[] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper
[] I miss someone right now
[x] I have a fear of abandonment
[] I’ve cheated in a relationship
[] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
[] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
[] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
[] I’ve kept something from a past relationship

Bad Times:
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink
[] I can’t swallow pills
[] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water
[] I have been diagnosed with depression
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset
[] I take anti-depressants
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have ednos
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose
[] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve fallen asleep crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me
[] I’m at my thinnest
[] I’m at my biggest
[] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[] I hate compliments
[] I want to tell people to “stop lying” when they compliment me
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[x] I’ve spit food out
[x] I’ve fasted
[] I’ve taken diet pills
[x] I’ve used laxatives
[x] I’ve purged
[x] I exercise
[x] I exercise so I can eat
[x] I work out secretly
[x] I work out daily
[] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

Habits:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I count calories
[x] I’ve had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[] I hate food
[x] I love food
[] I want to be this way
[x] I don’t want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] losing weight is my top priority
[] I am in treatment
[x] I’m doing this for me


I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul ~ Radiohead

 


#5749 Thin_Intention

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Posted 11 May 2021 - 06:15 PM

Name: Jessy
Age: 19
Gender: F
Height: 5’
Starting Weight: 118
Current Goal weight: 90
Ultimate Goal weight: 75
Lowest weight: 80
Highest weight: 120
Favorite Diet food: Rice cakes
Favorite Binge Food: Ice cream
Favorite exercise: Sit ups
Does anyone know? Nope
What makes you slip up? Emotions, hurting my fiancé with my habits
When did it start? 13 years old
What do you see when you look in the mirror? A fat girl
Is it for attention? no
Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends? fat
Are you depressed: yes

HAVE YOU EVER:
[x] Tried to commit suicide
[x] Cut yourself
[] Ever been to a psychologist
[x] Lost weight
[x] Gained weight
[x]Drank
[] Smoked
[] Taken drugs
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily.
[] Fasted
[x] Skipped a meal
[x] Chew and spit
[] B/P

SEXUALITY:
[]Bi
[]Lesbian
[]Gay
[x] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler
[x] I’ve kissed in the rain
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger
[x] I have kissed a stranger

I’VE DONE:
[] Weed
[x] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[]Sleeping pills
[]Anti-depressants/Mood supporters
[] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[] Mushrooms
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[] Other Oxys and nuerontin

Currently:
[] anorexic
[x] ednos
[]bulimic
[] living off laxative/diet pills
[x] hungry
[x] thirsty
[] drinking something
[] Under 40kg
[x] fasting/starving myself

People:
[] have asked if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] have called me fat
[] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[c] forced me to eat
[]say I eat too much
[] wish I’d eat more

I wish:
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 100 lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty

I love:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[x] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[] coffee
[x] green tea
[]diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

Appearance:
[x] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly
[x] I have scars
[x] I wish my hair was a different color
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[c] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[] I have/had braces
[x] I wear glasses/contacts
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[x] I have more than 2 piercings
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[] I have freckles

Family:
[] I have a sibling at least 18 years older then me.
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents
[ I’ve run away from home
[] I’ve been kicked out of the house
[x] My biological parents are together
[] I have a sibling less than one year old
[x] I want to have kids someday
[] I’ve had children
[] I’ve lost a child/baby
[] I can’t have children

Relationships:
[] I’m single
[x] I’m in a relationship
[x] I’m engaged
[] I’m married
[] I’ve gone on a blind date
[] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper
[] I miss someone right now
[x] I have a fear of abandonment
[] I’ve cheated in a relationship
[] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
[] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
[] I’ve kept something from a past relationship

Bad Times:
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink
[] I can’t swallow pills
[] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water
[] I have been diagnosed with depression
[] I shut others out when I’m upset
[] I take anti-depressants
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have ednos
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose
[] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve fallen asleep crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me
[] I’m at my thinnest
[x] I’m at my biggest
[] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[] I hate compliments
[x] I want to tell people to “stop lying” when they compliment me
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[x] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[x] I’ve spit food out
[] I’ve fasted
[] I’ve taken diet pills
[x] I’ve used laxatives
[] I’ve purged
[x] I exercise
[] I exercise so I can eat
[x] I work out secretly
[] I work out daily
[x] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

Habits:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I count calories
[x] I’ve had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[] I hate food
[x] I love food
[] I want to be this way
[x] I don’t want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] losing weight is my top priority
[] I am in treatment
[x] I’m doing this for me
5’
SW: 118
CW: 118
GW: 90 lbs

#5750 soukeye

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Posted 12 May 2021 - 02:00 AM

Name: L
Age: 20
Gender: M
Height: 5’3
Starting Weight: 66kg
Current Goal weight: 64.8kg
Ultimate Goal weight: 45kg
Lowest weight: 48kg
Highest weight: 73kg
Favorite Diet food: baby food lmao
Favorite Binge Food: 
Favorite exercise: Weight lifting
Does anyone know? Yes - but not about my relapse
What makes you slip up? Feeling rejected
When did it start? 14 years old
What do you see when you look in the mirror? A chubby guy :/
Is it for attention? No
Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends? Comparatively thin I guess
Are you depressed: Yes

HAVE YOU EVER:
[X] Tried to commit suicide
[X] Cut yourself
[X] Ever been to a psychologist
[X] Lost weight
[X] Gained weight
[X]Drank
[X] Smoked
[] Taken drugs
[X] My weight affects my mood
[] I weigh myself daily. (I have in the past)
[X] Fasted
[X] Skipped a meal
[X] Chew and spit
[] B/P

SEXUALITY:
[]Bi
[]Lesbian
[X]Gay
[X] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
[] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[X] I am a cuddler
[] I’ve kissed in the rain
[X] I’ve hugged a stranger
[X] I have kissed a stranger

I’VE DONE:
[] Weed
[X] Cigarettes
[X] Alcohol
[] Diet pills
[] Pain killers
[X]Sleeping pills
[X]Anti-depressants/Mood supporters
[] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[] Mushrooms
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[] Other Oxys and nuerontin

Currently:
[] anorexic
[X] ednos
[]bulimic
[] living off laxative/diet pills
[] hungry
[] thirsty
[] drinking something
[] Under 40kg
[X] fasting/starving myself

People:
[] have asked if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[X] have called me fat
[X] have said I’m skinny
[X] have said I’m ugly
[X] have said I’m pretty
[X] spread rumors about me
[X] forced me to eat
[X]say I eat too much
[X] wish I’d eat more

I wish:
[X] I was THIN
[X] I had a better body
[] I didn’t have to eat
[X] I could control myself
[X] I was under 100 lbs
[X] I could avoid food
[X] I could hide what I am
[X] I wasn’t fat
[X] I was pretty

I love:
[X] feeling hungry
[X] seeing a difference when fasting
[] shaking
[] feeling airy
[X] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[] coffee
[X] green tea
[]diet pills
[X] being able to turn down food
[X] feeling good about myself

Appearance:
[X] I am shorter than 5’4
[X] I think I’m ugly
[X] I have scars
[] I wish my hair was a different color
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[X] I have a tattoo
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[X] I have/had braces
[X] I wear glasses/contacts
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[] I have more than 2 piercings
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[] I have freckles

Family:
[] I have a sibling at least 18 years older then me.
[X] I’ve sworn at my parents
[] I’ve run away from home
[] I’ve been kicked out of the house
[] My biological parents are together
[] I have a sibling less than one year old
[] I want to have kids someday
[] I’ve had children
[] I’ve lost a child/baby
[X] I can’t have children

Relationships:
[X] I’m single
[] I’m in a relationship
[] I’m engaged
[] I’m married
[] I’ve gone on a blind date
[X] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper
[] I miss someone right now
[X] I have a fear of abandonment
[] I’ve cheated in a relationship
[] I’ve gotten divorced
[] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
[X] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
[] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
[X] I’ve kept something from a past relationship

Bad Times:
[X] I’ve consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink
[] I can’t swallow pills
[] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water
[X] I have been diagnosed with depression
[X] I shut others out when I’m upset
[] I take anti-depressants
[X] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have ednos
[X] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it
[X] I’ve hurt myself on purpose
[] I’ve woken up crying
[X] I’ve fallen asleep crying
[X] I’ve lost weight
[X] I’ve gained weight
[X] My weight holds me back
[X] Weight consumes me
[] I’m at my thinnest
[] I’m at my biggest
[] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[X] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[X] My weight affects my mood
[] I weigh myself daily
[X] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[] I hate compliments
[X] I want to tell people to “stop lying” when they compliment me
[X] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[X] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[X] I get depressed after I eat
[X] I’ve skipped a meal
[X] I’ve thrown food away
[X] I’ve spit food out
[X] I’ve fasted
[X] I’ve taken diet pills
[X] I’ve used laxatives
[] I’ve purged
[X] I exercise
[X] I exercise so I can eat
[] I work out secretly
[] I work out daily
[] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

Habits:
[X] I keep my eating habits a secret
[] I look at thinspo
[X] I count calories
[X] I’ve had negative intake days
[X] I avoid food
[] I hate food
[X] I love food
[X] I want to be this way
[] I don’t want to be like this
[X] I wish I could have more control
[X] losing weight is my top priority
[] I am in treatment
[X] I’m doing this for me




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